monday

poor jeanluc last night, he was up till 1am crying wanting to know why craig won't phone him up or see him anymore. i went jeanluc whats up he went i'm not sure like he alway's does. in the end i got it out of him. he went why don't he love us mum?? he went if he did he'd phone wouldn't he??
he's so ruddy cruel i wish he could see how upset they both are!! it's him that's missing out on them as he's not seen them since 19th december last year.   i don't know how he lives with himself.
i thought it was cheek last time he was down saying he does miss them he's really shown it this year eh by not seeing them. i don't count when i took kira to a&e as he went off after 20mins apparantly working i doubt it.
kira wrote him an email yesterday, i said to jeanluc to do the same thing he went what the point he never replies to anything!! he went he never replied to the txt you sent him mum!! reminding him it's his birthday as kira never got her birthday card on her birthday from him last year i thought was off.
went to toysrus today wanted to see if they had a spongebob set in he wants they didn't have it in so will go n look for something tomorrow.  i know what he wants in entertainer he loves it in there at the moment.  i've seen a scooter as well i'm also tempted to get him to cheer him up. he really needs it this week.
kira had her skirt on today she looked lovely in it!! will get her another one of those. hoping jeanluc sleeps tonight i'm knackered!!