mum n dad came and got jeanluc this morning, and took him upto salisbury. dad got me some coal so got a lovely warm fire on tonight yeah.
we went upto salisbury later had to get her some more stuff for her pencil case. found a really huge rubber she won't be able to loose lol. bet it gets pinched!!
saw her dad n his mum walking up the way we were going i went go upto them and surprise them she didn't want to at first. she went no i went go on.
and they were surprised he wanted to know where jeanluc was soon as i said he was with mum n dad in salisbury somewhere he went what time is it i have to get ready for work?? i rolled my eyes that's his normal excuse at getting out of spending anything on them.  i was a good girl and bit me tongue and was nice!! his mum said i don't see you anymore to kira looking at me and i looked at him. could of said because your son can't be bothered to come down and get the kids but i didn't i kept quiet lol. my poor tongue!!! was being bit. got a sore on it now.
what kira and i find very amusing was they were walking the way we were going then suddenly walked the other way after seeing kira. probably running scared as he didn't want to see my parents!! dressed way to smart to go to work. why use that stupid excuse all the time i don't know he used it on her birthday as well just say i gotta go instead. he didn't see jeanluc which was a shame we never told him thought he'd get upset bad enough he was looking everywhere for him as it was mum said. told him when we got home he weren't that bothered.
we went in game saw mum n dad in there they got jeanluc n kira wii olympic london mario game and i picked up just dance 3 as it was on sale. and i had £8 on the game card so only paid £10 she was well chuffed!!.  we had a chinese yum
been stitching on stitch a photo on katie's dress gonna settle down with pirates of caribbean and stitch away tonight

been stitching on katie's dress tonight on the stitch a photo giving luke's suit a break lol. driving me bonkers all the different colours who'd thought that a black suit would have black brown and grey in it lol.
had a lovely cuddle from jeanluc tonight i transfered his game over to his 3ds so he has been playing that allot. i have to make sure now they have turned them off as they can play the same game when they in there own room lol. 
mum n dad are taking him out tomorrow so me and kira are gonna go out and get some school stuff. i hope she realises no toys!!! she's had allot of lego lol. her campervan got broke dad brought it back yesterday and she fixed it again yeah. i better put that on her shelf as she has taken all her bluenoses off her shelf and put her lego up there she has completed. she wants a big tub for her bluenoses to go in now.
we had fun with the food mixer tonight she wanted to mash the spuds in it as saw them doing it on tv. must remember to put guard on rofl, one spud went flying lmao. we laughed so much!! it was so funny
tomorrow scones i think she wants plain i want cheese so might be making both!!. as i know jeanluc will want cheese ones. 
doing nothing tomorrow for new year i hate new years eve so stay in watching  johnny depp yum yum. with me stitching hopefully!!

back home yeah, i slept last night thankgod!! kira had me awake with her snoring at mums. so nice to get our own beds back last night. we had fun yesterday went to my aunty's and saw my cousin's it was so funny we played chase the ace for ages.
then it was brought up about ice skating over aunty's old house on the kitchen floor i went it was nicky's fault kerry said i knew it!!! she said she got blame for it i went nope it was nicky's fault lol.
gav made me a glass of a wine went straight to me head!! huge glass. he was lovely to jeanluc said when he does work experience he can go work with him at the hotel he works at in bournemouth. i hope they still do the work experience when it comes around. he'd love that!!!
jeanluc has stayed at mum n dad's he came around with dad this morning and got his dsi led on floor and played while dad looked at kira's puter. been defragmenting since we got back yesterday!!!.
we are watching the butlins story again funny seeing people you know on tv.

thankgod xmas over now yeah, back to normal again soon. rubbish his dad got him well pen gone in the bin. book i reckon he got given it and gave it to jeanluc as he's not into top gear.
i don't knwo why he don't just give him more money on the game voucher. 
at least kira's was decent present for a change from him she was shocked. she said she would of liked a game card as well instead of book.  go towards another 3ds game. 
they love there 3ds games mum n dad got them not seen them since!!!.  he phoned up but not his parents again.
kira went at least he phoned this year as last year he didn't.
going round me brothers later on to see me great nephew.  mum made turkey curry yum i would of loved that yesterday instead of roast way too much!!! jeanluc sat at the table!!!!!! and he had xmas dinner amazement only veg he had was parsnips as we call them potato chips. he loves them.
 he had no gravy as he don't like it and mash potatoes.  he done really well.  went down coop and went out home to get something. probably wondered where kids were when we got out neighbours lol.
soooooooo loved downton abbey last night did anyone see the ghosts behind matthew and mary when he proposing to her there was someone behind wearing a hat!!! even dad saw it.

jeanluc hyper as hell nanny not given him his meds lol.  mum shoved his can of coke down his back so he couldn't get at it so funny.   we went down town me and mum it was quiet down there!! got some wkd yum might have a glass in a bit.
he was singing rio when i came in poor simon was in here listening to it lol.  my most haunted dvd came today so i'll be watching that later on it's the christmas spirits one.

went to poole with dad today he wanted me to go with him, so jeanluc stayed with mum and kira came as well. think he wanted company. got some stocking fillers certainly weren't any toy story pens really??? i think jeanluc was hoping it was a dsi pen.i mean he's 13!! not a clue.
he's got so much coming on sunday i let them open there presents from himi think kira got the better presents!!. mind you he did like the game voucher i think next year he should just give him a £20 voucher in game not stuff is way to young for him he done it last year as well with the stuff he got in poundland. they never fit him so went staight in charity box.
kira loved his sisters present she has been spraying glitter all over her hair then wanted a bath lol. at least i don't have to bring those presents in and back again!!
wrapped them up this afternoon stockings fillied up stuff i got in this is it. stuff i know he will like umm cards and cars and dsi pens.some sweets from 99p shop. it's full up he'll have fun with that as i've wrapped them up.
i can't wait to see there faces when they open what mum n dad have got i'm hoping we won't see them after rofl. peace and quiet!! i won't be able to play with it till they go to school again lol
we had a chinese it was yum not been in there for ages. kira even had 2 plates she had starter stuff then the stuff she likes. not had tea tonight i cooked up duck pancakes from iceland as a snack. she liked those.
jeanluc is at mum n dad's i might get some sleep tonight i didn't sleep well last night only had about 5 hours.
we sat and watched the nativity film funny kira was laughing away at it.
found his phone he had hid it and switched it off again. fully charged up see if he phones this xmas day didn't last year!!

stayed in today kira slept in, jeanluc been in a eating mode today!!! don't know where he puts it in the end i locked the kitchen!!
been stitching on the smo xmas tree really cute it is. i might do it on a smaller aida though as it's looking large at the moment!! so i'm not to sure on it. might restitch it when i find smaller aida.
i had a lovely xstitch card from a old school friend today really cute.  kira went only 3 more sleeps um no 4 sleeps i went you are sleeping xmas eve lol or no presents!! can't wait to see there faces at what mum n dad have got them both it will shut them up all day we hope hehe. i said give them that present last or they won't open any others lol. probably won't give a toss when they open them anyway lol.
i can't wait for downton abbey and dr who yeah tv heaven if i can watch it!!   jeanluc had his new jumper on today goes lovely with the trousers i brought him in primark last time. got a lovely red jumper with a grey strip going down the sides and it goes with his grey trousers. also got the same in bright blue. wish i got a couple more as they really suit him.
he had no meds today i let him let it out of his system today all his noises came out arm movements the works he'll be back on the meds tomorrow!!!!  he loves his angry birds game he got in game for the pc wish he'd wear his headphones with it as he has it up high lol. 
been reading diana gabaldon tonight the scottish prisioner. might have to reread voyager as well. as it's around that time i think the story line when claire is searching for him.i better not pick it up i bed or i won't sleep just noticed the time 12.04am crikey bed time i think  naughty book keeping me awake lol i just love her books.

went to poole today with kira and jeanluc and mum n dad it was a lovely day out, one little kick off from jeanluc as i went in thread shop to get a couple of threads. i was only in there for a few mins lady in front realised he was autistic and let me go first lovely of her.
i said it wasn't on his plan of agenda coming in here lol. he was heading to wetherspoons on poole quay front lovely in there.  kira got her ears pierced with her vouchers only paid £8 towards it, she loves them!! got a lovely pretty pinky colour really glittery.
jeanluc spent his game card he found in his card don't think he was spose to have it till xmas but nothing on it to say xmas. so he got angry birds games 2 for £15 only got £10 from his dad on the card not much eh when he works all the time. as it's only first time he's come down to see them this year. thought he'd spend a bit more than that.
his parents  gave them a argos voucher each jeanluc didn't want it he wanted to spend in game, so i gave him the money and kira had both cards. we had probs with one of the cards it wouldn't recognise it on the till. told me i had to write to milton keynes i went theres a 0845 number on the back why don't you phone it see what they say. so manager saw kira getting upset and went off and phoned it then came back and put it thru. why he didn't do that in the first place!! she got her lego and finished it certainly doing them quick now!!
mum n dad got me some lovely boots in shoezone i've been eyeing up on sale today so dad got them as a xmas pressie for me. they are comfy and warm!! no more cold toes when i'm waiting outside for there bus.
went in wetherspoons there burgers were huge!! jeanluc didnt want any tea tonight he was full up lol.

went upto london today to see nan n grandad, kira stayed at mum n dad's last night. and dad came and got me and jeanluc. she ate too much at party yesterday and got tummy ache today. so not eaten allot today resting her tum. she never learns!! tell her to stop eating carries on!!
i sat in front till motorway cafe then jeanluc wanted to go in front to see how many planes he could count lol. there was allot of traffic so i was glad i took stitching i was stitching on the stitch a photo on motorway hehe. it went quickly for me!! before i knew it we were at nan's.
we stayed for a few hours my uncle was there as well. 3pm hit and as usual jeanluc wanted to come home!! we had kfc on the way he ended up pinching half of my zinger burger typical then on way back dad got him a bk. then he sonked out!! so we came home straight away as road was a bit slippy kept seeing grit lorry's everywhere.
nan n grandad gave me some money for xmas so gave it to dad when we got home as he picked up the  kenwood mixer for me so it went towards that. which i'm gonna start baking with this week yeah. making smoothies with it so far!!
how did i miss coach trip last week!!!!!!!! i'm amazed i missed that just found it on btvision box so jeanluc and i gonna sit n watch tomorrow after he goes to party if roads are ok.
hoping kira will be allot better tomorrow as well. she wants her ears done on tuesday!!  she had a really good birthday her dad came down she was happy with not bad first time this year he's been to see them. probably be next december before he comes down again!!
she opened her cards and he gave her a claires voucher so did his parents she going to use on her ears if we get there. she went they never phoned up i went i know.  she had fun at the party won musical statues with another girl dancing they were too good so ian made them both winners lol. one of the lads kept going you moved everytime they kept dancing it was so funny.  me and mum couldn't stop laughing!! we still not had birthday cake yet!! maybe tomorrow if her tum better.

in heaven today!! we went to castlepoint i got the kids some more clothes forever growing jeanluc at the moment!! had some lovely tops in asda for him men's section i had to get his in!!!
 went in sainsburys i went ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mum went uhoh lol. i wouldn't budge mum said come on we gotta meet dad in thorntons i sulked lol. they had a lovely kenwood mixer in there half price!!!!. it was double in robert dyas next door.  so dad said nan n grandad giving me money for xmas they will take it out of card and they picked me up the mixer ohhhhhhhhhh lovely kenwood mixer i keep going out in kitchen and droooling hehe
. take kira to cubs then i might have a play!!!!. been trying to get my feet back walked so long around there they are killing me!!
mum n dad got kira some new clothes as well gotta get jeanluc another jumper will look in mens section in primark next week. just wish my legs didn't kill me tonight!! next time i'm taking my trainers they so comfy just can't drive in them bummer.
do you know soon as kids saw it they saw the blender that came with it ohhhhhhh smoothies!!! should of got some fruit lol.

went to poole today with dad had to get party stuff for jeanluc's school and kira's cubs. got kira's birthday card bluenose card yeah knew i'd get one in poole. weren't keen on the ones in blandford they have the wrong wording on them parents um no can't get that one.
we had a kfc yum not had one for ages was getting hungry so dragged dad in there lol. then we went in poundland next door.
i love it in there much better than the salisbury one. found some games in game that jeanluc will like will get them next week for him. 
kira helped me tidy her room up after along moan about it lol. then enjoyed it and wanted to help jeanluc finish his room off he went no i'm sorting it out myself go away!! and he cleaned it all up on his own wow!!!.
i told kira she needed to make room on her table for her new lego lol. hopefully she'll do it up there and give me some peace but i can't see that happening eh.
they have hidden the btvision control they will come down in morning and get it straight away!!!

stayed in today been stitching on stitch a photo, gonna light fire in a bit i'm getting cold.
parcel arrived from qvc today one of jeanluc's presents not amused it was opened at the top. luckily the item was still in there. had words with postman he said it was already like that i went if it came from po it would of been taped up.  sent qvc an email saying it needed bigger envelope. gonna go hide them now.
he got cooking club tonight till 5pm he took in two tubs lol, one for his xmas cake don't know what else he's making as they are there longer today.
kira game turned up just waiting for jeanluc's to turn up as they've been good treated them.  yeah for next week money in hoping to take them to pictures jeanluc want's to see puss in boots or arthur christmas kira wants to see the chipmunks one god help me!! lol.
he got his party invite for ymca for there xmas party lets hope weather is ok next week!!!
  no birthday cards in post yet. she's gonna ask everyday. i know who's she waiting for.  itching for her to get her lego box will keep her amused for hours if we get snowed in lmao.  even jeanluc got her a lego box in this is it. not lego name but he picked it up for her. gonna let him have one of his yoshi figures on her birthday.

sunday

stayed in and they played on the wii mariokart allot i was stitching on stitch a photo.  we went to the chirstmas carol service at our church it was lovely.  dad came with us and jeanluc was sat with him till he started singing lol. he came and sat with me, he got a low singing voice.
kira was sat up front with the other kids and was singing with them you could really hear her. they were pleased she went. the candle's were funny torches they were i laughed when i was given one. lady in front said they do look like them don't they and i hadn't mentioned anything hehe. i looked at dad he went don't say a word lmao.
jeanluc sang one song then sonked out thru the rest of it!!!
she tripped on way to church playing on it last night wanted monday off keeps getting monday itis.  she walked fine around church and back down then played on it soon as we came home. said it was hurting this morning but she forgot about it when we were laughing outside.just trying to get day off i think.

youthclub today it was fun only boys there kira only girl lol. so she was getting allot of attention today. she played on the xbox singing game it was funny she was posing as she was singing away.  got one of the other lads to get on it that wouldn't normally go on it and he done really well!!
jeanluc played on the wii upstairs on the mario kart and he was playing with jordan so that was good he was sharing it.  got cards out and we were cutting them up and making xmas cards. think i had more fun doing that lol. 
went to mum's for lunch had pizza and they kept the kira and jeanluc there yeah i had some me time!!!.
  i wish i was in devizes this weekend they having there xmas theatre reunion today oh well roll on next year's i'll be going yeah!! i can't wait.
finished stitching a sanman oh holly night i love that one.  it on glitter aida i have put piccie up.
they came home at 7pm kira is on puter and jeanluc up in his room on dsi and got classic fm on.

stayed in today too ruddy cold i put fire on soon as i came in from getting them on bus. kira's bus was late so was out there ages.    had her xmas carol service tonight wasn't happy as they came down with no coats on teachers had there coats on!!.
i have sent in a complaint they don't think they need coats in morning it's blimming cold first thing. her hands were freezing when we got home.
not been able to do much tonight as i'm too wound up. just waiting to see what it will be like in the morning might have to take her in if it too bad to stand out in. it's daft this time of year!!
she's only just gotten over a illness hope she don't come down with another one. it's ridiculous you'd think them knowing what the weather is like at the moment and how cold it is they send them down with there coats as it was kids were giving there boxes to there parents. they could of done same with coats!! i'm not happy.
bet if i go in there won't be anyone around.
she is snuggling up in my bed as she's cold and can't warm up even though heating is on and i've had fire going. to think they done that twice as had a play at 3.15 as well.

went down town with dad this morning stock the cupboard up it's full now.  got some bread flour might get my bread machine out again and have a play with jeanluc. get him making some bread.
so ruddy cold this morning!! i had my gloves on while waiting for bus with kira. jeanluc's was early again 7.55am!!! too early for my liking.
gonna finish reading my book immortal darkness by alexis mcneil really good i read the immortal heart first.  there was another character that got thrown into time when cain was sent flying so i'm hoping she does him also in another book as he's not appeared in this one and i'm nearly at the end of it
 got kira's christmas play tomorrow cold church time.  remember to have my gloves on me i might wear them in there lol.   last year when i took a photo i had two ghosts on either side of her photo it was really weird as mum said one looked like a relative in the photo. gonna take her photo again see what comes up this time.

fun today dad came around and got tree down decided on putting old tree up it's much bigger than i remembered lol. got all the decorations on it and kira put her smurfs on there as well lol.
got the lights on but wanna get some new ones that chase around.  we went to the xmas fete down the village hall, jeanluc and kira went to see santa in the grotto.  jeanluc don't normally go in!! he got a car and kira got a disney beauty and the beast set she loves she got aladin set last year.   got some raffle tickets, she got some home made soaps and some lucky stones they were cute.
had a knock on the door later on anne brought round the raffle prize kira won lol she was well chuffed a 101 dalmation pen n maths bag set. lovely bag she been having fun with that.

my feet are killing me!!! we went to poole with grandad jeanluc was off school today. done xmas shopping i'm all xmas shopped out now thankgod!!.  i got kira's in tesco's with the vouchers doubled them got her two lego boxes both she wanted wait for the screams xmas day lol. and then the peace and quiet lmao.
i only paid £3.25 towards it hehe. jeanluc picked up a tesco lorry and a grage in elc he saw on offer. he went up and paid for it lol. got her the new bluenose ltd edition one it's cute. mum said she'll pay for that as i've left it all at there's. got my great nephew a primark voucher so katie can get him some new clothes.
got lots in this is it i love it in there they had 3 for 2 so got one lot free. he loves his board games at xmas i alway's pick up a few of those.  got allot of snacks in poundland and 99p. i love the poundland by kfc it's much better than the salisbury one. better laid out as well.
found the usb car lead to charge up phones in this is it i got me brother one he wanted the one i got dad at butlins lol. saw it in there today and picked up two while i saw them.   jeanluc went and tried on some trousers he got two lots will have to go in the small size soon in the mens section in the jogger trousers. he also got pj bottoms didnt want them but i got them anyway got home and he's got them on typical eh!! got sonic hedgehog on them lol. just need a top to go with it now.
 i filled up my trolley and dad's trolley lol. just as well he took it!! i'm now gonna stay in tomorrow and stitch!!!  my feet ache like anything. thankgod he hasn't asked to start tea yet lol.

started reading a new series loving it 2nd book  immortal of my heart  by alexis mcneil on amazon kindle. the first one i read was immortal of my dreams.  gonna settle down in a bit and carry on reading, as no peace tomorrow jeanluc home as his school on strike. kira has to go in i think they did last year as well they did a strike.
bus driver said this morning they were all hoping for a morning off but they gotta go in for training.
kira spellings i know i asked for hard ones but these are a bit harder lol. 
got shopping delivered by asda today so paella for me and kira tonight jeanluc wants scampi. forgot the seafood section bummer!!! will be a chicken n prawn paella lol.
jeanluc off tomorrow kira is going in but don't know if her bus will be going or not. we will see if it turns up.

kira made this for her homework with help from me. she had to do a xmas decoration she wants to make more now for the xmas tree. i think it might keep her quiet for a while lol.

started stitching on bottom half of the stitch a photo of luke's wedding photo this afternoon.

kira at mum n dad's this weekend so nice and quiet!! it was youthclub so we went and got kira then went down. we were early for a change as normally they argue before we go out but didnt today as kira at mums. normally we are running late lol.
not many there today as it was supposed to be last week but the leaders were in miami looked at there photo's the cruise ship looked lovely i loved the library!!!.
it was nice in there today not many there so we had a good natter it was funny. it went by quickly!! kira made a party invite for the xmas party on the 17th. she designed it on the computer and michelle printed it out. was funny her and harry found a santa mario lol and put it on there lol.
jeanluc was playing on the wii upstairs so we managed to stay till 12.15 today
went upto mum n dad's had lunch there yummy dad got chinese nice treat not had one for ages. his presents turned up today typical he knows what they are and wants them now i went no you will have to wait till xmas but my other yoshi figure is feeling lonely i went not working!!! lol.
he's upstairs watching his tv keeps watching ideal world now he wants the kenwood mixer so do i wish i had the money it's lovelllllllllly.  he loves his cooking wish they had it cheaper.
been stitching on stitch a photo today the background starting to annoy me now lol.

waiting for asda to turn up chocccccccccieee yum.  be nice to get out tomorrow hopefully she'll be back at school!!! she got up got dressed and was awful when she came downstairs really bad cough and wheezing. so sent her back upstairs again. i thought they would of only phoned me up soon as she got into school so pointless sending her in.
she's led on sofa playing on her ds with pillow and quilt. half expecting jeanluc to come down with it now!!
he got a lovely letter from the head teacher yesterday i said why you opened my letter he went it for me lol. he was really good on the opening day at school and had allot of positive comments about his behaviour and how helpful he was. it was a lovely letter i'm gonna frame it!!.
he earned a pink merit slip ahhhhhhh.
gonna get stitching out in a bit and work on stitch a photo it's really coming together now the background. very fiddily though.
done some stitching on luke's face driving me potty now lol. one stitch here and one stitch there.  mum n dad popped in got jeanluc some drink to take tomorrow for his school trip. i've hid them so he don't drink them!!
what a shame about angie trainer from biggest looser uk such a lovely lady who's helped loads xxxx.

jeanluc will be happy when he gets home he got freesat in his room!! he'll be able to watch what he wants in his room if kira watching something else. plus he can listen to classic fm on the tv which is much better!!
he said they adding new channels all the time so that's good.
that woman that came first time could of done what he done and it would of taken her an hour like him less than that!!.
kira is led on sofa having something to eat. she still not withit getting a bit of colour back in her face now she's eating. see what she's like in morning if she goes in or not. grandad popped in some more calpol for her. and doughnuts yum.

stayed in today had kira home she not well she didn't get up till late she needed the sleep. woke up all hot n croaky. she was led on sofa we watched i'm a celeb she's now addicted to it lol. it kept her amused!!
probably end up keeping her off tomorrow as well if she's still hot. sure i'm coming down with it throat getting sore.
jeanluc came home with bus tonight as they got diversion on the main road so he didn't do cooing club.
started on xmas shopping lol jeanluc went ohhh i'll wait for postie i went no you won't not coming here lol. his face was funny!! got what he wanted so he'll be a happy bunny
ordered a label machine for there school clothes think school will take hint and look for name label they won't check that i've wrote the name on the tag inside!!   be labelling the whole lot!!
got tv switch over coming tomorrow sort out jeanluc's room hopefully will be sorted. sounded like the chap that came out on friday and looked at his room.  told kira if she off she gonna have to snooze on sofa down stairs while he's here.
hopefully fingers crossed he will be a happy boy tomorrow if it's done should be after the palava we've had with it!!!  his room is sooooooo tidy i'm amazed he's kept it tidy lol.

her craft goody bag arrived today for xmas i've pinched the scissors out of it lol. given one to her use as she keeps pinching mine!! gonna wind her up and wrap it up all seperately lol. watching gareth and the choir i love his programmes gonna be a weepy when there husbands come back.

fun today we went to swanage it was really foggy when we left but lovely when we got there. went on the train as jeanluc won a family ticket at the village fete.
so only had to pay for car park fab!!.  dad went not bad only got 24 hrs on the ticket lol. kept winding jeanluc up by saying got another 23hours yet lmao.
he loved the train!! i think he'll be wanting to win that again.  his face was lit up when we were on the train he sat and watched on the way to corfe castle on way back he was stood by door head out of window loving the breeze!! couldn't budge him lol.
we had a picnic on the train they loved i got a lovely photo on the flip as i was filming as we were going along so i could get some lovely photos.
we went back via the ferry kira absolutely hated it!! she cried all the way over she weren't that well either so probably made her feel yucky. not sure if i'm sending her in or not tomorrow see how she wakes up. she's all croaky and hot tonight.
went in mcdonalds on way back made dad have a extra meal so we could get another glass lol we got 3 today. normally jeanluc dont do the ice cream he wanted it today as he saw they had caramel one. i didn't get much of it lol.
jeanluc was funny on the ferry he was trying to make kira laugh and he pulled faces so unlike him lol. me and dad laughed. it was a special moment. wish i had the flip on at the time typical eh!!
had to get jeanluc some shoes in swanage he was walking funny so got him a size 5 crikey. was £9.99 got them for £7.99 he loves them!! think he wearing them to school tomorrow

we went down town this morning no youthclub today as the leaders are on holiday. so we went in iceland, got kira some tops in m&co lovely tops in there one of them got "shut up" on it lol. the other one was f.b.i find boys irratating lol.   she can't say she hasn't got any tops now!! got discount with the card which was good.
jeanluc got a jenga game he keeps playing with kira got a small lego box in miles of value each spent £5.
went round nanny n grandad's then came on as kira's birthday pressie was on the van i noticed when i went and tracked it. luckily came after we got home and she was upstairs so it's hidden big to hide as well lol. 
luckily she was upstairs watching something when jeanluc spotted the van he went out and brought it in lol. we hid it quickly!!.
i've woken up with a cold today yuck driving me nuts tonight kira is lovely and quiet hehe she's croaky haha. i said you can't shout at jeanluc now she squeaks whyyyyyyyy i went your voice lol. 
won't be stitching tonight my head is swimming will go wrong if i do lol. i emailed author donna grant about a characher in one of her books tane and she hasn't wrote about him yet as a main character bummer!! i really liked him lol. might finish dragonfyre tonight.

they just came around the engineer and surveyor allot politer and really understanding with how jeanluc is. he said definately put in a freesat with how jeanluc is he saw his cupboards as he's pulled the doors of them and his drawers.  he didn't give me a date when it would be done as i reckon he'll be back out again today he said with the problem i had with the other engineer!!
 it was funny he heard the so called rat!! the bird next door lol. he laughed he went flipping big rat that eh rofl. even chap said oh don't it sound lovely i went i love hearing him at night time he alway's goes off at 11.30pm
i;m reading another donna grant ebook really enjoying her books i have read all the druid glen series now they are a must read really good!!.  i am reading dragonfyre about aimery and  kyndra i really wanna find out what happend to tane have emailed author to see if he's got his own book lol.
both in non uniform today and in jeans lovely he wears them now!! need to get him a bigger pair soon. look in the mens section in primark for him again.

stayed in today sorted out jeanluc's room glad i did as i got engineer coming out tomorrow to sort out his tv fingers crossed 2nd time lucky!!  at least he can get in his room now and behind the tv the ammount i chucked out and it was only done last week!!.
he was chuffed as i found some of his mario cars been playing with them all night.  gave him his sleep meds at 8.30 and he has gone to sleep before 10pm unheard off normally lol. i'm gonna go bed in a bit bet he wakes up later!! i woke up to find him in bed last night thankfully he didn't stay in there long he went back in his own room.
so hoping they sort it out tomorrow and the other engineer doesn't come out. i've asked for her not to.
might be getting freesat put in his room see what they say when they turn up.
he said can i have my computer in my room now it's tidy i went only because i tidied it up!! lol. i said it's gotta stay this way. i can't see that happening.
the ammount of washing i've done tonight crikey!! got it all done now though so that's good. gotta get there jeans out for tomorrow and see what kira wants to wear. he's hoping he's swimming as he done a couple of lengths last week and working on his arms.

jeanluc off school today appointment at dorchester really interesting got results back on his tests he had just before the summer holidays. basically i was right it's to do with his dad why he's got as he's a carrier of autism. if he has anymore he will pas it down like jeanluc if he has any boys it will be passed down as well. so he's writing it to gp what he's found and all other tests were positive. he said you know i've been intrigued in his chronozomes sp?? he alway's brings that up and there was a huge picture when it was printed off with the results. he said like with his ears i check and his throat as he's got a high palat sp?. as he alway's checks his mouth inside.
he loved jeanluc's questionaire he done for the review he went what a change he's writing it himself now i went i know good eh and you can read it!!  i asked about kira he said it's mainly boys that are the carriers he said she will be fine.
we were trying to guess how much he weighed i said 9st 10 dad said 9st 5 lol he was 8 st 12 so we were far out!! nurse laughed lol. he only put on 2lbs with what he's eating i was shocked!!
all that wii fit he's doing!!
got some more melatonin he was funny in there goes up himself and signs for it himself now won't let me do it.
was laughing at the chairs as it sounded like a whoopy cushion so kept jumping up and down rofl. bet they were glad when we left hehe.
took him into mcdonalds after alway's do he asked for his double cheeseburger with no onions he went next time i ask no gherkins i went no i eat them!!!! lol.
we went into tesco's in dorch then came home, back out again later on for gp appointment about his ears as he LOUD lol.
kira's birthday pressie been posted yeah and i can track it love tracking stuff. just hope it don't come when she's home as it's company that comes to us last as they go back to yeovil after be typical!! 

keep dozing off today tired, jeanluc wouldn't go off to sleep till late. then kira got in bed with me. so she kept hogging the quilt last night. i woke up at 5am.
took her into school this morning and made her walk all around the school i said go look in class you were in yesterday was told by teacher that they pick them up off playground and put in library. so we went back down there and it was in year 1 by library i spotted the bright pink!! i made her hang it up before she went off to play.
hope jeanluc in a better mood he did not want another pair of shoes on this morning nothing wrong with them they are new. just he can't slip them on like the other ones. lazy so n so!!. i said the other ones are awful you can't wear them.  they are new as they were brought at same time.
he made a savoury yorkshire pudding yesterday in cooking club it was lovely. sausages n onions in it.
was stitching on luke's face last night gonna go hunt the threads down now that have gone walkies so i can finish his bit.

yeah peace kira at her party got lovely weather for it. found the house ok she got there first as we needed to find it i said i googled it so knew where to go lol.
in mum n dad's pointless going home till we get her got my stitching so will do some when we get back from town. gonna go look at the asda meeting down town. hopefully we will be getting a asda fingers crossed
hoping biscuit man will be in town i want some tiffin yum get two lots today lol. won't make that mistake again!! jeanluc loved it as well.
reading another donna grant book last night i was up till 1.30 couldn't put it down!! will finished reading it later on dragon fire i think it's called i must read the last one of the druids glen series got moira to read yet. as she is in this book as well. really good series the druid glen by donna grant. see she has got some more kindle books might get another one when i've read this one.

today just flew by!! didn't realis how quickly crikey!!.  kira was soooooooo hyper and excited tonight about her party tomorrow she can't wait.
kept asking if we knew how to get there knew where i was going do i know where the house is??? i went i know how to get to village no don't know where house is but grandad and me have googled it!! and got directions lol. i'll be glad when she's finally at the party!!
just checked there emails he's sent same email to both of them. saying he didn't get response to his messages um nooo they aren't going to phone you back as a dad you should phone them!!  besides jeanluc txt him about fireworks and jeanluc was annoyed he never got a response back from him he was so excited he went to a display.
jeanluc been funny tonight addicted to my phone playing angry birds. i'll let him play on the tablet tomorrow might keep him amused while kira at party!! that way he won't run my phone down
got to get him a new pair of shoes next week dunno what he's done to these as he only had them since september.
got her jeans in the tumble dryer for tomorrow she gonna have fun in the woods!! come back all messy no doubt lol. 6 girls and 2 boys 
jeanluc done good swimming today!!! the male helper made him doing a couple of laps and worked on his legs and arms, teacher going to do a story book for me for his room i must take a photo i've not tidied it up on purpose so i can get a photo of it messy lol. he probably chuck it before it gets to school rofl. i might put in envelope lol.  gotta send in a photo of me kira and grandad and nanny who are in his life. she dong a story book for me. gonna start helping with his noise levels as well that i can't see happening but i'm hoping dr might say he needs grummits again see when we go in this wee.
so glad aaron won bb!!!! congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was marmite love him and hate him but he was fantastic tv!!.

funny txt i had this morning from csa i cracked up laughing when i got it and phoned up and asked if i was really getting it!!! £14342270769.00 lmao.  she said soon as i phoned up is it about a daft txt ammount that has gone out in billions i went yeah i'd love it lol.  it was so funny!!! then i got a txt in the afternoon to say the txt that was sent earlier was incorrect pmsl.
kira at cubs i glued her badges on earlier on before she went all her new ones. her jumper looked huge on her tonight.   jeanluc is playing on the wii fit doing the running one the icecream is 168 kcals he's got to loose another 91 kcals to get it burned lol. somehow i think he'll moan when i say it's time to go pick her up!!
went into town and got some tiffin of the biscuit stall oh yum wish i got two!! will have to look on saturday jeanluc wants to go see the plans for the new asda and sign to say we want asda in town. be lovely having that in blandford!!
kira done a lovely drawing tonight out of her jacqueline wilson book.

what a day!!! jeanluc's transmission review today my head is on info overload at the moment came home and had some cake needed sugar kick!!! crikey it was 2 hour meeting!!  connextions lady was nice she asked about social worker i went don't have one i went she left when ex left!! i went i think she was his social worker not jeanluc's. probably end up with a call from social worker now lol after not giving them a good report!! i said i tried calling last year for help with respite or a carer to take him out didn't want to know. even though he's in autism base class and high autism base. asked if i got short breaks i went no nothing. dad said they won't be around for ever so need more help with him as his dad don't do nothing with them.
hopefully fingers crossed he might get a bus pass so he can learn to go about on his own into town. he will love that!! he's got to get a little bit independant.  toileting was a big issue they are going to help me with him she said he can't do cooking if he don't use toilet paper wonder if that sinks in!!!.
was talk of college live in when he's older i don't want my baby to leave lol i said they laughed i went i might hate him at times but i love him something cronic she lol said it's norm.
she said it would do him good and with how ex is not treating him he will learn to cope better the other lady was shocked when i said he don't see them only once this year for 50mins last time was 17th dec 10 he last drove down here. she went how could he i went i know bad ain't it.
she went no wonder he idolises grandad!! as dad was there in meeting with me he brought up about social worker and bus pass so he can take him out to learn the bus routes if need be. for later on.
 i'm not counting on getting one for him as it didn't happen on last review either. getting his ears checked next week because he's alway's loud don't know the dr we are seeing not seen her. he got dorchester on same day as well so won't like that lol. whoops.

fireworks day also my mum n dad's anniversary happy anniversary mum n dad!!
went to youthclub today jeanluc managed to stay till the end again!! yeah. oh it was funny kira got the sing it game out on the xbox and they all started to sing along oh god lad got on it we just couldn't stop laughing it was so funny!! leader said i hope they can't hear it outside lady walked pass and looked the youthclub way i went yep they can hear we all laughed lmao. i came out with me ears popping lmao.
jeanluc played on the wii upstairs he got the mariokart out. kira done a lovely picture it's been put up on the wall. one of the boys done a lovely sonic painting. so talented.
we went to mum n dad's for lunch yum.  came home they were on the wii all afternoon!! finally got to watch tv at 6pm. jeanluc went on the wii fit!!!!!!!! so funny watching him watching kira he was doing the movements behind her then he wanted ago and couldn't get him off!!
fireworks in the village tonight vicar had them going off in the garden so kids sat outside watching them.

we had fun tonight went to a fireworks display first one kira been to!! will go again next year. she was sat with her friends kieran and louise watching them. one was really loud it was funny she jumped a mile lmao.
one of them sounding like a balloon going off it was so funny everyone laughed. for a free display it was excllent i'll be taking them again.  dad drove so i had a wkd yum.  jeanluc really enjoyed it by the back door lol. he wouldn't come near.
now he knows they do food he'll be asking to go again next year!!
we got back late at 9pm they both in bed he's on his dsi and kira is reading a book she's put her new sleeping bag over her bed lovely purple one i got her and she doesn't want to do sleep over as a birthday party is more interesting!! lol.
should be watching bb but i can't be bothered i'm shattered after standing up that long!! kira knew allot there from school and jeanluc new allot as well from oscars he was running around with them. they were all running up and down the hill when fireworks started they came behind the table. i tried to take a photo of kira and kieran but he moved it was funny look like he had no head he thought it was hilarious!! lol.

cupcake cross stitch i stitched last night

went to poole with mum today got some more sweets in poundland in case we get anyone knocking tonight we did last year, came from the other village.
got some halloween lights and a ghost ahead sign in 99p shop they on the fireplace kira went ohhhhhhh when she saw it lol.
they got a new bookshop  where mothercare used to be i got her a jacqueline wilson book didn't realise it had a audio cd with it as well will have to find the ipod lead now to put it on for her to listen to.
got jeanluc some books as well and cars. they really cheap in that shop 2 for £2 her one was only £2.99 originally £7.99!! got her a barbie and put it aside for xmas.
no cooking club today so he'll be home soon. be stitching on sap in a bit after i done there tea.

stitch a photo

been working on the background today

jeanluc is very quiet tonight he came home early missed his mum!! probably missed raiding the larder more lol.  kira and i went to tesco's we got some lamb chops for tea yum. 
started to read highland nights last night couldn't put it down in the end i had to force myself to stop reading it or i wouldn't of got any sleep lol.
kira not amused with her dad he don't believe she can send emails!!  apparently i'm sending the emails???? cuckoo land he on she's 9!!! nearly 10
now sending me emails blaming me why he can't see them. yeah right i don't think so BUS STOP at end of road!!!

we woke up at 9am today we watched smurfs on pop funny watching them again kira has set a series link to it!!  she got a reply from her email to her dad i went you gonna reply she went i can't be bothered as he hasn't asnwered my questions. poor mite. he don't think!!   uhoh she decided to reply she certainly knows what to say!! i said you feel better now she went well i can't repeat what she said!!
she is sat playing on mario on the wii i'm gonna get stitching out in abit jeanluc has gone swimming with grandad and having a haircut today.
finished reading highland mist druid of the glen by donna grant fab!!! fab!! now to start reading highland nights trouble is if i start reading now no stitching will get done today lol. it's addictive story!!

went to dentist this morning with jeanluc thankfully only a baby tooth he's cracked he said it will be out soon as it's loose tg he didn't take it out!! wouldn't of coped with that me lol.
we went to salisbury after he got himself another road me rolls eyes!!. some cars and he went into game they had the mariokart balls in there for 99p reduced he got 5 different ones so he was chuffed.  kira got a craft set so she happily making cards!!
took them into bk, then went into the loccitane shop i love there stuff got some soaps picked one up for mum. and they dragged me over to the candyland is open again!!
he must be ill as he's not eaten them yet!!
went into tesco's and he got stuff in for lasagna and he cooked it getting a right little chef he is!!

stayed in today they played on the mari kart allot today looks like i've lost the slanket i brought meself jeanluc has had it on today while playing wii lol. mum gave me one and kira pinched that one!!
jeanluc has been on loud mode all day i'm amazed he don't loose his voice.
he's decided he wants lasagna tomorrow??? he don't normally like it but we are gonna cook it a different way. see if he like's it better i love lasagna, will have to get a new bowl in miles of value in town as i broke the bowl i used to cook it in. he just helped me make meatballs.
he's happy today as his mario figures arrived i got on amazon for him considering they came from japan they only took a week that was quick!! there were two in the pack he already had and he gave those to kira ahhhhhh. made her in a better mood today!!
he's not played on facebook once today makes a change!!
not complained about his tooth today  i hope they do something for it tomorrow.

went to poole today with kira and grandad we went into the new poundland which kira loved!! got her some nail varnish remover get her polish off before monday. she loved the craft section in there!! had allot of diferent stuff to the one in salisbury better i think. as they had jeanluc's dsi pens they do in the yeovil one he can't loose them as easy!!.
kira has not been in a good mood today as she didn't get a email from her dad. jeanluc kept going on about it and it upset her. she has just gone to bed tg. hopefully better mood tomorrow!! she went he don't love me. i went i can't answer that only dad can. i don't see why i should lie for him. he hasn't called them since august. jeanluc really upset about it as well. he said he's sent him another email hoping he might take the hint and phone i thought pigs will fly. how he can go so long without contacting them is beyond me. can't be working 24-7 eh i know he uses excuse he has no car so he can't see them but he does have a mobile phone.
posted atc to usa whoops might be a bit late didn't realise it was supossed to be there this early hopefully it will get there quick sometimes there post gets to them quicker than we get ours!! jeanluc is waiting for his mario figures that haven't arrived yet. .
had to get jeanluc a new ps2 control don't know what he's done to the other one probably chewed wires again. so i've got him a wireless one coming. must get a supply of batteries in poundshop next time!! probably run out quick with him playing it.
can't wait for thursday when he goes to dentist hopefully they might take it out as he said it's been hurting today. 
watched shipwrecked tonight yeah it's back!! i have missed that show was off screen far too long!! someone from dorset is on it.  been reading druids glen series by donna grant i read one yesterday and thought i've missed out one found it and now reading it. now making sense lol.
might print some stuff of craft cd's tomorrow and get kira crafting keep her quiet cutting for ages!! lol.

forgot to share the mask i made on thursday at jeanluc's art day at school it was fun even grandad made a mask.

been stitching on stitch a photo today, i sorted out fire and got it going first lovely n warm in here now!!. on early don't care what neighbours say!!  last night i finished a atc and i started it last night might stitch another one tonight.
my pick of the day arrived yesterday the blockbuster hunky dory two set it's lovely!! already made a card out of it to send with atc.  jeanluc slept in today unlike him he woke up at 10am!!
must of needed to catch up on his sleep!!.

stayed in today had kira home she weren't well before she went to cubs so had to stay off cubs last night. shame as she was already dressed to go and out of door!!.  she was asleep early after moaning about going upstairs to lie down lol.  she missed all the action last night there was a fire in the close a chimney fire fire engine came around late i heard it go amazed jeanluc didn't!! he went running in my room and was watching all the smoke.  couldn't get him to go back to bed as he was waiting for engine to go back out!!.
so he was tired this morning bet he dosed while they were in church today lol.  made some cakes for youthclub tomorrow they having a coffee morning to raise money for cancer.  at 1pm kira asked if it was time for jeanluc to come home yet i went no you got two hours yet lol. she'll wind him up something rotten when he gets in!!
jan sent me some lovely atc's today i must finish one i started last night and start another for jan.
jeanluc has swithced his phone off he's annoyed with his dad as he's not contacted him about the postcard they sent him. so he's annoyed with him again.  it was funny at school yesterday he went to the head these are my parents mum and grandad. classes grandad as his parent now. shows who he sees more eh!!

went to jeanluc's school today it was fun, they had an art day grandad came as well he was surprised when we were in his classroom before him lol. he went what you doing here lol. i got a txt invite yesterday. we had to draw in a mask what we were gonna do then paint on a mask i had fun.  even grandad done a mask lol.
soon as the head came in he shook me hand and grandad's he went this is my parents my mum and gr
grandad lol.  was talk of our photo going on the website haha i hope they send a copy of the one she took of us three home holding our masks and wearing them rofl.
i brought them home might have to hang them up somewhere. jeanluc friend gave me a cuddle again he alway's does when i go in lol.
was going to cubs tonight but kira got unwell not long before we were gonna leave so i said no going. se went and got her quilt and is led on the sofa. i don't think she'll be at school tomorrow. only the last day better to be poorly over holiday's eh.
i finished reading that kindle book about the ghosts in the manor by marebeth james  i really enjoyed it was funny the ending i didn't expect but lovely ending. will have to start reading another one tonight if kira lets me!! looks like she'll be in my bed tonight.

jeanluc went back to school today kira was at home she had a staff training day at her school. so she had a nice long lie in!!.  eventually done her homework after moaning for 2 hours about it was only cutting and sticking???? took her 5mins i was a mean mum as i switched tv off and took sky out upstairs so she couldn't want it when she went in her room and sulked lol.
picked jeanluc up from cooking club he made a beef baguette and pudding he made bread and butter pudding but it wasn't cooked so they gonna send it home tomorrow.  head was trying to see what he cooked but jeanluc was more interested in getting in the car and eating it lmao. it was gone by the time we got to durweston dridge!! didn't take him long to eat it.
been reading a book  for sale old manor house (free ghosts) by marebeth james really amusing. trouble with my ruddy cough i keep reading it and i'm coughing as i'm laughing at it lol.
jeanluc said his teacher from last year came in today jason he loved it he went on and on about him on the way home. he was so chatty it was lovely he made me laugh

woke up with a cough this morning been hurting tonight as jeanluc has cracked me up!! the things he comes out with are so funny i kept saying stop making me laugh it got worse lmao. so much better mood to what he was in this morning he was angry with his dad for not contacting him at all. he went whats the point in giving me a new phone if he can't be bothered with us. he was upset this morning he said it's been 7 weeks since i saw dad in salisbury.  
at least he's in a better mood tonight joking and laughing. he couldn't stop laughing at one point it was funny.
we went shopping then went round mum n dad's took some pizza's there for lunch yum.
he's been helping me turn the videos into photo's took allot of videos did i remember to take video of dunster castle as we drove pass na!! will remember that next time. might even go there next time.
keep watching the video clip of kira and steve so funny he's fab. was sat with me all of tuesday night down in reds fun.  gonna go upstairs n cough away i think take me book with me. had a vk might help me sleep!!
i taped the michael buble again i love watching him will watch rest tomorrow.

yeah back home!! been to butlins minehead for the week knackered now!! it was a really good week met up with some friends from the gala dinner week. sat n chatted to them all. they all came over and had a natter when we went in the yacht club. didn't go in there every night as we were in the blueskies apartments.
went swimming in the blueskies slot and it was fun as only us lot in there. kira actually went down the boat slide on her own she loved it. kept going up and down lol.
we went into taunton got jeanluc a lovely top for the gala dinner and a sonic hedgehog top to go underneath it. he loved it i got that in primark.  he went back on his own to the apartment on gala dinner night he got tired i think he didn't really like the loud music as we were sat right by the stage fab table!!
we were escorted to the table by brynn highly honoured!! show was fab dad got a lovely glass and beer bottle limited edition as a gift he gave it to me as he knows i love collecting the glasses n cups. i got a cute butlins snow globe love it and kids got a 75 years book which kira got autographs in.  redcoat paul came straight upto me and gave me a hug soon as i went in the gala dinner hehe. he's lovely.  shame steve weren't up there all night he sat with us the night before down in reds was fun he got kira up dancing all night knackered her out as i said she didn't sleep the night before. he went i'll get her sleeping and he did lmao.  we watched the halloween show last night in the skyline really good but flipping cold in there. the smoke in there they had on stage got to my throat last night. dad brought kira's inhaler down as i txt it was getting to her.  diet time now for jeanluc he ate loads as usual!!.
me and mum went into town yesterday again came back on the butlins train oh god that was fun. jeanluc was up on the balcony watching out for us we shouted at him and he went mad when he saw us on the train lmao. think he might come with us next time lol.   i actually done some stitching as well on stitch a photo so that was good. we stopped off at street on way home so i'm good for choccie hehe.

piccie of the stitch a photo, so glad luke's suit is nearly done at the top done a bit more since i took piccie yesterday. gonna settle down with it in a bit and get comfy. relax before fun starts when they get home from school.
kira's assembly went really well this morning was laughing at them telling each other who was up next lol. shows how different the class is as the other class they were told this time they were doing the telling lol.  so ruddy cold in the hall though they didn't have heating on glad i put me jumper on under coat before we left. as i took her into school pointless her going on bus when i was going in anyway. jeanluc moaned liked hell about it being jeans day, but eventually got him in them!! thought i was gonna loose me voice this morning. he started on about it last night. i got him some lovely ones in primark he just pulls up no button for him to moan about!!. kira looked lovely in her jeans and new top. she was showing her top off to everyone i'm loving m&co at the moment they are so cheap on tops for her. might look in there tomorrow for jeanluc. he needs some more trousers or i can get some in taunton on monday. i love taunton shopping.

done stitching on stitch a photo today on luke's suit top half nearly done of his suit yeah!! ruddy black n greys lol. while i was stitching i had ebook on and puter was reading it for me while i was stitching hehe. lazy i know but fun while stitching.
kira thought she was gonna make a volcano today  i went how was it then she went we done a mountain. not impressed lol. she wanted the volcano!! got her assembly tomorrow then back home to stitching again yeah.
jeanluc got swimming tomorrow and genes for jeans day get him in some jeans without him kicking off in the morning could be interesting!! mind you i got him some he will wear so i'm hoping this year we might go without the arguiing of getting them on!!
i must stay away from amazon kindle books i keep looking at the books and finding ones i like lol.at least they only under £1 bargain. 

stayed in today done some stitching on stitch a photo and washing all there clothes.  neighbour cut part of the hedge for me. i mowed the lawn  got to finish the other parts tomorrow.
kids got given some treats from the church this morning got a huge box of jelly babies yum, box of tarts and  foxes biccies. i was good i did not open the jelly babies wait for kira to come back before i had one lol. it was pure hell i love them!!  they had a harvest festival yesterday and was giving stuff out.
jeanluc done cooking today he made a apple crumble he finished it off when he got home in the halogen oven and had it for pudding
he driving me nuts tonight with his finger he's done something to it at school won't tell me what said he couldn't have bath as he had plaster on his finger. iwent you can get in the bath kira said put it out of the bath in a different way which made me laugh lol.
started reading another ebook last night charging up so will put what it is next time good though. about a ghost or time travel not sure bit weird as he's known her in 1800 and he's in her time. think he might be a ghost.
watchign destination truth surprised kira hasn't come down she loves this programme!! she got craft club tomorrow . dreaded flu jab this weekend i hate it!! have to have it or i get nagged lol. just see who's sticking it in it's the slayer i'll go to the other person lol. she hurts like hell. we nicknamed her buffy vampire!!
mum going an hour before me we got youthclub as well in the morning. be hell down town that day. alway's is flu jab day!!

yesterday kira and i went into town she loves miles of value so went in there and got some beads and a ball. she wanted a soup out of chinese for lunch so got that as she didn't want what nanny had, we had left over indian yum.
they took jeanluc out today and he got spoilt, he got a lovely sonic figure huge i said he's not taking it to school i'll expect a row in the morning over it lol.   they got kira a lovely barbie doll she's been wanting one for ages. it flashes on the dress she loves it.  going on about more barbie and lego now for birthday and xmas.
plus she wants her ears pierced!!
been stitching on stitch a photo today got the family tree sampler out as they doing the family tree at school. god help me, i'll have to write a note in as last time they done it the teacher upset her by telling her she had to put his side down she doesn't know all there names as they don't have anything to do with them. i'll pop a note in diary and ask her not to bring his side up as it only upsets her as he's only seen them once this year and not seen his family at all. i can see it upsetting her again. 
i said she can take in the family tree i'm stitching that cheered her up she went i'm worried she gonna force me to put them down i went no she won't she a different teacher.  dad is writing down all the names for her so she can write them out for the literacy homework. and some interesting stories we have just hope he don't write a book lmao. as there is a load of stories!!
i'm so pleased jeanluc didn't come back with another car road lol, he got lots of cars though as well. he has got cooking tomorrow which he loves fruit crumble yum at least i know whats for pudding hehe. might cook corndogs for tea.
finished reading the heart of a druid laird by barbara longley loved it funny as well. just an abrupt ending wonder if she's got any other stories of the other characters they could be interesting as well!!.

went to poole today not been for ages, got kira a couple of dresses out of primark one of them was only £3!! and it's like shorts but all in one lovely on her. got her two other dresses as well as she wants to wear them now. when she got home she was trying them on and showing neighbours behind lol. as they were sat out in the garden lol.
got a poundland in poole now i was gonna walk that way when we came out of chinese mum went no go this way, so we didn't see it but dad did it's by kfc. will have to look in there next time. chinese was yum not been in there for ages.  got some paella paste in m&s it's half price and paella rice and made paella for tea first time making it. i'll definately make it again!! oh yum. even kira keeps going back lol.
bit of peace jeanluc is at mum n dad's for weekend so we having a girly weekend. probably be ont he wii tomorrow with kira dancing away!!! i still love the zumba game she won't do that one lol.  too fast for her she say's hehe.
i'm gonna get stitch a photo out tonight and sit down and stitch while watching big brother oh i hope they keep aaron in he yum. get rid of heaven i think she's so annoying.
watching andy bates street feasts on food network he does some lovely recipes.   tv heaven tomorrow night dr who, merlin then xfactor hehe. 

been a phone morning today it's gone quickly!! sorting out his school review they had sent letters out to people attending before i even said i was attending????. so they had to change appointment as same day as dr's appointment as i not heard back about his test results i want to attend that to see if anything come about of them. i might try phoning them tomorrow as dad got jeanluc sleep meds today so i know they got my message on answer phone.  normally he writes to gp and i get a copy but he's not even wrote to him yet and it was before summer holiday's he had them
tonight i'm gonna work on stitch a photo will watch downton abbey didn't get to watch it last night.  reading heart of the druid laird it's really good by barbara longley.  gotta go get jeanluc tonight from school he got cooking club he's cooking tea he said cauliflower cheese yum.  last weeks was yum he made kedgeree.

had a note back in home diary that jeanluc's cooking teachers thoroughly loved the club with him last night lol, it was only him in the club and he was teaching them some things rofl. i can just picture him telling them how to cook cabanara lol. he absolutely loved it made kedgeree next week it's cauliflower cheese yum.
went down town this morning and had me hair chopped i love it!! so short now!! i even feel the cold at the back lol. i'll have to wear a scarf hehe.   i really liked how she cut me hair i might go there again i was impressed. and it was allot cheaper!!
finished reading timeswept rogue by amy j fetzer oh i loved it. when she brought out her diaries i would of loved a few chapters with just the diaries lol.
kjra is into her beading again she got her box down and was beading away for ages making necklaces. and things to go in her hair.  made a chocolate frazzle slice kids loved it i wasn't that keen. might play about with it next time.

woke up feeling rotten this morning shivery and headachey. so been stitching take me mind of it.

look what i got in post today from heather thankyouuuuu heather xx.  it was funny as postie said can i have a slice i thought you what?? then laughed at the box. it said "post a tart for any occasion" hehe kira's two smurfs arrived we didn't get from mcdonalds she got greedy and panicky turn up today. she'll be chuffed!!

went out with mum n dad today we went to lidl's first choccie shop!!!.  lol i kept thinking of jedward while i was in there lol. when they done there shopping task.
then went to the range got kira a pink box to put all her lego in, hope she uses it for that!! got some stickers and that's it. mind you i did love a desk n chair in there for jeanluc's room i'll save up for that.
got treated to georgie porgies and i'm full up!! lady oposite had loads of salad then went up for main i thought flipping heck lol.
went in tesco's at tower park done some shopping in there. got allot of meat reduced yeah. gone in freezer. 
kira going to cubs now tonight the leader was nice and said i can pay the old price as he knows i'm on me own. and he don't help towards any activities they do. 
have to take subs in tonight so i'm going in and gonna stay at mums no point coming back again then going again eh!!
finished reading timeswept rogue loved it!! it was funny i like her books amy j fetzer you need to read timeswept heart first story about tess who goes back into time then this one is ramsey he goes into tess's time.
kira is sat watching smurfs she's quiet!!! she made dorset apple cake today

ohhhhhh it's quiet they both back today,  kira went back to school yesterday had a really good day till damory decided not to go pick them up at home time i had to go get her. phoned up county and complained now if that had been jfs i would of had an appology today but i got nothing.
more on the bus today so hopefully they will remember to go get them tonight!!  jeanluc was up early and ready before 7.30 bet that won't happen tomorrow lol.
we saw a green bus come in the road yesterday i went i bet he's driving the route to see where he's picking you lot up. he went it aint my bus, it turned up this morning lol.
won't be catching up on sleep today they banging next door. will get stitching out in a bit.
i'm trying to find a book can't find it it's called in search for amanda by marilyn grall it looks really good. i will keep checking amazon and ebay.  i'm gonna finish reading timeswept rogue today.

was stitching today done abit on it so was pleased.  last night didn't get allot of sleep as steamfair was really noisey thankgod it's over now YEAH!!!
kids are home they been at mum n dad's so they got some sleep

went up the steamfair with kira and grandad today god it was hot up there!! glad i put sun cream in. we kept putting it on. we walked up the police were checking all the cars that were parking up thru village. they should just put tickets on them.
they got parking up there they should take there cars up there only got to walk back eh.
we walked up went a different way it was much easier!! wasn't knackered when we got into it dad said made a change usually i'm out of breath. he went all the weight i've lost i went yep!!!. i loving zumba getting addicted to it.
walked all around watch the steam engines for ages had a nice sit down there, with a lovely icecream!!.  we had a hog roast at lunch time yum it's a must do when you go up there lol. kira went on a couple of rides she loved the huge slide went on the carousel as well. painted a lovely castle in the craft tent  i alway's leave that till last so we can sit down lol. she hasn't worked that out yet hehe. 
i got a yummy chicken spring roll and a chow mein on way out for my tea!!! from the thai stall by exit the best!!.  gonna settle down with some stitching now and try to cool down.

start of the great dorset steamfair today thought we'd have more traffic through the village the police must of been checking at other end as not allot came through today did yesterday though.
went to the asthma appointment this afternoon kira gotta have two puffs of her brown inhaler in the evening and in morning when she has a cold as well now. she said to keep it that way for a month after a cold.
we had chinese at mum n dad's for tea was yummy. we got back later dad brought me home.
did do some stitching on stitch a photo today and i left me stitching at mum's dad gonna drop it out tomorrow. so i've been reading tonight won't be going sleep early as it's loud the music up there tonight.

went in town today got jeanluc's hair cut grandad took him in he looks allot better. it was spikey when he came out not now lol.  we had fish n chips at lunchtime so he had a battered sausage and chips.  not eaten allot for tea he said he was full i was in shock lol.
got loads in iceland so stocked up now for the week!! ready for the dreaded great dorset steamfair i'll be glad when it's finished!!
been stitching a atc gonna get it out again in abit was sat outside we were counting caravans going through. i wish they'd stop them from coming thru for the steamfair.
finished reading amy j fetzer  timeswept heart it's a fab book timetravel!!. got to the end and i thought ohhhhhhhhh i hope i got the other characters story and thankgod i have!!! timeswept rogue!! gonna start reading his side tonight. as he goes into the future i hope!!
how did i miss coach trip being on today??? thankgod for the channel four+ lol. i've set it to tape will watch with jeanluc tomorrow he loves coach trip.

we stayed in today went to salisbury yesterday, thought i'd txt there dad to say we were on the bus on way into salisbury, was shocked not to get at work txt like he normally sends. he said be in town at 1pm.
let them go off with him wasn't sure how long they'd be with him so left it upto him to contact me when they wanted me.  i enjoyed going round the charity shops looking at the m&b books. got a couple.
he brought jeanluc a phone gave it to me to put in my trolley bag. was expecting him to get kira something to be fair but he didn't.
i really felt for her when he only got them a pack of sweets out of poundland each and something to eat on a thai stall. thought it not fair on kira at all. she was putting a brave face on it when she got home she broke down and was upset i knew she would do.  i took them into the entertainer and brought her something as i had a feeling he wouldn't get her anything. got her some of the fab effex craft she been wanting she saw on the tv.
i had a feeling she'd break down later on when we got home. not fair leaving her out of having something.
we've been watching biggest looser most of the afternoon caught up with it now.  been stitching as well and sorting out her computer as it keeps not responding but working again
into the last week now of the holiday's it's gone really quickly!! got there shoes on friday  jeanluc chose his own for a change!! different ones as well so that's good.  we had tea at mum n dad's they had there friends there and we had dad's paella yum!! kira went for a walk around the milldown with mum and mum's friend fran's daughter alison i think it was me and my shadow when they come back lol. kira took a liking to her lol. keeps asking when are they coming again.

stayed in today jeanluc slept in so must of needed sleep after his tooth hurting him yesterday.  they played outside on there scooters for ages which was good. kira got on her bike YEAH!! had a half hour crying session not wanting to get on it then she got on it all on her own.  still a bit nervous of it don't know why she got a fear of bikes all of a sudden.
she got given a lovely purple bike by a nieghbour so was pleased she got on it. just need to get her confidence on it now.  gonna start on another atc i found a chart gotta sort out the threads for it as well.
might get to stitch it tomorrow with kira being at oscars. her last session it's been handy her going in twice a week she has loved it. 
why do they get free holiday's out of who do you think you are lol, i wanna go on it!! think my family tree would take me to germany. had a relative who went to america late in her age intriguing to find out about her. know where she went wanna know why and her on own!!  bbc we be free to do the programme!!! lol.
reminds me must nag dad for some more initials for my family tree xstitch not done any on it for yonks.

yesterday we went down town kira had her hair cut, jeanluc sat there well behaved!! they had an argos catalogue in there lol.  he loved looking at that.
they both had a bad night last night weather was awful. jeanluc was up til midnight then kira woke me up getting in bed.  cuddled her she said she had a nightmare i turned around got thumped in me back and she went i had a nightmare i went i know.
she must of gotten back in her own bed as i woke up she was in her own room.  so not much sleep last night  grandad picked up kira this morning and took her into oscars. he said he got held up by traffic going into the steamfair.  they let them in too early.  speed limit has changed so everyone still thinks they can go 60mph up there but they can't. policema told me that they can still be done for going fast over the 30mph speed limit. even if it only up for steamfair. 
reading a book this morning  my timeswept heart by amy j fetzer should be finishing of a birthday atc book is good lol.  

for a hero.

we went to the bournemouth air show today watched allot of the displays the red arrows were fantastic and was upset by the news that jon egging lost his life by being a hero. my thoughts are with your family and with the red arrows team and all your friends. this photo taken today as they came over the cliff. RIP jon egging a hero.

this week has flown by!! tuesday and thursday kira went to oscars. tuesday jeanluc went to paulton's park he loved it!! he even went on rides this time last time he went he didn't go on any.
went to poole with mum n dad and had a chinese on tuesday yum,.  been nice staying in a few day's this week!! relaxing. tuesday night i was on my own it was lovely i sat n stitched and read a book till late.
last night i watched big brother liking who they put in. i really enjoyed it just wished they had live feed!!
we have been watching bournemouth air show online we watched the beach assault it was good.  hoping it will be nice tomorrow and we will go down.
jeanluc has gone swimming this morning then they went to bournemouth airport dad took his chairs with him. and jeanluc phoned up on dad's mobile lol. i think i'm deaf now!!! he was shouting down the phone all excited he was seeing all the planes take off and land. was gonna only take 2 cans of coke i went take 4 your need them.
he is loving it as he is sat right by the red arrows. dad has got my flip so hoping he'll take some videos and i'll turn them into photo's then. i think i'll be hearing all about it later on when he gets home. 
i am reading magic in vienna by betty neels

kira went to oscars today and jeanluc went to paulton's park with his special needs group. he loved it!! he actually went on the rides this time fab!! shows he wasn't himself when he went last time.
i went to poole with mum n dad got jeanluc some new tops in the mens department in primark size medium now crikey my lad is growing up!!   also some mens socks scarey!!
got him some lovely colours red, purple and a blue. will get some more as he say's they are comfy.  kira needed loads of underwear she can't say she can't find any now lol.  got her a lovely nighttime short n top set mum said she wasn't keen on it so wouldn't let her wear it i thought it was very girly!! she'll wear it tomorrow night at home!!.  we had a chinese it was yum it beat me thought dad had some off my plate i couldn't eat it all lol. probably the chocolate cakes fault i had in the coffee shop earlier lol
so no tea for me tonight!! wasn't hungry.  kira and jeanluc are both at mum n dad's tonight yeah home alone!!  i've been stitching on stitch a photo and reading  the costarella conquest emma darcy ahhh i love a emma darcy book.   
watching the new biggest loser austraila not that sure on the new presenter, and i'm missing they haven't had the trainers on allot like they usually do. gonna see who gets booted then go to bed. i'm wide awake tonight typical!!!

jeanluc at mum n dad's today kira and i had a lovely lie in!!. not slept in for yonks it was lovely.  trouble is i'm now wide awake tonight lol. will take a book to bed with me in a bit..
we stayed in today moved chairs around got red one in here now and rocker in other room. makes room look bigger without the rocker in it.  got aload of dvd's i don't watch i'm taking down to shop tomorrow to sell. got more space on the shelf now for my fav's to go on one shelf!!.
kira wii game came today just dance 2 extra songs so she was having fun dancing away to that lol.
don't normally get post on monday's he usually brings it all tuesday
just downloaded photo's from my flip i took videos off on sunday at the chilli festival. saved them all so jeanluc can do some videos of the red arrows on saturday. he can't wait!!.
tomorrow he's off to paulton's park dad said he was in bed early he gave him his meds early. i thought he'll be up about 4am lol. piccie of the paella we shared on sunday we had a medium portion between three of us, godknows how some were eating a medium portion each there was loads!! not bad for £5  it was yummy. kira had some of the chirizo today for breakfast that we brought there.  kira got oscars tomorrow freedom day!!   i'm reading india grey craving the forbidden it's really good haven't been able to put it down. probably end up finsihing it tonight only started it earlier on.

went to the dorset chilli festival at kingston lacy today it was fun, jeanluc stayed with mum.  we were there about 3 hours.  it was funny kira tried a sauce on a cracker then gave me some crikey it was hot!! she went running off to get a drink from grandad lol.
we got some paella oh it was yummy!! dad said to get a medium and it was enough for all 3 of us yum!! we had some lovely purbeck icecream to cool our numb tongues lol
i got some paella rice, chorizo two lots two lots of garlic cheese different kinds. lots of fudge yum!!
when we came out loads were going in they must of made a fortune today!! the cost to get in was daft for the ammount of stalls.  dad said craft show is cheaper we will go to that as well at end of month.
i'm watching ideal world laughing away at loen and paul showing the actifry so funny they are wanting to go on fat families chap that was on it phoned up. he gave him a free book  she's getting funnier lol. i love it when they are presenting together.
not got the actfry but ordered cookbook like some of the recipes he's done will try them in me pan i got of here.  got dad's printer today huge!!! takes up allot of room on the desk lol. won't get messy on there now lol.
just won't tell them two it's wifi print in other rooms lol
jeanluc at mum n dad's so quiet!!! kira ended up tidying her room up said i need to get her a unit to put all her lego in she got allot lol she loves it. she made a boat today.

kira went to oscars today she came back with a butterfly on her face, ruddy awkward to wash off as well!! will have to have another bath in the morning got blue under her eye that wont come off.
went to iceland shopping got them to deliver it dad  kept jeanluc at there's  so i could catch up on some sleep i needed it. 
was gonna go bed early but got into castle grrrrrrrrrrrrrr leaving it on a ruddy cliffhanger i hate that!! back next year ok who killed  her mum???? anyone know.
there's allot on tomorrow tv looking forward to the borgias.   no reading today been too tired i fell asleep when i got home. and been catching up on tv. 

went swimming today with kira and jeanluc grandad came as well.  jeanluc used his max card to get in cheaper. once he done it he was gone and getting ready lol.   kira even done the breast stroke today yeah at last!!
jeanluc came in the big pool and cuddled me for ages fascinated with my wet hair????
we went into tesco's after got some stuff for him to take to durweston tomorrow.  then had lunch at mum n dad's left over curry yummy. mum cooked jeanluc fajita's.
 i ache!!as i don't usually get to swim whole lengths i did today went up and down eight times!! i feel it tomorrow lol.    kira decided she wants to play on the wii tomorrow while he is at durweston so that is good a day in for a change!! this holiday is going really quickly!!
i read a kindle book yesterday i loved it a laird for all time by angeline fortin i could not put it down!! and i finshed it just loved it a time travel romance. amusing as well  might get her other two books to read i enjoyed it.
gonna start reading portal to loch doon by sherry boardman will have to start that after tea or it won't get cooked lol.  i really want a kindle!!

oh yeah i slept last night!!! i needed that not slept well since thursday. so probably hit me tomorrow!!
took kira to oscars then went into tesco's. jeanluc found it amusing when he saw square wraps. so we got them.  he had a wrap  with pork egg loaf and dairy lea cheese on it for brekkie. then at lunchtime he had a sandwhich tonight he had a huge jacket potato with philly topping and baked beans. and now wants another wrap?????  never ending pit he is!!
kira and i had a lovely spicy curry as he didn't want it, onions mushrooms and chilli's went in oh yum!!. kira was going ohhhhhhhh yummy lol.
been reading   angeline fortin a laird for all time on kindle pc oh it's a lovely book!! i hope she does more books i see she got another 2 on kindle might have to get. i haven't been able to stop reading it today.
grandad got kira from oscars came home early made me jump wasn't expecting her till gone 4.30. i went god you made me jump your early she went that's what i said lol.