jeanluc upset with his dad again for not phoning over xmas, he went he's had both numbers he don't care no more. wasn't amused with his email to him.   dad made me delete one didn't want him reading it he went no point showing that one to jeanluc as it would only upset him. so deleted it.
he went your well within your rights to monitor his email and if it's nasty email just delete it no need for jeanluc to see it. i agreed.
i sent him a email with all phone numbers he needed to know had no reply to it.
 he sent jl txt and no phone calls. fancy not phoning your kids up on xmas day because you didn't want to phone there grandparents phone number shows he's got something to hide and we know the truth on what happend!! why he won't phone it.
but xmas day is xmas day he should phone them no matter what disgusting. he has only spoken to jeanluc twice  on the phone in 2012 wonder how many times it will be in 2013!! rolls eyes. kira only spoken to him once on phone this year on her birthday.
 she refused to speak to him in may when he called on jeanluc's birthday it was at butlins when he called she huddled herself into the kitchen putting chairs all around her so jeanluc couldn't get phone near her.  i think he's finally seeing the light that he's not bothered anymore as he's finally getting angry at him at last!!
went to me aunties on thursday was fun all my cousins were there we stayed till 10pm he asked to come on at 9.30pm which was unlike him lol. we were from 4pm!! he really done well. normally only there 2 hours before he wants to come on he was playing with his cousin all had angry birds going lol.
done loads of stitching on katie on the stitch a photo her hair is done yeah
gonna setlle down in abit and stitch try not to use it as a hanky!! got a rotten headcold probably won't wanna stitch tomorrow new diana palmer ebooks will be out yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
jeanluc got some lovely jeans on today!!!!!!!! i got them in primark in the mens section waist 34" he needs a belt with them but at least they aint tight on him as he hates buttons. so they won't rub. he has lived in his red chino's i told him they needed washing today lol.

had a good day today kids loved the xbox kinnect took dad a while to sort i out i found a bit he had not put on lead lol.   gonna take jeanluc an age to sort out the hand control had to put on the control for him.  he got angry birds triology for it kira got minecraft out of her dads voucher my dad picked it up she loved that..
had no phonecalls from that lot doesnt urprise me after jeanluc last email to his dad. probably still dont believe he can email me shakes head at what he is capabl of doing lol.
 jeanluc haapy with his tablet kira loved her ipod.
hopefully she sleep all nite  i can see me being woken up in the night
loved dr who me wanna no when it on next
got some lovely wool from kids started the silver glitter one.  hairy bikers recipe book from them

madness nearly over with thankgod it can't come quick enough and go!!! bah humbug lol.
went down town with mum n kira this morning we managed to get our fringes cut yeah i can see again!! might get comfy n stitch for a bit.
kira got some beano comics of market stall spent her £10 from uncle mark she got 3 big annuals one was a dandy annual. and got the comics that are 3 for £1 with the rest lol. annuals are £2 each on there all the old ones i said she's gonna have to write down which years she's got lol.
she was so nice the lady told her to get two more comics for her birthday for free nice eh!! kira's face lit up.
saw my friend as we were walking back couldn't chat with him like i normally do had to get home got a new year kiss n hug.  then saw his ex and chatted to her as well.  then saw kira's friends dad didn't think we were gonna get back to car lol.   dropped mum n kira off then came out again with dad to get chinese for lunch yum yum.
if i don't post before xmas have a happy xmas and a happy new year!!

well the tacky decorations are up!! pink and blue and purple so both should be happy lol. 
might cellotape it to ceiling if it keeps falling ruddy down lol.
done some stitching on stitch a photo today on the background i'm gonna have to do more as i want it done this year gonna be hard i know i can't see it happening i have been working on it now for 2 years!!!
i have designed a dennis the mennace pattern for kira not sure how it will turn out and how big it will be as there are allot of charts to print off lol. so i might not end up doing it rofl.

really proud of jeanluc last night for putting down what he felt to his dad.  he is so grown up now and has a mind of his own.   i'm really proud of him so much i have got him a eddie stobart truck on the way for him, as he's been eyeing up kira's!!
he might not be able to say how he feels but he can certainly type it!! and doesn't need me to type it for him.   he is so angry with his dad i said don't take it out on me i went take it out on him , so he did and he don't believe his own son can write him an email and tell him what he feels.
 well done jeanluc!!!!!!

kira had a lovely birthday yesterday she was disappointed nothing from her dad, it turned up today then she looked at it and went is that all he's spent on me i went yeah £10.
jeanluc opened as gift card from him and he well not a happy boy and sent him an email after not being in a good mood most of the night!! i said instead of taking it out on me email him and let him know how you feel oh i'm going to he went lol.
he feels allot better now getting it off his chest!!  everyone i've spoken to when i said how much he's spent on them they gone but he's there dad he should spend allot more on them than £10 i went i know.
what i got for jeanluc well he be allot happy with me anyway!! fancy telling a autistic child that he will get his 3ds xl for xmas this year and send him £10. he does not have a clue
me and mum said we'll save up for it and go half for his birthday  let him spend the money hes got now and just get him one. might go get him point cards so he can download games on his dsi he be absolutely happy with my present i can't wait for him to open it up xmas morning!!
i would love to get away with just spending £10 i'd get holy hell if i did from them. i save up thru the year n get them what they want.  he wanted an ipad i went bit tooo much for me lol i'd like one also!! maybe santa will request my wish and send me a rich man for a pressie i did ask him for one when i took kira to see santa lol.
gonna get stitching out in a bit and watch town called eureka it's the xmas special one they didn't put on last year

lol jeanluc this morning did not believe me that youthclub was at midday he phoned up ian and he told him midday. the cakepops went down well!!  i didn't come back with many lol.
kira loved it she got a pressie from the leaders a jacqueline wilson annual yeah i not got it yet was gonna get on monday.   she opened it up and started to read it!!
alll the boys were giving her a cuddle lol. harry was there so jeanluc was happy he's at college now he misses him at school they were really good friends. i heard his new book he's writing.
jeanluc did really well he didn't pick up allot of the food michelle noticed he was better this year i went he's got allot better not picking up too much now.
went round mum n dad's left them there took dad tesco's lol, i didn't want jeanluc picking up loads!!
he's now into kira's jacqueline wilson books he gone n got one of them to read!!
one he wants we can't find so gotta try n find it if not i know charity shop got that one in.
kira was happy she got amazon gift cards from his mum n dad for her birthday and xmas so both have gone towards the moshi monster game she wants. she is thrilled she's getting it.
she was a bit miffed nothing from him as a present. she went i hope he aint coming on my birthday i don't want him here when i got my mate here!! gonna be awkward.  he will ruin it if he shows up she don't want him down he's not contacted jeanluc was angry he went not fair he's not sent a present i'm not happy with that i went might come in post on monday
my voice is going it's got strained again jeanluc goes don't talk i went don't argue with me then lol. so he's been playing on the tablet keeping out the way lol.
gonna settle down with knitting or stitching tonight can't make up me mind!!

really good dr's appointment yesterday with jeanluc at dorchester got told he had only put on 2lbs since his last appointment in feb!! and school said he had put on allot on weight??? goes to show he hasn't but he is getting really taller now dr said he's just big built he went it's nice to see after a while he wasn't eating anything for ages. reckon's he be 6ft by the next appointment lol.
he took the tablet with him to play on and was getting comfy with it after being weighed then dr came out he went crikey you quick today lol.  he got him chatting about the tablet and was watching everything he was doing, he said that's the most animated i have ever seen him lol. in a deep scottish accent. i could listen to him talk all day lol. i cut my hand the day before on some glass the nurse saw my plaster went what did you do told her how i done it and she took the plaster off and checked it out lol.
got some new wool today whoops shop in town starting to do the wool i love knitting with so couldn't decide on the two i got both with nan's xmas money. bit naughty as i had some coming from ebay which came today. so my xmas money spent!! i can't wait for monday to come and go so i get the less hyper kira back lol. she is so looking forward to kieran coming home with her on the bus for tea. saw his mum n dad today in town she went he's really looking forward to it, make a change from theo coming around lol.  i am itching for her to see her book i got her!! i can see it going into school.
 i asked the bus driver tonight he said it was fine i had to let school office know tomorrow thought i'd better ask!!
gonna be making cake pops tomorrow for the xmas party saturday, got some purple glitter and white glitter. went in the florist got one of there green bricks don't know what you call them lol. and i'm gonna do what heather said to wrap it in xmas paper and put the cake pops in it one of the kids will have to hold it in car me thinking kira lol. might be better!!
started to read diana palmer wyoming fierce last night then finished it i really enjoyed it.

done some stitching on stitch a photo last night and knitting.
it was allot warmer in here yesterday after dad fixed the letter box he put a new draught thingy on for me after postie broke the other one. amazing how much air comes thru when it's broken!!
he sent kira a video not sure if i'm gonna let her see it as she get really angry with it!! shows he don't know his own daughter put down for santa to say he has been told she has got to do allot better on her school work mmmmmmmm not so she had a very good school report.
she would get very upset by that.  and would not be amused i told her there was a video there i can't repeat what she said lol. so not sure if she's going to watch it anyway!!she's not happy with him at all at the moment.
she's got her xmas play again today i went and saw it yesterday it was lovely i enjoyed it it was 45mins much quicker than they usually do it. she went i don't wanna do the play again today i went your doing it every day this week lol.   jeanluc got ryland farm today we couldn't find his gloves so gonna hunt for them today he's chucked them somewhere i know they aint in his room as i went thru there yesterday

yeah finished the last teachers scarf on the way to london today!! started knitting from salisbury n kitted all the way there lol. kept telling dad not to over take as i was nearly finished rofl. just got it done before we turned into nan's road.
started on another one while i was at nan's might be for carer on bus. as she been eyeing them up as well.
jeanluc done really well up there today he took my tablet with him and played bad pigges most of the time we managed to stay there for 3hour n half. longer than last time!!
oh god kira on the way back we saw two eddie stobart trucks she was so happy she wouldn't shut up on the way back lol. she went made as one of them was the rugby league one.
then dad and me saw one n shouted eddie she was clapping like mad!!
nan gave me some of her plates in the kitchen i love she has hanging up really love them dad said he'll put them up in me kitchen for me. i've alway's eyed one of them up and she gave them to me today said it would only get chucked out think my mouth dropped when she said that!!
got kira's xmas play tomorrow looking forward to that. her last one ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhh lol.

this scarf i could of sold 5 times today in salisbury, that's how many people asked me where can i buy it lol. i went brought the ball on ebay and knitted it when i told them only £3.99 there faces were shocked lol.  it is one of my fav ones. i love this one.   kira is looking forward to tomorrow she is staying with nan n grandad taking her tablet with her so she can play minecraft. will keep her amused hoping she won't wanna take too much with her!! they are promoting youth club disabled group tomorrow so we going along for about 30mins if he goes down. told him he had to as it's his youth club.  he's sorted out a old toy he's going to take down so they can sell it.  he is happily playing bad piggies i'm gonna settle down n get comfy by fire n maybe stitch tonight. debating on moving sofa shouldn't be much under it only moved it last month lol.

another scarf done  started another one last night it's purple and blue colours. i like the one i just done i might have to buy this one again for me lol.   gonna sit n knit in abit got orders from kira to get it finished lol as it's for her teacher.    got the fire on it's so cold!! kira said it's hot upstairs as heating is on but i'm freezing. at least i be able to go out tomorrow as my parcel arrived today handy. thankfully not broken this time.  youth club at weekend but we are promoting youthclub so we don't have to be there early might go a bit later so we can have a lie in hehe. kira the only girl that goes!! so she gets allot of attention lol.  she is playing on minecraft had a chat with her friend on the phone she knew more than he did!! was telling him what to do lol. i blame youtube for that she watches to see what they do and copies it lol  jeanluc went to ryland farm today i went what did you do he went i had a egg mayo roll and a cheese roll lol. more important eh hehe.

finished another scarf yeah got one more to knit and that's teachers pressies done. 
mmm what do i get his teacher hehe chocolate as he alway's moaning about jeanluc's weight. me evil lol. i don't think he's that bad he's a growing lad think i'm just being picked upon this year. he's cut his size portions down a hell of allot he's done really well.
 i think jeanluc has done extremely well today he has not raided once!!  
been stitching on stitch a photo today yeah finished the left handside background and luke's suit whoop whoop!! ruddy thing drove me nuts all that black grey n brown.
i'm working on adam's hands n legs all single stitches nearly done them. then i'll finish there heads lol.
staying in tomorrow n tuesday so hoping to do some more stitching on it.
package coming hoping delivery company don't break it again!! would of been nice if the company let me know it was broken but they didn't i found out from the tracking code it was damaged n sent back to them. lovely eh!!  just hope it not broken again as coming via same firm.
hope they put tracking on it so i can keep n eye on it again.  can't break it twice can they???
kira been stitching tonight on her felt tree got in 99p lovely spose to have thread n needle didn't have it in there just as well i got a whole load of them!! 
gotta get printer working tomorrow she wants to do some angry bird felt ones she found on google and stick them on the stocking she sewed together bet it decides to not wanna print as usual.
she's taking in her party dress tomorrow for her last xmas play ahhhhhhhhhhhh.  the xmas service be a weepy god help me lol i'll take me hanky with me!!  told dad he's coming along this time as be her last one.  gotta arrive to it early get a good seat in church or won't get in there they ending after the service i hate that. waste of a day.
downloaded new diana palmer book saturday on kindle and i've not read it yet me ill!!!
wahooooooooooooooo james arthur thru he's fab!!!!!!!!!

jeanluc went swimming with grandad on sunday really pleased with him swimming 10 lengths!! yeah. told him i expect 15 done next time Oh come on mum!!! wasn't amused hehe.
been stitching on the picture in the background on my stitch a photo fiddily as hell one stitch here n one stitch there. got allot done on that part last night.
gonna get it out n stitch again in a bit.  also been doing a pom pom scarf lovely grey n brown colours might work on that tomorrow try n get it done n work on another one got so many to get thru. my new addiction pom pom wools lol.
went to craft club with kira after school help finish of there lavender bag cushion's think i spent most of the hour threading needles than stitching!!  one girl was doing a apple wreath as she started late so didn't have time to do the cushion. i stitched on her ribbon on for her
the hour went very quickly!! kira's friend theo was in there as his club had finished so we were chatting allot lol. asked if i had finished the angry bird i was stitching i went that week you were round i done it guess i better let kira take it in to show him lol.
signpost came n done the floorboards upstairs on landing yeah don't have to walk in a funny walk now to not walk on them lol. 
his gamecube game arrived jeanluc is back into that again super mario sunshine it worked on the wii but i couldn't fathom out which button to press for start on the wii control lol. so he took it upstairs.
i will try n google it see if i can fathom it out or maybe not i won't have my tv if he gets it down here haha.
did anyone watch crickley hall my god that was spooky as hell!! remind me not to watch it before bedtime on sunday. i watched the 1st ep on sunday n wished i hadn't as i couldn't sleep lol. then watched 2nd ep this morning while stitching.

yeah just reserved kira's birthday pressie the moshi monsters tree house in argos £14.99 i was gonna get it at £20 till i saw it online at argos!!  got her a beano dvd on market today as well she will love that. she's been wanting the tree house for ages she is moshi mad
was jeanluc's appointment today was changed  had to txt driver last nite to say he was coming in.
  he didn't get the txt till this morning luckily he did. he went he would of been off today if i hadn'ti went um no i  would of taken him in hehe. saw him n leslie in town today lol. she said he calmed down allot quicker today i saw his meds kick in soon as he got on bus his eye's went wide

might sit n knit on a scarf tonight been stitching on stitch a photo wanna get allot done nephew out this week, won't be finished though lol. maybe in time for xmas if i get me ass into gear with it hehe
got a lovely brown pom pom wool from ideal world one of them was ripped again i hate that why they can't check they are faulty i dont know!! but the other was ok so far fingers crossed!!
i got a lovely grey n silver one in poole on saturday mum eye's went up at that one i don't think somehow i''ll be getting it lol.
i've knitted two blue ones for xmas pressent gonna do one for her teacher as well be different than choccie for a change!!

we had fun last night went  to the bovington camp firework display will definately go again it was really good display!! jeanluc yacked the whole time there but soon as the fireworks started he shut up lol. he was quiet the whole time they were on then soon as finished can we go again next year oh that was so awesome mum can we do it every year lol.
think that was a bad move hehe.  mind you i did enjoy the hog roast!!! bonus hehe.
i was half expecting jl not to like it he loved every bit of the fireworks he jumped when the tank started the bonfire, did not like the flames coming over the crowd some flakes  came down chap knocked it away from jeanluc he freaked at that bit but was fine when it calmed down.
kira wasn't sure of the fireworks her first huge display she hid behind grandad they were lovely i hope they sedated the monkeys at monkey world they were really loud bangs!!
we got home she sonked out she was sleeping in the car on the way back we were stuck in the field for ages as queue was ridiculous getting out.

brrrrr it's cold!!!! can tell the heating has gone off glad fire is going!!  kira is at a halloween party coming back at 9.30pm they've already been around trick or treating, gave the girls a moshi foil bag each and keeley's brother choccie button's his face when he saw how big the bag was was funny!! picture moment lol.
i'm watching series 8 of dog the bounty hunter yeah not seen this series, she'll come in n wanna watch the rest of it lol.  two balls of wool came today they are pretty blues one is like the pom pom ones i like doing light blue the other is a bright blue with glitter in it. i'm knitting that one first be a xmas pressie.
they were the only ones that came knocking!! so me and jeanluc been eating the lolly drumsticks lol.

yeah finished last birthday atc swap for this year it's gone quick this years swap!! didn't think i'd get it done in time not that keen on stitching tatty ted, also been stitching the family tree sampler as well today for a change.  be a interesting one to explain later on dad is writing down all the names and gonna put it on back of frame.
i was stitching on stitch a photo last night on katie's bouqet of flowers the white was driving me bonkers!!

went to poole with mum n dad today thought we might get into traffic as they said one of the roads were closed but it was fine!! shouldn't of gone into that wool shop in poole oh heaven!! i got one ball of wool lovely colour saw allot more i like will get some more when they go back to school. i was drooling so lovely colours lovely glittery ones in there i was eyeing up £7.95 each she said one ball one scarf mum went cheaper than the range then!!
i got some of those proknit needles they are lovely i was showing her my piccies on my phone of the ones i done n she was in shock when i said i've only just started doing them lol.
got a pizza for tea didn't realise it be spicy crikey!!
her school parents evening was very good allot better than last year!!

ohhh lovely wool turned up today really pretty colours think i'll be able to keep these ones lol. mum has decided she wants the red scarf i done. the brown biege one i'm doing kira said oh i like that me rolls eyes lol. really like this wool.

finished knitting a scarf last night will try n get piccie up here later, lovely red one i really like it but i think mum is gonna walk off with it lol. i got the wool in the range i love knitting with the salsa pom pom wool really pretty it was much better than create n craft wool as had no rips in it at all. i must of had a faulty batch from them.
got some more coming from them so hoping this lot will be better!! they had a lovely pink wool in the range i would like to go back down for next time really pretty kira will love it.
she said she dropped her gold rare moshi behind her drawers last night wanted me to move it at 9pm uh nope!! i done it this afternoon and found 4 more behind there wonder is she notices them in the box i put them all in!!
i found one of her craft boxes with a lid n handle and it was empty so moved all her moshis in there and yeah closed it so no more drop down the back again!! that's if she keeps them in it.
i had my flu jab on saturday why do old people alway's have ago at young people going in for the flu jab?? i was queuing up with mum i got me coat of ready for dr to stab it in me arm lol. n this old bloke went your too young to have the flu jab you shouldn't be in here mum went did you have a heart op he went nope she went don't judge a book by it's cover then.  he walked off!!
she told the lady dr who done are jabs she said we want you coming in i went i know my gp would phone if i didn't lol.
yeah jeanluc xmas present ordered today out of the way wahooo what to get kira!! be moshi monster something she awkward birthday being week before as well.

done stitching on stitch a photo last night gonna settle down in a bit and stitch it today.
jeanluc gave in and emailed his dad yesterday apparantly i didn't remind him it was his birthday uh yes i did 2 weeks before and on the week but jeanluc did not want to send a card. i knew kira wouldn't send him one anyway as she don't like him she went he don't bother with us why should i bother with him!!
i can't force them to send a card it's up to them if they want to. the fact he hasn't called him since the 14th may he was not happy with him. he should of called up and reminded them it was his birthday but he hasn't called since 14th may jeanluc's birthday.
kira got her harvest festival today glad i'm not going i'm so cold. might go hunt out jumper in a bit and get comfy.

went to butlins last week with the kids and mum n dad it was fun!! lovely seeing all the old friends there and catching up with them all i was never sat alone for long lol. me n mum walked upto  the craft shop what lovely wool she has there the daisy chain if anyone is going to minehead is a must visit!! ` i got 4 lots of lovely wool finished one it's really sparkly i love it only trouble is so does kira lol.
our friends won one of the raffles £50 in butlins vouchers lovely  was a shame to see him not talkative as he's had a stroke but at least he remembered us and came straight over when he saw us got a hug of edwin alway's do!!  known him for so long i can't remember how long lol.  it was lovely going swimming with jeanluc n kira now she can swim properly they were jumping in at the deep end together!!  jeanluc showed grandad how he dived even though not suppose to dive at the deepend he went ahead anyway lol.  we had the pool to ourselves for a bit as we went in bluesies swim and kira n i went on the slide a few times she loved it.
was chatting to alice and shop lady came over n gave us a hug last night she's lovely she weren't there when we went in august she was on holiday. missed having a natter with her then lol.

went to the youthclub coffee morning this morning it was fun, allot turned up more than last year so that was good!! loads of cakes there reeves donated a tray of cakes. i brought one for dad dorset apple cake. i had some choccie cake huge slice i couldn't eat it all lol.
they had jenga there and jeanluc done it straight away then wouldnt do it again so ian could see how he done it lol.
done allot of stitching on stitch a photo last night was up late didn't realise what the time was when i looked up it was 1.30am!! done loads on the background.
gonna get it out again in a bit and stitch. i started on the cushion crochet sqaure in mag 4 the big cushion i'm gonna do it in purple n green. if she don't pinch me wool lol.
jeanluc in a good mood his angry birds 3ds game turned up today he didn't know it was going on the 3ds!! so was a nice surprise. i lost him soon as he saw it been playing on it all afternoon!!

been stitching on luke's wedding photo today thought i'd better get on with it!! looking at the knitting show on create n craft n given in n ordered a scarf see if i can do it lol. keep seeing it and it looks like an easy one just hope it is!!
been rereading the karen marie moning fever series on book 1 darkfever again love it
kira just come in for her bike to see if it helps bumps up her step points lol. dont know if it will but we will see lol. she has to wear the step thingy for 50 day's see how many she does in the day her friend got hers today as they were on holiday when they got given them. so they are both out there playing it's flipping cold n windy lol. he's happy he's got the wii to himself.  i might be able to do some stitching for a bit before nagging me to start tea lol.

think i'm getting addicted to doing crochet squares just wish mine looked like a square rofl. trying to do that crochet part weekly mag and i've done the first one again. will attempt the 2nd one tomorrow. after kira and i have walked down to village hall n back a few times!! they doing the step thingy at school seeing how many they do in a day. and have to reset it at 9am.   your have to wake me up early mum so i can reset it mmmmmmm.

was looking thru my webshots album at all the xstitch i've done and thought where the hell did it all go lol. goes to show allot of it gets given away as presents lol.  some of it i had forgotten i had done especially the 2 stitch a photo's of my mum's friends sons. soon as i saw them i remembered the cursing of the shades on them lol.  http://community.webshots.com/user/jspence73?vhost=community&vhost=community
it's scarey looking back at it all as i know there's allot of what i have done is not on there lol. i must try n remember to update it now.

been trying to teach myself to crochet i got the new magazines that are coming out weekly or fortnightly lol. in the end i went on utube and found a helpful beginners guide video it was good. i'm sure i'm not keeping the right amount of stitches as i got along though lol. i'll get there!! 

yeah kids back at school!! it was lovely n quiet yesterday i sat n tried to teach myself to crochet it's fiddily!!  chatting to keeley's dad about her getting on her bike as she won't get on it and he went i'll get her on it, and today she went to play with keeley came home for her mountain bike!!
and he got her riding it yeah!!
she's had that bike a couple of years when her friend gave it to her and she wouldn't get on it today she wouldn't get off it lol. he adjusted the seat and done the tyres. wish i could afford to get jeanluc a bike. shame his dad wouldn't think of getting him one!! only gets him £10 presents for birthday and xmas. now a bike would be fab for him!!
she didn't wanna come in tonight!! 630 she finally came in hopefully she should sleep well tonight!!
today i've been xstitching on sap done allot on background and on luke's suit as we had a power cut all day and the ruddy smoke alarms were annoying me by beeping all day so i sat in garden n stitched.
the holiday's went really quickly!!
 idiot asked jeanluc if kira came to butlins with us i can't get over that where would she be??? why would i go on holiday without her daft man. jeanluc asked if he was being silly i went no stupid.
jeanluc can't fathom him out why he asked something so daft. he went why wouldn't she come with us keeps asking me. i went she alway's comes on holiday with us jeanluc he's being stupid.
ahhh she's in year 6 now where has that time gone!! be upper school next year crikey!!
she got given a necklace by her boyfriend and a keyring bless, he went to steamfair and brought it for her and put her name on the keyring. wanted to take necklace upstairs i said no you wouldn't see it again lol.

had a lovely week at butlins with the kids, rained and we had sun!! luckily day we walked into town was nice n sunny. got a lovely huge poundland in minehead now kira and i spent ages looking in there.
jeanluc got his angry birds out of the teddy shop he loved them.  then he went and won a angry bird pig upstairs in the arcade for a pound it was huge!!
oh i had a lovely time seeing stephen mulhern again,  he saw me and went i know you!!! and gave me a huge hug n kiss hehe. chatted for ages!! jeanluc got tired and went back to the chalet and was asleep by the time we got back. i was chatting to him for ages i knew him when he was a redcoat at minehead.
the show was hilarious we laughed so much!! they were throwing pies in this 12 day's at minehead song and oh god they were slipping all over the stage and fell over i couldn't stop laughing my sides hurt lol.
danyl johnson concert was amazing queued up to see him and he high fived kira when she turned away i got a kiss on lips n cheek hehe. he smelt really lovely we could smell him before he opened up the curtains kira went oh it was you i could smell lol.
she made two lovely tops in graffiti art club she enjoyed it. well worth the £5 each time will do that again for her she loved it and she got some time out from jeanluc for an hour n half each session.
allot of our friends were there so was chatting to loads it was a fun week i panicked about getting out of the car space but the huge car moved tg!! chap from cs was gonna move it for me but i went in and said i had moved ok he went he was gonna come up lol.
allot of the main redcoats weren't there the redcoat show was a bit out of tune some of the singing. bit cringing at some points of it.  went into taunton on way back had lunch there grandad had a surprise for jeanluc he's been asking his dad for the new mario game for the 3ds and wasn't amused he hadn't replied to him asking for points on his 3ds so grandad brought it for him.  dad went he don't like spending on his kids does he i went nope he proved that last time he had him not a penny spent on him. jeanluc sent him a txt to say we were in butlins he has not replied to him jeanluc went well i think he'll just get a email birthday this year

can't get over how quick this summer hols has gone!! jeanluc was at mum n dad's last night came back tonight. as kira had theo here today. jeanluc went n got his haircut with grandad. looks much better allot shorter for him!!
kira n theo had allot of fun even in the rain today!! they were getting all the cobb nuts of the tree lol. he went home with a huge bag!!
nearly finished stitching helmet pig for jeanluc might stitch king pig by it.
stupid steam fair next week and they are already causing havoc!! had to let them on the field early as paring on main road the police are going up n down all the time trying to catch people speeding. hope they do!!

kira and i watched johnny english on the btvision box this morning funny then she played on wii, jeanluc deicded he was coming ome today and not tomorrow. was sorting out me phone when he came in as it weren't working now got it going again with tech help. he only wanted to come home so i could buy him super mario 3 on the 3ds dsi £39.99 i went uh no i went you should of asked your dad for money for a card in game why should i get it when he spent nothing on you! i said you've already had a game he sulked!!
bet he wished he stayed at mum n dad's lol. kept nagging me yesterday to put password on his 3ds i kept saying no you got internet at grandad's don't need it he told them he missed the wii he's not even been on it!! just wanted that game i went well what yo gonna do next time you see your dad then he went get him to buy me a points card still can't work out why he never spent any money on him a bag of sweets n that was it.
i said he could of got you a nice £20 points card easily he works.
he wanted something different for tea i went no we are having honey n mustard bacon joint from iceland not sure he said, i went what i'm cooking!! he ate it with new tatties. and liked it lol.
kira going to pictures with theo tomorrow hoping they didn't phone while my phone weren't working as was gonna txt me with times. gonna go see that brave me wanna go lol.

kira had her friend around today she had fun they went off n played down by the stream allot of the time lol. then we went to the park near theo's nan's house we were there ages!!! that chick she was supposed to bring home from school tg we didn't it's huge lol.

kira stayed at mum n dad's last night so was just me n jeanluc he's been playing on the wii all day today i'm gonna try n finsh stitching his angry bird pig i started i keep picking it up and phone goes lol.
3 weeks today and they go back to school can't get over how fast it's gone!!
he's got one more durweston that's gone quickly 4 sessions!!  kira  is at oscars today they took them to pictures hope she likes the flm.  they were gonna have pizza n chips.
well jeanluc had  call on his phone last friday n didn't ring long probably checking phone was still on which i don't get why not just speak to them he's only ever on 5mins as he's had enough jeanluc by then!! 
never even heard it ring must of done onje then went off.
kira will be back later on jeanluc saw a recipe on tv the other day he wans us a try jerk chicken  gonna go print it of

went upto salisbury today jeanluc went to off with his dad kira didn't want to go she walked around with me. dunno what's been said but he's been upstairs since he got home n got in bed curled up. he's not brought him anything which i think is just plain wrong!! and mean he's not seen him since feb and can't splash out on his 14 yr old son!! wish i got the sonic hedgehog figure i saw in the entertainer now for him.  makes me mad if i take jeanluc out n he gets nothing he kicks off holy hell.
probably have a day of it tomorrow kira went i am so glad i didnt go!! she picked up her  rock moshi collection in entertainer she got out of her holiday money. we picked up pencils n pens for school n new pencil case. at least that's all got now!! a lovely moshi monster case.
she wanted allot more but i went no can't.  we had a treat on the thai stall for tea on the market it's yummy i had the chicken curry she had the noodles. she went i want that again!!
 lady was so lovely in the entertainer kira went i like your badge she gave it her a moshi badge.
they had kindle covers in poundland on saturday when we went up didnt have any in today crikey they most of all sold straight away i'm so glad i got one. they are lovely
gonna sit n stitch in a bit if they let me memphis belle is on tonight i'm half tempted in watching it i love it remember watching it at the atheneaum with the manager on our own twice lol.

kira went to oscars today doing bubble day she loved it,  took jeanluc shopping thankfully he was good!! so he got a nintendo magazine in tesco's as a treat. bad move got a hdmi lead turn up in post today put it on tablet and played angry birds on tv lol, well i lost the tv for 3 hours!! lmao. he was curled up laughing!!
i done stitching on stitch a photo while he was having fun know what he's gonna want now lol.

took kira upto salisbury get her over her tooth that's trying to come out was up last night upset it wouldnt come out i went it will when it wants to.  she went pull it out i went uh no.
she got her boots she been wanting in shoezone they were reduced down even better!! she spent her money she brought back from holiday and got allot of moshi monsters.  she is sat here playing with them all over the floor laughing her head off at johnny english dvd we got today it's funny.
jeanluc went up with mum n dad was funny as we thought theyd be already up there but got on bus when we were already on it!!
got a lovely kindle cover in poundland was looking at them on amazon allot more on there. kira went it wont fit yours i went well i've only paid a pound havent i. but it fit it perfectly.
got jeanluc some lovely headphones but might not get them lol, put them on the ipod they were really loud with angry birds!! then kira started listening to queen lol.
got home at 2pm and jeanluc decided he was coming home wasn't amused when we wanted to watch tv he wanted the wii on.
started stitching angry bird helmet pig last night. i was so pleased conor took the money on bb mind you would of been really funny seeing luke taking it and walking out on ashleigh.

kira coming home today i can't wait, too ruddy quiet in here!! couldn't sleep last night ended up putting on jeanluc's radio for a bit of noise lol. then slept really well!!
went in town this morning lady on market had some dennis the mennace dvd's really cheap she will love them when she gets home!!
gonna sit down n stitch for a bit while i can!! jeanluc at mum's grandad is taking him swimming in the morning. he's seeing his dad on tuesday but kira doesn't wanna see him you can't blame her
 if he'd keep in contact more than he has not done she wouldn't be refusing to see him. this year he's only phoned up once on jeanluc's birthday and didn't seem overly bothered that kira refused to talk to him so she's not spoken to him on phone at all this year. she said i'd sooner go out with you mum.
can't believe it will be last town called eureka next week sulk will miss that. just watched last nights episode. gonna watch lost girl season one i never saw that when it was on tv.

took jeanluc to poole today they had some lovely mario plushes in game wanted him to get the mario one in a bear suit looked so cute but he saw shadow sonic figure, £9.99 for a little figure. mind you he had points so took them off so only came to £5 even better!!
went in primark wanted to get him some trousers didnt like any will look again later on, got kira a school skirt while they got them.  he went in asda and saw road mats typical!! picked up two now got 52 road mats to his collection lol.
he went into bk and asked what the king deal meal was he went i dont like all the stuff in it she asked them for a plain whopper burger with cheese made his day!! went upto them on way out and said thankyou it was allot better lol.  he ate the whole burger!!
gonna settle down n stitch tonight might watch swimming again if it's on

and kira has gone it's quiet now!! she going to minehead today with her friend they leaving after tea but she's taken all her stuff round there so she can play till they go.  jeanluc got someone visiting him today so be good she's out of way so we can chat without her butting in lol.
i am ready to drop now knackered!!  been running around sorting out her bags and in here for them coming. i could fall asleep now!!
she will be gone till thursday not sure what time they are coming back not said. be weird not having her here
he's playing on computer now bet he'll be calm once they turn up sods law!! alway's the same soon as an appointment he goes quiet. was trying to film him on flip this morning he deleted it me rolls eyes.
might get some stitching done tonight not done any been reading books on wattpad some good stories on there one of them i absolutely loved but the ending was naff never find out how they will turn out as they not doing a follow up baffles me.

appointment went well they were here n hour n half!! i'm on information overload lol asked about his dad asked how often they see him i went once this year she went and he lives in salisbury i went yeah i went dont know his address he wont give it me i went as far as i know he still works at hospital. she went that's not good he dont see them i went i know. i said he's asked to see them next month and kira has outright refused to go he will only go if he's on his own. she went very understable as he hasn't been in there life allot since he left i went i know she went if he had been more involved in seeing them jeanluc might not mind seeing her as well she said he lives so close it's no excise not to see them i went i know. i said lucky if they see him twice a year.
asked when they saw his parents i went same as him only see them when he takes them to see them. i went they dont bother either.  she was amazed i went were used to it.
it was good actually that kira went round keeleys and she werent here butting in i said that when we go to yc we all go as he wants to go after 1130 as he wants his lunch at midday asked if i take kira out i went only when mum n dad have him we go to pictures as he wont sit thru it after 30mins he wants to leave. i said he controls food wants what he wants i went i cook two lots of meals allot of the time as he wont eat what we have as she loves all her veg he wont touch it she was intrigued what he does at tea time then eats it all after he calms down gonna have to write a diary of his mood swings i went i better big a huge books then lol. i said he has been better after his lunchtime tablet he's not raiding the larder like he was  i went straight after appointment with dr purvis stand in dr it stopped i went dont know if it was saying about it or the new meds she went bit of both more like. really nice they were might get some funding for one to one for him he needs it and so do i. she went we have to look for something for kira as well. so you can have me time.

jeanluc had his ymca playscheme today so had a nice breather he had a lovely day for it as there is a lovely park there where he goes.he said he spent allot of time playing outside and they put his suncream on for him. he's there again next week he can't wait.
i took kira to poole with nan n grandad we got some new clothes in primark for her i got her tops in ladies section downstairs she picked out aload of them they were reduced.  some really lovely tops i went we'll get some more next time. some cute smurf ones she loved she tried them on to see what size fit her she said all her friends go for the tops down stairs. we had a chinese she loves it in there
she's at mum n dad's this weekend so it's very quiet tonight!! gonna stitch tomorrow as staying in with jeanluc kira is at oscars she gonna wear her new moshi monsters tops she got in asda. loves it!! managed to get her a tankini for her holiday on monday hope it stays nice for her so she can swim in the pool. told them to keep an eye on her as she's not confident out of her depth.
downloaded a time travel story last night gonna start reading tonight.  it's allot cooler than last night thankgod!! at least he will sleep
he's hoping to see red arrows go over on sunday as they are in swanage if weather is nice.

kira at a sleepover tonight she went off at midday when keeley came to get her only came back at 7pm she forgot her nightie typical eh told her to put it in lol. just as well it's round the corner lol.
jeanluc been playing angry birds on the tablet today completed a few levels for me hehe yeah.
 he was laughing away at the noises on it only problem it's allot louder than his ipod game rofl.
dad popped out today we were watching these huge birds of prey dad said they must be at least 8ft along massive they were so lovely to watch them they were over for ages.
you never have a camera on you when you need one eh!!
given her a time to come back by tomorrow as gotta go shopping last time she went on a sleepover she was there ages n didnt come back till tea time!! told her we need food she went i'll be back.
she's off to minehead with them next week be quiet jeanluc will miss her!!
wanted her to have a tankini she went i'm not wearing one of those as keeley now got one she wants one wish i picked it up when i saw it in m&s typical!!
been reading the penny jordan tribute love the falcon's prey book don't remember reading that one before i couldn't put it down, started next book i think i've read it recognise story. love i can read me m&b books on the tablet now n not on puter  all the ones from harlequin that changed to epub  when they changed one of the other formats i've got on there now gonna start reading again as one i loved read it a few times on puter now i got in on tablet yeah. 
might have to get a time travel story though not read one for a while will look on amazon

been stitching on stitch a photo allot on katie yesterday gonna get stitching again tonight.  took kira to poole today as she finished yesterday we had a chinese it was yum.  got a cold she has so she was dosed up on some calpol she looked allot better after the soup in there she's in bed early tonight. jeanluc had his music turned up loud i went after last night it is going down he went but you know i'm shattered i went who's fault is that for keep turning on the radio up loud last night. lol he couldn't argue that one!! think he went n gave up and now playing dsi again so that's good might get a lie in tomorrow morning hopefully!! 

went upto salisbury was gonna do poole ended up there instead lol, sent him a txt at 10.19 got a reply back at 2.35 should of known we'd be back by then jeanluc wouldn't last that long up there, mind you he wouldn't know that as he don't have them anyway.
apparantly working every saturday n sunday yeah i don't think so he don't give a toss about them.
anyway they had fun they spent there £10 they got from older nanny n grandad that sent down yesterday for them. jeanluc got £15 card for his dsi in game so he's happily downloading some games onto it.  kira got a moshi moshling house thing to hide them in. i gave them some money as well and she got some moshi mosnters and jeanluc got a sonic n tails figure set in entertainer.
her moshi's came in post so she was chuffed 3 she didnt have so she got some to swap now got 2 nippers lol. apparantly very rare to get hold of and allot on ebay!!
chap laughed when i went in he went moshi's i went what else hehe. he told her to save some n bring them up in the holiday's they going to do some swaps i wonder if he'll be doing week day's by then no doubt!!.  i said to mum at least i'm asking if he wants to see them when we up there he don't give a hoot.
chap in game showed jeanluc the new 3ds xl that is coming out soon he was going ohhhhh ahhhh nearly £200 he gonna save up his birthday n xmas money he said i said by then it be down in price anway!!
i must admit it does look allot better on the bigger screen the 3ds.
i spent £10 on chocolate in poundland for teacher presents wonder if it will still be there by friday lmao. too ruddy tempting for me!! i ended up getting me some in tesco's just incase.
when we got home noticed they taking apart village hall so kira and i walked down n took some piccies. they let us inside to take some. will go down again tomorrow see what else they've gone it looks allot bigger without the curtain at the bottom.

kira slept in this morning they had the torch in town today so took her in walked down from mum n dad's. i wasn't looking forward to it but it was fun. they were given noisey balloon!! got a good space to stand by railing by bowling club, kira sat with her friend theo it's me n my shadow with them two at the moment. mr smith was stood next to me he's funny.
lovely photo of kira n theo sat together will take it off for him when i go in asda. i need printer ink for me printer it's run out typical.
the rain stayed off till we left so that was good, would of liked to see what they done in blandford in town centre. i had to take her back to school for lunch. we got back before the school did as they went on a coach.

kira been out at a olympic day today at blandford camp school she was well chuffed her team came 2nd and came home with a medal made her day seeing her old friend jack who moved to another shcool. they were best mates before he left her school. be back together next year when at big school.

went n got kira some trousers in mco's today we went thru her wardrobe yesterday chucked out a whole bag load gotta go to clothing bin.  she got lots of tops it's her trousers all getting small.
went downtown got a txt about tomorrows trip bit short notice had to get her a packed lunch in town, and drinks for all day as it's stupid it's till 430pm and they got the play as well and she gotta be back at school by 530pm!! need to be there by 515 to even get a carspace!!
glad i'm not doing tomorrow's run her friends mum is gonna pick her up from school as both on trip and take her home for tea then out again for play. i'm doing tonights run. taking jeanluc will take his dsi with us and headphones!!
she got torch run on thursday so not going into school first thing as going in from mums n walking down with grandad. then get back for lunchtime. be fun getting out again!!

been stitching birthday atc's this weekend

went upto salisbury today mum n dad treated me to a chinese it was yummy!! not been in there for ages think last time was with kira in one of the holiday's.
got jeanluc some tops he didn't like one of them but it suited kira allot better!! so she's pinched it lol. he needed a green top for sports day which has been cancelled shame as i love watching it.
we went in starbucks had a drink mum got some flowers of chad's stall he alway's has nice flowers on there. mum got a load to go in the garden she was moaning it was raining rest of afternoon so they didn't get put in lol.
got kira some moshi monsters have hidden some for later on she is addicted to them!! got jeanluc a car road and some cars n bus.
he was lovely tonight kept giving me cuddles n patting my back lol, wondering what he's after!! or creeping for the olympics london 2012 ds game no doubt lol.
might be a halfterm buy keep him amused n quiet!!
kira wants moshi membership for website so that might be a keep quiet half term as well lol.
ohhhhhhh have managed to get jeanluc going off to sleep with no lights on up stairs!! kira don't mind having them off when he's not here but he panics but tonight they are off!! we got the fly zapper on the landing so that should calm him down with the ruddy flies!!
i've been reading mr grey on kindle mmmmmmmmmmmm itching to start book 3!! oh to have a mr grey!! trouble is i can't put the book down i need to go sleepy time!! and wanna read it lol.

dad's birthday today we went down to poole jeanluc been off this week he's not been well. took him out for fresh air today think it's done the trick as he kept yawning. done allot of walking which amazed us he didn't moan once!!
mum got him some cars in asda and got kira aload of moshi monsters in there. she's happily playing with them at the moment moshi mad she is!!  hoping he be better go back on monday
watching great british ghosts on yesterday channel 6pm it's fab in devizes tonight brings back memories of reunion weekend fab. lovely hotel black swan. wish i had room 4!! lol.

back into stitching on stitch a photo again i stitched on the background this afternoon, couldnt this morning i did the grass after that mower kills me hands for a bit lol. kira home today she hasn't been well over the weekend i left her in bed to sleep it off. think she needed it she was really hot this morning but feeling cooler tonight.
she has gone moshi monster addict at the moment!! have had them on her lap tray playing with them in bed the moshi monster bot one that moves i started off and made it knock the other ones down she thought it was funny lol.
  gonna check she's gone off then i'm gonna settle down with stitch a photo.

went to youthclub today with kira and jeanluc dad dropped us off as it was supposed to be community day down at sports centre, but we didn't see it happening!! new lad at yc today lovely lad he's in jeanluc's class at school he saw me and went to shake my hand then recognised me and i got a cuddle as he alway's does lol.
i took me stitching with me but never got any done!! was having a laugh and chatting. we stayed will midday jeanluc didn't ask what time it was till 11.38 he kept going i'm the 11.38 master lol.
we had a barbecue at mum n dad's yum. i came home with some of mums lemon drizzle cake love it.
might try n do stitching tomorrow!!

went down town with dad this morning done shop in iceland ended up with a home delivery got too much to carry,  went in dr's and they didn't have his new meds on puter, was gonna book an appointment but they got gp to phone up. he's ordered new meds and old ones yeah. saves going in for an appointment and saves jeanluc running around like a loon in there lol. probably why he does phone calls for him hehe.
sat in garden and stitched on cityscape this afternoon bus turned up and i thought nooooo me stitching lol.
jeanluc off to weymouth tomorrow with school sealife centre he loves it there. he can't wait so very hyper tonight!! he's just had his sleep meds. so hoping they will calm him down soon!!

went up to salisbury with mum n dad jean-luc n kira today, they came up and got us and we all went up together as i said i was going up as well.
txt there dad to say i was going up with them early i sent it but no reply so sent txt again he sent back working all weekend. 
mum said that's disgusting he never wants to see them i went i know she went he's got no love for them at all anymore i went none of them have.  i went i've sent a txt a few times now and he's alway's working so not gonna bother anymore. he's had his chance!!
they were gonna give him his fathers day card i said pop it in his door as they know where he lives jean-luc didn't want to so put it in the post instead his own fault it's late!!. dad was gonna walk them round as he remembers where he took them when he last had them.
lucky he getting one as originally jean-luc didn't want to give him a card. he went he never bothers with us anymore doesn't even phone up anymore he told dad he was going to switch his phone off as he can't be bothered now like his dad is never bothered.
he got a load of spongebob figures and cars i got kira some moshi monsters and mum n dad brought her some moshi monsters squishy ones they make noises!!  she got the bracelet n charms and zipsters today put them on her bracelet as well. she had some moshi's she didnt have so was chuffed we were feeling the packets lol to see which ones they were got the one she wanted. she's after the banana montana one now from series 3.
saw a lovely tin in whs to put them in but i said not today another time. as i knew she'd pick up allot in the entertainer.  we went out then went back in again when mum n dad came with jeanluc chap went you must love it in here lol i went might as well move in today he laughed.
 told her they were gonna do swaps in holidays she went yeah!!! got a lovely scooter in there with moshi's on.
jeanluc dragged mum n dad to sainsbury's lol as he like the cars in there. he didn't use to go in there does now he seen cars lol.
got fabric in post today for the cityscape chart in cross stitcher gonna stitch on that in a bit.
had chinese for lunch it was yum wont want any tea now full up. kira is led up on bed reading her beano comics as i got her some on the market while dad was in chinese. they do the old ones and she has loads of them i forgot to see if she had any of the annuals in

jeanluc at mum n dad's yeah i might sleep tonight!! his hayfever was awful last night we were up till 2am this morning you'd think i'd be knackered but i'm wide awake at the moment!!
probably hit me when bb is on knowing my luck lol.
started stitching on the bookmark that came with cross stitcher mag today think it might end up going walkies kira went well you do read ebooks now not books lol. i still read my m&b books!!

went out with dad today we went down town got cross stitcher and cross stitch crazy love the cityscape chart in there so ended up getting fabric n threads for it really like it.#
finally got me bunting took down dad popped round to get it down and pick up steamer. gonna settle down with stitching in abit dad saw kira she was on her way to her friends so had a chat with her. she gonna get soaked when she comes back it looks awful out there.

fab day yesterday!! we went to wareham with youthclub was worried about the weather but it was absolutely lovely all day.  they had a boat ride done by a boat from poole that disabled can go on they done it for free for the lions club jeanluc didnt want to go on it to begin with but he absolutely loved it!!
he was waving at everyone walking pass or sat in the pubs lol.
took some lovely photo's of them all sat together, he went on the hayride was amazed he loved it till the steep bit lol. i had to go on again as kira loved it so much wanted another go!! that was a bit more into it as they went up really high hills that time not like the other ride he went flat then high it was high straight away.
i was clinging on as i nearly fell off the hay lol was trying not to laugh at same time attacked by branches i put my hand up to catch it to stop it hitting kira it caught my arm.
kira got smoke in her eye from barbecue the first aid ladies bathed it and she was fine after that. they had a disco in the barn kira danced with nikki jeanluc had two burgers and a icecream.  he played football which amazed me!! he loved it.
they noticed the difference in him as he wasnt moaning or complaining about what time we going.  we were very lucky with the weather as it rained on the way back, we had a chinese for tea i stopped off on way home. as back late after 5pm. thought cant be bothered go in tesco's chinese time.
he slept in this morning so all that fresh air n running around done him the world of good didnt wake up till 10am this morning very unlike him!!
he has decided he's not sending his dad a fathers day card he went he don't ever phone so whats the point, he said i'll email him a message on the computer instead. i brought two cards just incase but nope they dont wanna send i guessed kira wouldn't she's really angry with him after last visit.
 as he hasn't bothered no surprise there!! she went i'm sending mine to grandad she went he does allot more than my dad doesn't.   i'm amazed at jeanluc though but he's getting fed up with his dad not phoning  last time was his birthday and that was the first call this year!! cool eh considering he lives 20mins away  he went why doesn't he bother with us i went you'd have to ask your dad that

we made fairy cakes today lol they didn't last long they enjoyed them.  i did have a galaxy bar till jeanluc put it in the tefal express and grated it to go on cakes lol.
hoping weather ok tomorrow as we are going on a trip with youthclub if not it be a normal youthclub session. as they are doing a barbecue and a boat trip run by the lions club again. gonna be fun
knowing our luck it will be raining here keeping fingers crossed it don't!!
got me tablet back it was fixed yeah so been playing angry birds with jeanluc lol he completes it in one go me takes a few goes lol.
gonna do some stitching on stitch a photo i done aload on it yesterday was stitching on katie's dress.

yeah bb back me in heaven!!!!! kira at mum n dad's for a few day's so i'm watching it in peace tonight yeah. jeanluc is watching it as well up in his room he's laughing away at it lol.
we had a lovely streety party weather stayed sunny for it yeah!!!! jeanluc had fun going up and down on his scooter he got one of those that you use both feet and move both of them everyone was eyeing it up wanting ago at it. dad went on it lol. i had to get him on video hehe.
we had our hats on kids wouldn't wear them i think we had our photo's taken allot!!
not done any stitching must get some out tomorrow and work on stitch aphoto maybe.
no doubt jeanluc will be on the wii allot tomorrow. 

kira home they've had a arguement already lol, made the bed she got in it as i was making it and making it hard to get sheet on lol. told her to put her end on then she done it and was led in it for ages thought she might sonk out.  but playing with jeanluc at the moment.
got allot of flags stuff today in poole wish i got some more of the windmills in the works they are lovely. dad treated me to a chinese at lunchtime it was yummy not been in there ages. didnt want any tea tonight was full up!!
they got the new super mario bros wii game in the exchange they were playing on it for ages tonight jeanluc even asked if he could have tea at 5pm?????? lol
there bus was late i went in early to help out with party was sat there for ages lol. didnt get back till 315 they been stuck in traffic and left at 11.30!! they were hungry they hadn't had lunch as getting back for street party can't complain as it wasn't there fault but they stopped for toilet stop so that something.
head got them in straight away and made them eat street party stuff they had loads they were really hungry!! told them to pile up there plates and kira had allot on hers lol. she brought it home was eating it all as we were going home.

so far so good no calls from kira's teacher she must be enjoying her trip away!! they've had lovely weather so far.  it's quiet in here i'm forever tonight trying to stop him raiding the kitchen non stop eating again tonight.
we were looking at new recipes or jeanluc was and he has found a coronation gala pie he wants to try n make or me make but i might get him helping lol.  http://www.itv.com/food/recipes/coronation-gala-pie
it looks yum.
went into town they didnt have any the new bluenoses in mum went come on then lets go to wimborne. as i had an email from the shop there saying they were in. i got her corgi and the cenetepede 100th one. special one that being no 100 wanted to get it before ran out.
i so hope they bring it out in the larger size blue nose i love it. might not get upstairs lol.
we went in the new wetherspoons there it was yum chicken piri piri mum couldnt eat both of her kebabs so gave me another one i was full up.
 taking jeanluc to dorchester tomorrow hopefully see dr purvis i could listen to him talk all day love his scottish accent.
sending off his cinema card again seen a few films he wants to go see one of them i wanna go to so dont mind going hehe.

went to jeanluc's play today it was lovely i really enjoyed it jeanluc had to be a narator and he read his bit for about 8 mins!! he read it really well and loud i kept telling him to read it loud. only time i've told him to be loud now want him to be quiet lol.   even teacher laughed when i said now we can tell him to shut up now eh  he went i can't imagine why and laughed. knows his noises extremely well!! lol.
it was an enjoyable afternoon sat with mum and another parent that goes to youthclub we were all nattering away.  all the teachers stopped me and said how good he was it was lovely.
he's asleep early tonight gave him his sleep meds early as he was looking tired and not giving in. chattering away in his sleep!!
still so quiet without kira here be arguements central again friday between them two lol. just hoping her heatrash is ok and not flared up more.
was gonna do some stitching but sonked out on sofa jeanluc woke me up to tell me i was asleep duh lol. so never got any done watched america's got talent i loved the parrot that was on it was cute.

kira was up early this morning zzzzz  she was so excited about going to fairthorne!! thankfully her heatrash was allot calmer thankgod!! teacher saw her hands n went ohhh it's back again she had her as a teacher last year so she was allot relieved scared she wouldn't be allowed to go!!
she was hyper when i took her in then started being mum when couple of the kids started crying, one mum went on early n she started crying so kira was hugging her then kieran started crying n his parents still there lol. so she ended up taking control of him and sat with him on the bus!!
just hope she was ok as his mum said he gets travel sick she'd hate that!!
jeanluc came in running upstairs n went she's really not here huh lol.  he's up stairs now playing his dsi and watching food network!!  gonna be quiet this week without her here.
i actually stitched on stitch a photo this afternoon gonna get it out again tomorrow i'm playing catch up on my tv i've not watched as i got the tv back yeah.
they coming back intime for the jubillee party grandad gonna go pick her up and go early for the party.

kira and i went down town yesterday bad move went in oxfam and they had beano annuals in there lol. said to the lady you should of stayed where you were standing she laughed. 
we played outside early this morning while it was cool as didnt want her prickly heat playing her up. we made a daisy chain which she gave next door lol.
packed her case taking the big one thankgod it all fits in it!! just be too many small bags if she took the small case to fairthorne she is so excited she knackered herself out and sonked out on floor up there!!
jeanluc had a amazon gift card didnt see anything he wanted as he got the new angry birds in minehead he was gonna get so i gave him money he spent up salisbury yesterday, and i got some ebooks with it.
dad said he's too old for entertainer now as he couldn't find anything in there he did have a gift card for there as well i swapped it for a note and kira used it on moshi monsters. he wanted  a road mat i went no you got way too many up in your room you dont play with he's got 30!!
he went in entertainer as alway's dont get anything dad said we went in argos all shops and then ended up in sainsburys and got some cars lol.  dont need cars bet he's already got them.
dad got him some bigger shoes he said it was lovely him not looking around to see if he could see his dad walking around all he does when we go up there is look for him.    it's shame he dont see what he does to him by not seeing them  he not working 24-7 just can't be bothered. i feel for them shame jeanluc doesn't understand that he is not bothered if he was he'd be calling them every other day. only once this year on his birthday.  makes me wonder what he tells his parents as jeanluc is alway's the one that emails him he thinks it will make him want to call him up but it doesnt.  kira has switched her phone off doesn't see the point in having it on as he dont bother

managed to get all of kira's stuff in her case today just hope she manages it when she repacks it lol.  gonna put her wellies in a bag  n tie on case for her.  jeanluc staying with mum n dad this weekend give us a rest and sleep!! zzzzzzz.   dad wants to take him up salisbury so asked his dad if he wanted to see him as dad said might as well as we going up but as usual working. said he going up tomorrow but working sat n sun didn't need to know about sunday as he got plans.

ahhhhhh glee ending last night had me in tears!! hope they don't wait long before new series!! love glee.   kira led up on her bed reading beano gonna take her into twon tomorrow see if the book lady there get her some more beano comics. she had books last time 3 for £1 hope she has more of them she loved them going to butlins kept her quiet in car.   

picked her up from school she went n played with her friend she had another friend go for a sleep over they both get on with she's in kira's class. so kira didnt come back till 6pm they had the pool out.   dad said he was amazed my roof stil on house a plane went really low over the house it made him jump i went  the heliopters alway's going low here he went this was way low.

stitched up a birthday atc yesterday gonna find another one to stitch up today. got some aida in town today so i can stitch something for me as well. and some new needles.
been buying stuff for kira to take on her school trip away next week, got her a new rucksack in the factory shop wash bag stuff as well.
her moshi monster arrived today that was quick cute little thing we looked in factory shop had a lovely moshi monster big plush dad went allot for in here as they buy the stuff from the shops so they can get rid of stock £14.99 wonder how much it was originally!!  tried to charge me more for the bag said it was £4.99 on the shelf he asked for £9.99 i went no £4.99

jeanluc in a cuddily mood tonight!! keeps going cuddle attack time lol. he funny.  went back to dentist tooth is now fine yeah don't have to have it out thankgod god that was awful that filling i'd sooner he took it out at the time!!. never felt anything like it awful.
kira had a sleepover saturday she stayed there till 6pm sunday lol, had tea there hardly saw her all weekend!! they went paddling down the stream came back soaked came in and asked for new trousers lol.
 jeanluc felt a bit lost without her here godknows how he'll be when she off all next week on trip!!
gonna go sit down n watch hart of dixie in a bit and stitch that is funny. i found whoops andromeda on btvision might have to watch some hehe.

all i done today is rest!!! boy my whole body aches its been a fun n tiring week at butlins. jeanluc had a whale of a time!! he had a lovely birthday as per normal my grandaparents gives more than his dad does n they are pensioners and he works just wrong.  i don't think he has a clue what he wants costs more than £10 cheapskate eh.
he spent allot of his money in the bear shop in minehead they had angry bird plushes in there bad move lol going in, i usually get him a mario plush when we walk down but saw the new rio ones and picked one up with his money. he didn't wanna come down so stayed up in butlins.  my friends were there so kept n eye out for him but he was really good he went swimming while we were down there he's very confident with his swimming now i wish kira was!!  she is scared of the water like me.
he saw what i brought him back and within the hour we were walking back down and he got the lot lol. he loved them!! silly man went oh angry bird space ones be out by time you come again i went shhhhhh jeanluc went i heard that rofl bum!! lol.
he'll be walking down all the time had a lovely angry bird pig one in there for £49.99 he wanted it but didn't wanna carry it back lol it was that huge!! said he'll wait for grandad to go rofl.
had a power cut the last nite so went to bed early got woken up by jeanluc lights back on i went take the card out then lol.
kept chatting to who was a redcoat paul he funny we had a giggle he kept coming over when i was downstairs he a manager now.  kept asking if i needed drinks as he knew i was on my own.
jeanluc got sonic blue n sonic yellow in the shop in butlins with his money as well wants the red one kira got that. he said he might get it next time.  he goes on the pacman 10p wins allot then spends it lol.
went in taunton on way back he didn't want to spend the money he got in entertainer so gave him a £10 from his parents  and gave the card to kira she happily got moshi monsters.  got some she hadn't got. and got some moshi monsters in game as well. mum got her the bag in primark i got on monday with the union jack on kira liked it that much mum got her one as well and one in this is it a square one she took it round keeley's today she having her first sleep over!!

looking forward to tomorrow we are off to paulton's park for the day with youthclub. kira has decided to take her ipod yeah won't wiegh the bag down lol.  they are really looking forward to it hoping she sleeps tonight!! we gotta leave early as gotta get to the coach.
went down town this morning got kira's fringe cut a boy was in there he looked awful then it was kira's go but she went outside with him, was told he was in the car the boy died in on monday going home from the georgian fayre. poor thing wanted to give him a hug.
she had her fringe done looks allot better she can see!! went to the market bad move they had loads of beano books there 3 for £1 dad gave her a pound and she had £3 from me so she got lots lol. then we went n looked inside the cornex change they had a huge display of old blandford photo's n stuff was interesting. we came back out and she spotted the beano annuals lol. so dad endcd up getting her two. peace n quiet now she's reading them hehe.
hope she got more on saturday might pick some more up for her. as the book ones she can read at school.   she was only allowed them if i could have a dandy one hehe.
we had lovely spatchcock chicken at mums piri piri from asda £4 i went get me one next time lol. we got another olympic 50p today makes that 9 jeanluc got now. he's got 2 that are same. we are after the wrestling one he wants.  have just put them all in his coin album. got one aside as lady collecting in town we know incase she don't have it. as he got the archery one twice.
taking sarnies with us tomorrow n drinks have a picnic there. 

they are hyper tonight!! roll on sunday when we go paulton's park will knacker them out a bit i hope lol. not looking forward to the coach trip i don't like coaches wish i could take stitching with me lol.
have had washing on line all day today all his clothes sorted now thankgod!! poor machine
taking her down town to get her hair cut tomorrow she only wants the fringe done wants it long as her bf has got long hair lol.
gonna settle down with warhorse dvd now she has come down to watch it, wouldn't let her go see it at pictures with school wanted her to see it with me. so she getting comfy on sofa with her moshi monsters. her friend gave her a couple she already had so they are going everywhere with her!!
just hope she don't yack through it like she normally does when we watch something.

made these up today it was fun found a site on pininterest boards for angry bird party you print them out then stick them on.

had to stitch this up again lol knew i would do, might stitch another one just incase!! handy as pressies.

went to poole with kira and jeanluc n grandad today, was gonna go georian fayre but chucking it down.  jeanluc got some angry bird cards in asda and some cars kira got a tracy beaker dsi game in exchange shop has kept her quiet all afternoon!! wish she didn't have to watch staurt little they've had both films on today!!
was stitching on stitch a photo last night on luke  done allot, really pleased his suit is coming along quickly now thankgod i've been stitching away while she's been watching that film. and i had the kindle read me a story while i stitch this is what i done last night gonna upload the other pic in abit.