monday

poor jeanluc last night, he was up till 1am crying wanting to know why craig won't phone him up or see him anymore. i went jeanluc whats up he went i'm not sure like he alway's does. in the end i got it out of him. he went why don't he love us mum?? he went if he did he'd phone wouldn't he??
he's so ruddy cruel i wish he could see how upset they both are!! it's him that's missing out on them as he's not seen them since 19th december last year.   i don't know how he lives with himself.
i thought it was cheek last time he was down saying he does miss them he's really shown it this year eh by not seeing them. i don't count when i took kira to a&e as he went off after 20mins apparantly working i doubt it.
kira wrote him an email yesterday, i said to jeanluc to do the same thing he went what the point he never replies to anything!! he went he never replied to the txt you sent him mum!! reminding him it's his birthday as kira never got her birthday card on her birthday from him last year i thought was off.
went to toysrus today wanted to see if they had a spongebob set in he wants they didn't have it in so will go n look for something tomorrow.  i know what he wants in entertainer he loves it in there at the moment.  i've seen a scooter as well i'm also tempted to get him to cheer him up. he really needs it this week.
kira had her skirt on today she looked lovely in it!! will get her another one of those. hoping jeanluc sleeps tonight i'm knackered!!

sunday

thunder n lightnening this weekend friday was awful!! kira sonked all thru it!! godknows how!! yesterday we went to youthclub i managed to do some stitching while there i took in a birthday cake.
today we went to poole, got kira a skirt in asda for school 12-13years!! will get another one when i go down again. need a dress but they didn't have that size in.
mum said they had one at castlepoint she wished she picked it up typical eh!!  jeanluc got a fireman sam figure they got loads of them in there so he can get some more when he gets his birthday money.
he was allot better in there today as kira went in the dressing room to try on skirt the 11-12 fit but i thought the bigger size be better on her and last longer. 
we had a picnic in the car at lunchtime then went back into mums on way home. he wanted to come home as he got some boules he wanted to play with!! johnny behind plays it and he's got jeanluc addicted to it lol. soon as he saw him in the garden he asked if he could go  round and play on there grass was round there for 30mins playing it.
then he went back around again with his dsi and sat with them. i think he does it to escape kira!! lol. she not happy at all at the moment really upset with craig. she asked me today if he still loved her i went only dad can tell you that, she went can i send him a email i went course you can. so she worded it i had to type it. i hope he responds to her. as she is finding it hard him not contacting she went nanny pat can phone up why can't he??? 
gotta fill up tank for mower tomorrow so i can finish the rest of the garden i cut the top end today. really easier now since john fixed it for me cuts so much quicker!!
not done any stitching yet today probably won't do i'm tired need some sleep tonight!! hoping it won't thunder again as jeanluc hates it. he was in with me friday night till 1am!!  soon as it started last night they were both down here straight away. it's chucking it down now and looking like we might get it again.  might have a go on the zumba i love it!! kira had fun on it as well earlier.
might read a m&b book tonight before me new ones turn up.

friday

went down town this morning got a birthday cake for youth club tomorrow.  zumba wii game arrived it's fun!! kira and i had ago hehe. it certainly makes you work out!! 
got jeanluc a fab card today he will love it!! as it's what he watches at the moment it was just him to a t when i saw it lol.
got some lovely photo's of him cooking today in his diary he made cheese scones on tuesday i never saw any get home lmao.
done allot on stitch a photo today on the background by katie. she knows it's for her now yeah.

thursday

went round mums today they went out and i stayed in to see if a delivery turned up it didn't, but i  got allot of stitching done!! and yeah katie now knows the stitch a photo is for her and luke. so no secret anymore phew!! stitched aboved katie's head today on the background very fiddily it was. 
jeanluc in a fowl mood again this morning i wont let him have mayo sarnie for brekkie as i said he's starting to put on weight i went no your eating normal brekkie now. he kicked off i went you've been eating normal brekkie every morning!!  then went on a i hate dad mode not in those words!! lol. funny hearing him swear when he don't normally swear!!
as i don't allow it in the house now since he left it's lovely not hearing it anymore. but seem odd coming out of jeanluc lol. ohhhhhhhhhh turning into a teenager already!!
kira came back from cubs upset saying she wanted to leave cubs wouldn't tell me why then i got it out of her, she went to get her inhaler john tripped up over her foot??? and snapped at her i went well it wasn't your fault.   he should of been looking where he was going!! she went that's what grandad said. i went don't worry about it he can be really abrupt at times.
she went he stormed off she went i said sorry i said that's good but it wasn't your fault so forget it about it.  then she went on about cub camp she wanted to go so i guess it was forgotten!! lol.
till next week no doubt.
got a letter in bag today for tuck shop to make cakes n biscuits it's her classes turn for tomorrow??? i thought a bit late notice eh. hoping zumba turns up tomorrow we wanna play it!! kira is itching to get on it. i wonder if you can get extra belts for it???

wednesday

went down town this morning got shopping, got jeanluc a lovely rug for his room. it's huge!!  great nephew 2 today so took my pressie in for mum n dad to give him they were going around for tea.
we had craft club at jeanluc's school soon as i got in there he kicked off wanted dsi out of my bag twisted my arm right back to try n get bag off my back.  i wouldn't let him have it so he bent me arm and it really hurt.
one of the dad's helped me out he went don't his dad help with this sort of thing i went nope, he's not seen him this year he went W
HAT i went not seen him this year. and only lives 20mins up the road he went your joking i went nope.  he went god you got a handful with jeanluc i went i know. i went none of that lot want to see them up there. he said you have it really hard at home i went yeah but he's really lovable at times!!
he was really good at art so he done kira a tomato on foam so she stuck it onto her board ready for next weeks session. we had to press patterns in that polisterine sp??? stuff it was fun jeanluc liked that bit!! he used the top of his fruit shoot bottle. came out good. he made a cucumber in foam and put it on the board and done round cucumbers lol. stuck them all on board. kira done sausages on her board. laura gave me some more to do at home with them it's fun.

tuesday

stayed in today had to go through jeanluc's room stripped his bed, thought that was smell socks yuck!! all in the wash now. window was wide open for the morning.  found his dsi xl under his bed!! should of looked there first really eh lol.
kira and i had ago on just dance when she got home wondered how i knew the words to monster mash hehe. made he do that song twice!! my arms killing me now lol.
we were doing the zumba  when they were doing it on qvc she loves it. glad i got the game coming. it was really cheap on amazon. been eyeing it up for ages. she loves the dance games.
mum got the zumba dvd on qvc today dad said he'll put them on my archos so she can do them as well hehe.  trying to watch perfect chinese but she keeps yacking!! wanted see how they done the chowmein. will watch it again later on.
gonna get stitching out later on and work on stitch a photo. gotta go in and take my great nephew birthday pressie in tomorrow he's 2!! had to wrap it quick before jeanluc saw it it's a garage he would of wanted it lol. we got our craft course again at jeanluc's school tomorrow it was fun last week.

sunday

stayed in today kids played out in garden most of the day, in between kick off sessions!! think kira is having a bad dad day!! i hope his ears are burning as he's been called a few names today.   some i was shocked she even knew lol. but couldn't correct her as they were correct for him!!
i just let her let rip and she felt better after!! it's mean not contacting them for 2 months she asked me if he still loves her i went i can't answer that i went only dad can answer that one, she went well he aint being a dad is he??  she said grandad better at that!!  she went he hasn't even seen jeanluc this year i went he only saw you as i told him to get to a&e or you wouldn't of seen him!!
at least she got it all off her chest so hopefully tomorrow she'll be a bit happier!!
 just heard there might be some teacher strikes hopefully not at jeanluc's school!! fingers crossed. they've only just had a holiday!!
gonna attempt stitching tonight now they gone quiet. they both reckon they getting up for a tom n jerry film in the morning and watching it. said i can have a lie in lol. that won't happen!!
got the salmon bites out of iceland didn't think jeanluc would like them he tried them without even moaning about it!! shocked me that!! he keeps going on about a pineapple upside down cake!! as someone made one and took to the street party yesterday he really liked it!! mum has found a recipe and gonna make him one. he liked her coffee cake today took the walnuts off the top but didn't tell him there were nuts inside the cake lmao. he went it really does taste better without the nuts in it i grinned