saturday

stayed in today kira didn't want to go out, she wanted to stay in bed this morning and watch tv. not had as much calpol during the day but said it was hurting tonight so she had some just after bath time. yep we managed the bath!! lol. it was funny she wouldn't get in no her own so had to have a bath with her. i got in and helpd her in she had a bag wrapped around her arm and had it stuck outside the bath.  will have to attempt to do her hair tomorrow. i said she can stand over the bath we do it that way.
she got my foam stickers and was colouring them in making a mosaic out of them. kept her amused for ages!! i've been working thru the wash load and putting it all way yeah can see my chair in my room lol. kira was putting her stuff away in her room. won't be long for jeanluc to chuck it all out of his cupboard again!!
he's not phoned again she's not happy he hasn't contacted. she went he promised i went i know.  
dad said they were all upset at youthclub she hurt herself the boys missed her there.
i didn't want to take her incase they kept touching her arm as they forget. dad said he managed to keep jeanluc there till midday!! which is long for jealuc!! 2 hours. normally after hour n half he wants to come on.  gonna go read me karen marie moning book now really addicted to the faefever stories now don't know why it took me so long in starting them!! nearly finished book 3.
kira coloured in her cast tonight the bit the nurse put on that she could colour on lol. she has done spongebob on it!! and her name. i had to do some  flowers. she will get a new one on thursday and will be able to colour more on that one lol.

friday

yesterday i went upto salisbury with jeanluc up there an hour n half which is good for him!! kira went to oscars supposed to be there till 6pm. got a call from dad they phoned him up to say that kira fell of her scooter and was crying. so dad went to pick her up i rushed into mums. we went to dr's to see if anyone could look at her the lady at reception rude as hell. chap was gobsmacked behind us he went she's a child surely they would look at her quickly!! feel like writing them a letter of complaint. didn't look like they had allot of people in there waiting at all.
went into blandford a & e they were good chap aunty said is the matron in there. he was funny, he gave kira some calpol to calm down the pain she was having. it started swelling up so went upto salisbury hospital, only because craig is up there and thought he would get there quick to see her. txt him at 4.29 to say we were going up there to meet us at a&e he didn't txt back so called him to see if he got txt he said he was in town. i said she wanted him there he went i'll get back. thought he'd be there waiting for her but nope didn't turn up till gone 5.30 he was in salisbury?? don't take an hour to get back and change into a work uniform surely??.   then he said he had to go to work after 6pm??. she kept saying she missed him he went have youuuuuuuu i felt like saying yeah you haven't seen them since 19th december but kept quiet!!
he said he was going to find time today to call her???. not phoned her as yet or txt me to ask if she was ok.  any other dad would of txt this morning to ask if she was ok how she was but not him. but that's him.
i had txt from others to ask how she was even oscars, mum n dad phoned first thing. blandford hospital called this afternoon to see what they did up there which i thought was fantastic!! but not a thing from him. he does has breaks if he's working so uncaring.  sent him 7 txts last night letting him know what was going on, not even responsed to any of them he must have his phone on at work everyone else had them on them in there i noticed.
we went into mums today i took all phones in just in cased he did call, jeanluc got his hair cut so short again yeah no hair fiddiling!!  went into reeves while we waited for them kira had a spongebob cake chatted to chap in there that works in there as i know him he's funny.  went to nanny's and me and dad went n got a chinese for lunch oh it was yum!! we all ate the lot lol. jeanluc wanted a layered salad from the morrisons salad bar he loves it.  jeanluc staying at mum n dad's so dad is taking him to youthclub in the morning so kira and i can have a sleep in. she was up early this morning. at least i haven't given her any calpol since midday so that's good.

wednesday

took kira to dorchester today she had her haircut with my hairdresser. it's lovely!! he curled it when he dried it and she had a big grin on her face!!  we went into the museum tutankanum sp?? she loves it in there. filled out a quiz lady was impressed she got allot of it right. she gave her the harder quiz she said last time she went she would of had the 7-9 yr old ones. so she was impressed.
we went in the old tea room kira had sandwich i had chocolate fudge cake oh yum!! she went with clotted cream i went daft question?? lol.
sent off jan's atc's got some more easiyo yoghurt i found the banana ones yummy. jeanluc went mad when i told him i got some!! just a shame i made strawberry last night!!
kira at oscars all day tomorrow they going to manic monsters so she will have fun.
 she's got my pink ebook reader at mum n dad's, reading her jacqueline wilson books. she loves her!! she couldn't put it down last night. i told her it's still my ebook reader lol. i think i might of lost it somehow!!
i taped anne of green gables today i love that film!! i remember reading the book and falling in love with the story line. i saw they had a series link on it so hoping it's the 2nd film they done. will put them onto dvd. got two postcards today one from finland and the other from netherlands, i had 3 postcards i sent received!! germany took 2 day's how flipping quick is that!! i wrote out three more today will send them off tomorrow. switzerland, germany and netherlands.
right i'm off to bed to read my karen marie moning book faefever series i've gotten into i'm on book3 started it earlier on tonight

monday

went into town this morning picked up stuff for there packed lunches for oscars tomorrow. jeanluc decided he wanted something from the morrisons salad bar. he loves there pasta n ham they do on there. kira got two one for today and tomorrow lol.  they decided to stay round mums which was good as i attacked his room yet again!! he exploded in it  yesterday. chucked allot out as well. you can walk in it again yeah.
he was very quiet tonight kept looking at his phone he's not happy with his dad for not seeing them since december been 3 months now, he only lives 20mins up the road disgusting!!  i said why don't you txt dad he went why should i?? he should phone me i thought true!!.  i don't know how he lives with himself for what he's doing to them. it's effecting jeanluc badly, kira not bothered. .
he's not txt him to see if his phone is working again i went tell him he went why should i?? lol.  he swore yesterday it was really funny trying to tell him off without laughing was extremely hard!! then he came down and said sorry for saying the f word but saying it fully again lol. mum was on the phone at the time mum went stop laughing i went i can't hehe.  i can tell when he's been sitting next to a certain boy at school as he swears with his aspergers every other word.
they got oscars tomorrow both of them yeah peace time!! the are supposedly making pizza hoping they do as jeanluc is looking forward to that he done it at school last week. i must find a pizza dough recipe and do it with them at home.   actually been stitching on stitch a photo tonight been working on the eye's area it's fiddily as hell!!
kira and i had roast chicken tonight yummy picked all the chicken off ready for stir fry tomorrow then made a soup with the bones n left overs. i love home made soup soon as it was done i had a bowl so did kira lol. it won't last long!! sent off 3 postcards today germany, czech republic and china not sent to china yet be interesting to see how long that one takes. germany is usually 3 day's they are extremely quick quicker than our post!!.  got one from czech republic, philipenes yesterday pretty cards. they gone in kira's album.even with the weird one i didn't like just turned it around so dont see the photo!! dad said to keep it.

saturday

stayed in today kira had a nice long lay in she missed grandad coming in dropping off jeanluc's tablets.
jeanluc been sat down here with me playing on the hotwheels website a game on there.  
i started reading diana palmers dangerous finally book on kilraven yeah!!
he's got one of his new tshirts on looks really nice on him. i got him a mans small size in primark fits him lovely. might get some more of those if they got them in poole.
he weren't amused we stayed in sulked for a bit i went you are off this week we can go out in the week oh yeah he went.
had to kick him out of living room for half n hour to get a bit of a breather he's extremely clingy at the moment. getting lots of cuddles tried to massage my shoulders  it got tickilish lol. been trying  to control times today but i went deaf don't think jeanluc liked that.

friday

went to bournemouth today with grandad and kira, she had a staff training day today. we went to build a bear workshop she loved it in there!! was half n hour thought we be in there longer!! got a lovely dog bear for £15 then she picked up an outfit and some shoes. put a woof woof noise in it lol. kept playing it on the way home!!
she wants to go in there again!!
i loved primark in bournemouth the most tidiest store i've been in for primark!! huge as well. got jeanluc some new tops cheap £1.90 seen some jeans will get them next time and get mum to take them up. as they are in the mens section dad measured his waist so we knew what to look for. just wasn't sure if he'd like them.
went to tower park had lunch in georgie porgies yummy, picked them up kfc for tea. i heated it up in the halogen oven instead of the microwave came out warmer!!.
got the fire on and it's making me tired!! wanted to stitch tonight bt probably wont do now. got a diana palmer book today. might start reading that.

thursday

staying in today enjoying my last day of peace!! kira off on staff traninng day tomorrow.
  just got a postcard in the post from the postcrossing club i'm sure some people dont think!! put down it was for kids to see different postcards, not a sicky one like i had today i'm putting it in the bin not keeping it!! got a guillatene sp? with a arm through it heads on the floor half bodies with other things on it. man hold what seems to be a brain what on earth made them send a card like that?? i know it's an art picture but gross!!! yuck.
i not even said thankyou just registered it to let them know it's here. think they will realise i dont like the card by not putting a note with it yuck.
kids ds games are here that i got them so they will be happy tonight!! kira got cubs tonight.bet she won't wanna go!! still feel grossed out over postcard eeek.
gona get some stitching out in abit and work on sap. i read an old anne mather book on my ebooks last night enjoyed it. funny i got the book and it seems to of been updated to using mobile phones lol.

tuesday

went to poole today with dad, got lots in 99p shop today snacks full up now ready for next week!! got a photo album for the postcards we've put them all in there now.  even the large ones fit in it!!
got kira the book she wanted and some books for jeanluc they had some phineas n ferbs in tesco's. some of the jokes are funny.
when i got back signpost phoned up they had a cancelation this afternoon so they came out to fix the drip by kitchen door. was underneath the bath he said he'll place another job for the wall above the door. he sealed it so hopefully shoudn't fall down. 
jeanluc going to see midnight summers dream tomorow in yeovil. wonder if he'll sit through it lol.

monday

ahhhh jeanluc made me and kira a valentine card cute. stayed in today and done some stitching and sorting out washing last load on yeah.
got a drip above my door in the kitchen where the bathroom is. think it's to do with the new taps that were put in the bath the other week. even lady said that when i reported the fault. she asked me how big was the drip lol bit me tongue was tempted to answer haha.
looks like they will have to replace the  wall above the door as that's cracking and when i nudged it it wobbled. latest to come out was thursday??? probably be fallen down by then!!
been doing some knitting on kira's knitting nancy she went it's a knitting doll i went my nan used to call it a knitting nancy!! she don't believe me!!
mind you back then i remember nan sticking nails in a old cotton  spin thingy and she used to do it with that.
got a ebook today from m&b they had an offer on every hour i missed out on the one i wanted bummer. so got this one the new regency collection. gonna go bed and start reading it in a bit. hopefully jeanluc might be asleep early tonight he had nightmare last night so was in bed with me for a while. made me jump out me skin last night though got in bed and i jumped lol, he doesn't do that often. usually shouts in his room.
he's got swimming tomorrow so need to get his kit ready. then wednesday he's off to see midnights summer dream i remember seeing that in london, i had christopher biggins sat next to me!! it was in a outside theatre i can't remember the name of it though.
i haven't even watched glee tonight will watch that tomorrow. got glued into me stitching.

saturday

someone must of been having a party somewhere in the village last night all i could hear was boom boom boom. loud music banging till 2am. was shattered eventually got to sleep.
we went to youthclub this morning, jeanluc managed to stay for 2 hours!! really good for him. kira had fun with one of the girls she done allot of colouring and cutting out old calenders.
we went to mum n dad's after had fish n chips, dad got two large portions me and kira shared. usually ends up eating half of my fish anyway i said just to get that she all that was on her plate loved it.
came home and kira started to put things away in his room i asked her to tidy her room!! she was doing his room typical eh lol. trying to find all the dsi pens.
we had the garlic cheese pizza yeah tonight they got it back in iceland yum!!  jeanluc went ohhhhhhhh old pizza back. 
been stitching a birthday atc, got some lovely patterns in wocs mag. stitching up quick as well. will do another one tomorrow. half term creeping up on us!! they want to do oscars this time. kira is off friday staff stupid training day, will take her to build a bear workshop. she not been in the shop before but we get things on the website she loves them. she's been saving her money up. with what she's got she can get one outfit lol.  i'll buy her some more things. no doubt end up with another bear!! be fun getting her out of the shop i said to dad better take a book to read hehe.

friday

went to dorchester today had me hair cut. it was really long got it to me shoulders again now. thom cut loads off!! we went in wetherspoons after yummy i love there spicy prawns. it was funny mum went in and got her and dad a drink didn't see dad there. dad went in got himself a drink then saw mum so he had two pints of lemon and lime lol.
just as well as the chicken was spicy on the sharer mum had half of it lol.  booked kira in with thom, i prewarned her she won't shut up lol. he said to take her brush in as i got it in there really good brush it detangles knots in the hair. i got three of them now!! for when she hides them lol.
youth club tomorrow so will sort out me stitching. might do some birthday atc's. wocs mag got some lovely patterns in this month really cute.
got some books in the heart shop m&b old ones she went they used to be 60p now £1 each didn't say they go for £1.99 on ebay lol.
then came home and my m&b books arrived and right ammount in it this time!! they forgot one book last month. i got a free riva book as well will read that one.
jeanluc put something down the bath sink yesterday dont know what it bunged it up. i got some cilit bang today done it three times and the water now goes down allot faster than it did lol.
watching coach trip already watched it tonight when kira got home but jeanluc wanted it on as well lol.  can't wait for the new series next week. gonna get stitching out in a bit and do some tonight!! catch up with tv.

saturday

stayed in today, jeanluc didnt wake upt ill 10am must of needed it. he was a little sh*t when grandad came in. dad got me some more easiyo yoghurt 6 packets. and some treats for them jeanluc tried to get some coke i went no not this time of morning.  he tried to barge pass me to get it iwent your not having it.
he kicked off and i put my arms out to stop him he grabbed my arms to try n push me backwards to the coke i took off him and he twisted my arm.   been hurting all day like a burn mark on it where he twisted it
dad got hold of him and was trying to get him out of the kitchen he was so strong dad had probs got him on the sofa calmed him down a bit kira went to cuddle dad and jeanluc hit her!!
dad didn't half shout at him!!  he's not spoken to me since lmao.
got some chicken barbecue breasts from iceland glad i put some nuggets in as well spicy!! i'll like it lol.
kira laughing away at her fireman sam she loves te new ones. i taped it this  morning it was on for 2 hours i'l put it on the archos for her so i don't have to watch it lol.

friday

stayed in today, i stitched up a birthday atc used some cute birthday peel off's. gonna do some more stitching tonight. 
while catching up with tv.
made up a vanilla easiyo yoghurt will be ready for the morning. jeanluc loved the strawberry for brekkie.  dad is going to get me some more tomorrow as they are half price.
he brought me in a gas bottle tonght have missed that.
it was funny normally it takes an age for it to click in, it went in first attempt tonight even dad was shocked lol.
been watching voyager again heaven!! on atlantic i like that channel.
got a postcard from germany today so i got 20 cards now!! kira gonna take them into cubs when we get more to show them.  

thursday

went down town today, jeanluc went back to school could tell he better as he was doing his noises and arm movements as  bus turned up lol.   i'm knackered thought didn't go to sleep till 12.40am.
my book arrived yeah an old anne mather i've been trying to get hold of for ages usually goes for allot i don't think they reaslied what they had!! it was under £2 hehe. i'll be reading that to keep me awake!!
got a postcard from finland with moomins on i loved watching the moomins!!
dad picking me up a gas bottle tomorow for gas heater yeah. i love that on in the morning.
i went in julian graves they had a 50% sale on i was going in anyway for easiyo yoghurts. i picked up a new maker as it was half price as well and pink hehe.  i got lots of packets. must go in again before next thursday!!  i got strawberry one in it at the moment trouble is you have to wait 8 hours lol.
just realised my book has been signed ohhhhhhhhhhhh a keeper!! been wanting this book for yonks
done a iceland shop so freezer full up again. got enough choccie in!!

wednesday

got jeanluc home today he not well, he kept coughing last night but didn't wake up till 8.45. very unlike him!!  i txt bus early so they didn't come out and phoned up school.
he's on his puter at the moment playing and coughing. gave him some ibrophen dad dropped around for him. and got me some choccie yeah.
cooked him some chicken popcorn from iceland only took 6 mins in the halogen oven he happy boy eating them at the moment!!
started to watch sky atlantic last night but went to bed  i'll watch the rest of that programme tonight when they in bed too much swearing on it for me to watch now. i'm watching first voyage yummmmmmy

tuesday

stayed in today half expected jeanluc's school to phone up as he wasn't well. but didn't want to miss seeing jason as he thought he left tomorrow. it was today he went as sam came back.  he was not himself but determined to go in!! 
done some stitching on stitch a photo and played on puzzle hearts on fb love that!!. 
had a lovely evening up till 7.30 kira went up stairs then kicked off, had a huge screaming session high pitch screaming session asked why her dad doesn't love her i went you'll have to ask dad about that i can't answer for him. she went he don't phone up so how can i!! i had to hold back a laugh the way she said it.
into feb and he's only spoken to them twice good eh!! not.  i showed her the txt i sent on saturday about there phone not working battery died have to phone my phone or home phone not a dicky bird from him.

wonder if he's telling them he not allowed to phone up it's not true he can speak to his kids all he likes but he has to lift up a hand to pick up a phone and call them, even better get off his backside to come and see them. he's  not seen them since the 19 december. i gave up saying i'm going upto salisbury on a txt as everytime he was working. they will realise soon they are better off without him.  best thing he ever did was walking out on me 2 years has gone by soooooooooooo quickly!! it's been heaven!!
 that my rant over!! i really feel for the kids not fair he's treating them like this i don't care if he sees them or not it's kira and jeanluc that want a relationship with him, and that is what counts what they want.