took jeanluc upto salisbury today to get him out, mums friend sent him 5 in a get well card so he put it towards a yellow sonic in the entertainer he seen a few more he wants lol. they had lovely angry bird playing cards would he pick one up na only wanted the yellow sonic.
we went in 7 shops today!! dont normally do that  went in whs usually he hates it in there and let me go in snip behind the works they do that lovely wool with the holes you knit thru i love them. i got 3 today started on  one already black white n grrey kira is eyeing it up already.
jeanluc went that will shut mum up this afternoon rofl. i went i can knit n nag at the same time you know hehe. lady went be good name for a shop that knit and nag rofl.
grandad got him a new coat in bhs  30 down to 15. in the mens section dad went that good price 25 i went no now 15 he went even better lol.
i think he was hoping to have it when his cast is off but jeanluc loves it. so i don't think he'll be getting it back.
he had a bk today and went in game didn't see anything. we went in the teddy bear shop look at the mario ones they had in didn't want one he ill.
got home and grandad helped me get him in the bath no way can i manage getting him out of it dad had to lift him up to get out he can get in on his own but getting out is the hard bit he loved it while he was in there we washed his hair dad washed him, he gonna stay at there's this weekend so he can get in n out of grandad's bath better. gonna get help next week with a care worker coming in yeah.  just hope they let me know when they coming out so i can get bath ready when they get here.
locality social worker phoned up today she spoke to jeanluc on phone as he answered it lol, said he was fine but when we came back in after getting kira of bus he wanted a pain killer. will buy some more tomorrow. he wanted dinner upstairs  as he's led down kira took it up for him then he sent me a message on fb asking me to get his plate he had finished rofl.
he's been playing on farmville allot today saves me doing it lol.   i'm loving the new ghosts programmes on watch the haunted highway that was on last night really good and they got haunted collector on watch on monday looks really good kira loving it she's sat watching it with me lol.

was a phone day today they trying to sort out help for jeanluc bath time so i don't have to get him in and out of the bath on my own i  said he's a big lad.  had one helper phone this morning saying the other one phoned her up on thursday to let her know jeanluc was in hospital shows they talk to one another even though in different groups locality and swift fab ladies. she thnks she can get two baths a week with help getting him in and out hopefully fingers crossed or i'll be taking him into grandad's.
she went i'll phone the other lady to get help with bath time your not doing it on  your own as you can't he's a big lad.  then teacher phoned up to see how he was he's bringing the class in to see him tomorrow on way back from rylands farm he'll love that!! he said he won't let them come in incase they bang his arm there stand at front door so they can hand him there cards they've made cute.
he sent school his xray photo today so they can show his class lol. poor sec probably though yikes when she saw it lol. it's spectacular break!! made me feel sick looking at it. even more when i saw the metal in it on friday!!
nan n grandad popped in on way back from salisbury he gave grandad a huge cuddle we managed to get his tshirt on properly today
he's been playing on his tablet today angry bird space day makes a change from bad piggies.

jeanluc is home grandad just brought him back gave me a cuddle n went what we doing tomorrow i went nothing your not allowed to do anything lol.  2 weeks gonna be a long time for him being home me thinks!!!!!!!
dad got him in the bath this morning he put the sleeve on his arm he told me grandad also put a bin bag on it he went grandad flannel washed my hair. gonna take him into town thursday n get it cut though make it easier why he's in cast.
knitted a scarf when i was in hospital with him kira loves it not managed to take a photo of it as she ran off with it lol.  started another one today a lovely purple one with different shades of purple.
hoping his game turns up tomorrow i got as he loved the game they let him borrow at the hospital i went n ordered it for him he'll be on that all the time when it gets here.
he went on cityville today played that and farmville. 
kira managed to do her homework today with no arguements!! makes a change here was me looking for her maths hw book she went it's at school i thought mum had tidied it up lol. so i was hunting all over.

what a week!! not how i was expecting it to turn out!!. thought i'd be stuck at home not at salisbury hospital with jeanluc!!
poor mite slipped on playground on wednesday and didn't know what he had done so i took him to a&e in blandford surgeon said he's amazed they never called the ambulance.  we couldn't work out where he broken it thought it was wrist upto elbow so wasn't sure.
ended up going to salisbury for xray to find out he done a spectacular break in his elbow they were very impressed with and amazed he'd managed  it!!
they gave him a picture of his xray lol he wanted photo  of the one today he had done with the metal plate in his arm n all the screws he went i went theres 4 that's loads mum lol.
he wasn't sure on staying in but they gave him an ipad to play with and that was it lol. he found the tom talking cat app and that was it lol.  thursday was hell as he wasn't allowed to eat he kicked off for about 5 hours
he had his op yesterday at 1130 came out at 1pm could we wake him up!! na was down there in recovery for ages.  then went upstairs i went let me phone dad up he'll wake him up so i phoned up grandad told him to shout n wake him up put phone to eat ear he went jeanluc wake up now he sat up kissed the phone then threw up lmao.   we all cracked up lol.
he slept all day yesterday only woke up for meds then woke up at 8 wanted something to eat had 4 chips n one nugget then sonked out again till half past 12 for meds again.  i managed to get 4 hours sleep in then as well night before it was 2 hrs awful night.
then he went back off i woke up at 515 when they turned the light on in the room and off again  jeanluc fully woke up and was awake all day lovely boy
so glad to be home he couldn't remember grandad coming in last night n kissing him n him kissing grandad and kira giving him a kiss n hug he went whens grandad coming to see me i went he been lol.
got out of there this morning and took him into salisbury he so deserved a treat in entertainer.
then came back as he wanted nanny  i'm soooooo looking forward to my bed those beds are so uncomfy

yeah they gone back to school, jeanluc was not amused lol. he kicked off this morning.  due for more snow today so don't think he will be in tomorrow at least i've had a breather today!!
have stripped his bed filled out a form not enought space on there to say about him so i have had to fill out the back bit whole a4 page filled out lol. well she did say be honest and i have been just wasn't enough on there little paragraph bit!!  i cleaned the snow off the car as well this morning there was loads on it!! not that i can get it off the driveway!!stripped his bed  and sorted out clothes
 i'm gonna settle down n stitch for a bit now.

yeah jeanluc might be back at school tomorrow they had a long weeend off as both school closed on friday. first time for pimperne shutting before they get there lol.
had a txt from jeanluc's school at 6.16pm to say it would be open we will see what happens in the morning as our road don't look to good to drive out on if kira's bus don't show up she can stay off i'm not gonna attempt to drive out there.
been having fun stitching on stitch a  photo doesn't seem allot to be done on it but when i get stithcing on it there is still loads to do grrrrrrrrrrrrr me want a stitching fairy to come in the night and finish the ruddy thing lol.   wonder if i get a txt from kira's school in the morning.
friday kira spent most of the day with keeley she went at 8.30 didn't see her till 5pm lol. they were sledging on the hill having fun all day she certainly slept well!!
i have finished knitting first sqaure in the knit n stitch magazine started doing the 2nd sq n unpicked it then started it n unpicked it lol. i'm loosing my place on it knit a row purl a row will attempt it again tomorrow found a knitting counter app so will knit along with that fingers crossed i won't loose my place

started reading a new series got the first book read it loved it then got 2nd book why do i have to wait till may for the last one???? so not fair lol.  sylvia day the crossfire trioligy  really good story line.
went down town n got some shopping 5 people asked me where jeanluc was i went at school  got to till why ain't jeanluc with you uhhh he at school, only to be told that it had been snowing where his school is and road were bad this morning.  he still went to rylands farm so couldn't of been that bad for them to go there.
he said he saw snow on the hills on the way back from school.
sooooooo cold i'm debating on curling up in bed with my diana palmer ebook. nothing on tv 
yeah mum got her hearing aid today wahoo i've only been nagging her for 2 years to get one!! she keeps taking it out saying it makes a noise i went you got to get used to it. she said she could hear the radio in the conservatory that was on in the living room so much better.

been crocheting today was gonna be pencil case it went a bit wonky shape so ended up as a ipod cover lol.

yeah good meeting with lady yesterday going for one to one care for jeanluc hopefully for saturday's every weekend wahoooo.  i said i love him to bits but he's so hard work now he's taller than me!!
she was gobsmacked his dad lives 20mins away and can't be bothered with them i went doesn't bother me i went but it bothers jeanluc big time!! he hates it i said i prefer it as he's better when he's not winding him up with his stupid emails he sends him.   i showed her the emails she went but he's 15 this year and he don't think he can write his own emails i went i know daft eh!!
she wants to get something for kira as well as she say's she cares for him also like a young carer i went often she's telling him what to do and trying to get him dressed right she hates him going out with his clothes skew with lol.  i went i go to do it but she's already there sorting him out!!
i went anyone would think kira is the 14 year old and jeanluc is the 10year old!! not the other way around.
just see how long it takes now to get this all moving!! he can't wait as it mean he go swimming every other saturday he's not at youth club and someone will take him to youth club so we can go out.
it's just to hard to take him out shopping now it's a nightmare i end up with a headache just after 45mins in poole i can't take him to salisbury as he's forever looking for his dad to see if he can see him in salisbury it's awful.   i don't think he realises what effect he's had on jeanluc emotionally at all.  i sometimes think he forgets that jeanluc has autism and is a very smart young lad. who is extremely fab with computer at what he does with it amazing.
he looked so lovely today they all commented on him at youth club today leader went crikey jeanluc you had a growth spurt lol. he had his chino's on i love those and was reading his book.  kira was drawing with harry minecraft nattering as well lol.
they stayed at mum n dad's after lunch chinese yum and i came home on my own for a bit. attempted to knit a headband that was in a knittng mag mmmmmmm 92st cast on knit 2 then purl 2 i got in so much o f a pickle with it i ended up giving up lol. will attempt it again tomorrow. i can't fathom out the round knitting needles for the life of me they were being cursed rofl.   i took my stitching to yc but never got any done as we were nattering allot lol. and i had reese sat by me we were chatting away he's lovely one of jeanluc's class mates. 

attempted to crochet again last night i just can't get my sqaures to stay that lol. they go wonky on me.
will have another go with just doing one colour later on.
want to watch wendy poole at 11am but i got a feeling the locality lady is coming around then i can't remember what time she said on phone yesterday she was popping in.
i'm hoping we will get some respite for jeanluc she did say it might be done in activities for him so fingers crossed only taken me 4 years to get this sorted out!!
since his dad left i've been forever trying to get social workers to help  they haven't wanted to do anything but now got locality and swift helping.   been people coming in left right n centre the last week not been out anywhere!!
so i've done lots of stitching on stitch a photo loads on katies flowers they were driving me nuts last night.  will get it out again today and stitch.
i'm so cold i have got the fire on it was freezing out there this morning even jeanluc didn't wait outside which is unlike him lol.   i'm looking on pinterest for crochet patterns to do i can crochet round things lol. i've seen some angry birds patterns i'd love to have ago at those.

finished stitching two atc's one for birthday atc swap one for a birthday thread swap nearly finishing another one. just hope i don't loose them this time round i still didn't find the ones i completed last year n tidied up n got them lost lol.
been crocheting a flower tonight loved doing this might try the one that wendy poole does on the dvd it's lovely. 
jeanluc feeling allot better today he got up at11am didn't see grandad as he came and got kira she's staying there's  this weekend. mum getting her on the sewing machine i think she might be getting  my brother one out as she can't fathom out the small machine she brought kira for xmas.  i had one before and i chucked it as i couldn't fathom it out!!

stitching on stitch a photo today on the photo in the background more cursing than stitching lol.  will get more done tonight while watching big brother wahoooo can't wait for that to start
i am stitching on a birthday atc that is the 3rd one now stitching all on one bit of aida then i will make them up.
had a good morning lady came out to see jeanluc about respite care at last!! might be getting somehere. no help from social services mind you had to go a different away around getting it. his teacher got involved said i need more time with kira and maybe me time.
so might not be going to youth club soon he'll be going with a helper fingers crossed!! be lovely that.
she saw him how loud he was she went is he like that all the time i went gets even louder at bedtime!!
been trying to import kira's cd to her ipod how long does itunes take now crikey it's on a go slow used to put cd in and was up so fast not now don't like it.
i guess they want you to buy from there itunes store instead.
i have read diana palmer new book paper husband i enjoyed that opened it up new years day morning lol midnight as available from the 1st and i had finished it by 1.40am lol.
well i couldn't sleep anyway with this god awful cold i go!!   can't believe i'l be 40 this year crikey.
and my baby be going upto upper school where has the time flown!!