tuesday

stayed in today half expected jeanluc's school to phone up as he wasn't well. but didn't want to miss seeing jason as he thought he left tomorrow. it was today he went as sam came back.  he was not himself but determined to go in!! 
done some stitching on stitch a photo and played on puzzle hearts on fb love that!!. 
had a lovely evening up till 7.30 kira went up stairs then kicked off, had a huge screaming session high pitch screaming session asked why her dad doesn't love her i went you'll have to ask dad about that i can't answer for him. she went he don't phone up so how can i!! i had to hold back a laugh the way she said it.
into feb and he's only spoken to them twice good eh!! not.  i showed her the txt i sent on saturday about there phone not working battery died have to phone my phone or home phone not a dicky bird from him.

wonder if he's telling them he not allowed to phone up it's not true he can speak to his kids all he likes but he has to lift up a hand to pick up a phone and call them, even better get off his backside to come and see them. he's  not seen them since the 19 december. i gave up saying i'm going upto salisbury on a txt as everytime he was working. they will realise soon they are better off without him.  best thing he ever did was walking out on me 2 years has gone by soooooooooooo quickly!! it's been heaven!!
 that my rant over!! i really feel for the kids not fair he's treating them like this i don't care if he sees them or not it's kira and jeanluc that want a relationship with him, and that is what counts what they want.