saturday

someone must of been having a party somewhere in the village last night all i could hear was boom boom boom. loud music banging till 2am. was shattered eventually got to sleep.
we went to youthclub this morning, jeanluc managed to stay for 2 hours!! really good for him. kira had fun with one of the girls she done allot of colouring and cutting out old calenders.
we went to mum n dad's after had fish n chips, dad got two large portions me and kira shared. usually ends up eating half of my fish anyway i said just to get that she all that was on her plate loved it.
came home and kira started to put things away in his room i asked her to tidy her room!! she was doing his room typical eh lol. trying to find all the dsi pens.
we had the garlic cheese pizza yeah tonight they got it back in iceland yum!!  jeanluc went ohhhhhhhh old pizza back. 
been stitching a birthday atc, got some lovely patterns in wocs mag. stitching up quick as well. will do another one tomorrow. half term creeping up on us!! they want to do oscars this time. kira is off friday staff stupid training day, will take her to build a bear workshop. she not been in the shop before but we get things on the website she loves them. she's been saving her money up. with what she's got she can get one outfit lol.  i'll buy her some more things. no doubt end up with another bear!! be fun getting her out of the shop i said to dad better take a book to read hehe.

friday

went to dorchester today had me hair cut. it was really long got it to me shoulders again now. thom cut loads off!! we went in wetherspoons after yummy i love there spicy prawns. it was funny mum went in and got her and dad a drink didn't see dad there. dad went in got himself a drink then saw mum so he had two pints of lemon and lime lol.
just as well as the chicken was spicy on the sharer mum had half of it lol.  booked kira in with thom, i prewarned her she won't shut up lol. he said to take her brush in as i got it in there really good brush it detangles knots in the hair. i got three of them now!! for when she hides them lol.
youth club tomorrow so will sort out me stitching. might do some birthday atc's. wocs mag got some lovely patterns in this month really cute.
got some books in the heart shop m&b old ones she went they used to be 60p now £1 each didn't say they go for £1.99 on ebay lol.
then came home and my m&b books arrived and right ammount in it this time!! they forgot one book last month. i got a free riva book as well will read that one.
jeanluc put something down the bath sink yesterday dont know what it bunged it up. i got some cilit bang today done it three times and the water now goes down allot faster than it did lol.
watching coach trip already watched it tonight when kira got home but jeanluc wanted it on as well lol.  can't wait for the new series next week. gonna get stitching out in a bit and do some tonight!! catch up with tv.

saturday

stayed in today, jeanluc didnt wake upt ill 10am must of needed it. he was a little sh*t when grandad came in. dad got me some more easiyo yoghurt 6 packets. and some treats for them jeanluc tried to get some coke i went no not this time of morning.  he tried to barge pass me to get it iwent your not having it.
he kicked off and i put my arms out to stop him he grabbed my arms to try n push me backwards to the coke i took off him and he twisted my arm.   been hurting all day like a burn mark on it where he twisted it
dad got hold of him and was trying to get him out of the kitchen he was so strong dad had probs got him on the sofa calmed him down a bit kira went to cuddle dad and jeanluc hit her!!
dad didn't half shout at him!!  he's not spoken to me since lmao.
got some chicken barbecue breasts from iceland glad i put some nuggets in as well spicy!! i'll like it lol.
kira laughing away at her fireman sam she loves te new ones. i taped it this  morning it was on for 2 hours i'l put it on the archos for her so i don't have to watch it lol.

friday

stayed in today, i stitched up a birthday atc used some cute birthday peel off's. gonna do some more stitching tonight. 
while catching up with tv.
made up a vanilla easiyo yoghurt will be ready for the morning. jeanluc loved the strawberry for brekkie.  dad is going to get me some more tomorrow as they are half price.
he brought me in a gas bottle tonght have missed that.
it was funny normally it takes an age for it to click in, it went in first attempt tonight even dad was shocked lol.
been watching voyager again heaven!! on atlantic i like that channel.
got a postcard from germany today so i got 20 cards now!! kira gonna take them into cubs when we get more to show them.  

thursday

went down town today, jeanluc went back to school could tell he better as he was doing his noises and arm movements as  bus turned up lol.   i'm knackered thought didn't go to sleep till 12.40am.
my book arrived yeah an old anne mather i've been trying to get hold of for ages usually goes for allot i don't think they reaslied what they had!! it was under £2 hehe. i'll be reading that to keep me awake!!
got a postcard from finland with moomins on i loved watching the moomins!!
dad picking me up a gas bottle tomorow for gas heater yeah. i love that on in the morning.
i went in julian graves they had a 50% sale on i was going in anyway for easiyo yoghurts. i picked up a new maker as it was half price as well and pink hehe.  i got lots of packets. must go in again before next thursday!!  i got strawberry one in it at the moment trouble is you have to wait 8 hours lol.
just realised my book has been signed ohhhhhhhhhhhh a keeper!! been wanting this book for yonks
done a iceland shop so freezer full up again. got enough choccie in!!

wednesday

got jeanluc home today he not well, he kept coughing last night but didn't wake up till 8.45. very unlike him!!  i txt bus early so they didn't come out and phoned up school.
he's on his puter at the moment playing and coughing. gave him some ibrophen dad dropped around for him. and got me some choccie yeah.
cooked him some chicken popcorn from iceland only took 6 mins in the halogen oven he happy boy eating them at the moment!!
started to watch sky atlantic last night but went to bed  i'll watch the rest of that programme tonight when they in bed too much swearing on it for me to watch now. i'm watching first voyage yummmmmmy

tuesday

stayed in today half expected jeanluc's school to phone up as he wasn't well. but didn't want to miss seeing jason as he thought he left tomorrow. it was today he went as sam came back.  he was not himself but determined to go in!! 
done some stitching on stitch a photo and played on puzzle hearts on fb love that!!. 
had a lovely evening up till 7.30 kira went up stairs then kicked off, had a huge screaming session high pitch screaming session asked why her dad doesn't love her i went you'll have to ask dad about that i can't answer for him. she went he don't phone up so how can i!! i had to hold back a laugh the way she said it.
into feb and he's only spoken to them twice good eh!! not.  i showed her the txt i sent on saturday about there phone not working battery died have to phone my phone or home phone not a dicky bird from him.

wonder if he's telling them he not allowed to phone up it's not true he can speak to his kids all he likes but he has to lift up a hand to pick up a phone and call them, even better get off his backside to come and see them. he's  not seen them since the 19 december. i gave up saying i'm going upto salisbury on a txt as everytime he was working. they will realise soon they are better off without him.  best thing he ever did was walking out on me 2 years has gone by soooooooooooo quickly!! it's been heaven!!
 that my rant over!! i really feel for the kids not fair he's treating them like this i don't care if he sees them or not it's kira and jeanluc that want a relationship with him, and that is what counts what they want.