jeanluc upset with his dad again for not phoning over xmas, he went he's had both numbers he don't care no more. wasn't amused with his email to him.   dad made me delete one didn't want him reading it he went no point showing that one to jeanluc as it would only upset him. so deleted it.
he went your well within your rights to monitor his email and if it's nasty email just delete it no need for jeanluc to see it. i agreed.
i sent him a email with all phone numbers he needed to know had no reply to it.
 he sent jl txt and no phone calls. fancy not phoning your kids up on xmas day because you didn't want to phone there grandparents phone number shows he's got something to hide and we know the truth on what happend!! why he won't phone it.
but xmas day is xmas day he should phone them no matter what disgusting. he has only spoken to jeanluc twice  on the phone in 2012 wonder how many times it will be in 2013!! rolls eyes. kira only spoken to him once on phone this year on her birthday.
 she refused to speak to him in may when he called on jeanluc's birthday it was at butlins when he called she huddled herself into the kitchen putting chairs all around her so jeanluc couldn't get phone near her.  i think he's finally seeing the light that he's not bothered anymore as he's finally getting angry at him at last!!
went to me aunties on thursday was fun all my cousins were there we stayed till 10pm he asked to come on at 9.30pm which was unlike him lol. we were from 4pm!! he really done well. normally only there 2 hours before he wants to come on he was playing with his cousin all had angry birds going lol.
done loads of stitching on katie on the stitch a photo her hair is done yeah
gonna setlle down in abit and stitch try not to use it as a hanky!! got a rotten headcold probably won't wanna stitch tomorrow new diana palmer ebooks will be out yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
jeanluc got some lovely jeans on today!!!!!!!! i got them in primark in the mens section waist 34" he needs a belt with them but at least they aint tight on him as he hates buttons. so they won't rub. he has lived in his red chino's i told him they needed washing today lol.

had a good day today kids loved the xbox kinnect took dad a while to sort i out i found a bit he had not put on lead lol.   gonna take jeanluc an age to sort out the hand control had to put on the control for him.  he got angry birds triology for it kira got minecraft out of her dads voucher my dad picked it up she loved that..
had no phonecalls from that lot doesnt urprise me after jeanluc last email to his dad. probably still dont believe he can email me shakes head at what he is capabl of doing lol.
 jeanluc haapy with his tablet kira loved her ipod.
hopefully she sleep all nite  i can see me being woken up in the night
loved dr who me wanna no when it on next
got some lovely wool from kids started the silver glitter one.  hairy bikers recipe book from them

madness nearly over with thankgod it can't come quick enough and go!!! bah humbug lol.
went down town with mum n kira this morning we managed to get our fringes cut yeah i can see again!! might get comfy n stitch for a bit.
kira got some beano comics of market stall spent her £10 from uncle mark she got 3 big annuals one was a dandy annual. and got the comics that are 3 for £1 with the rest lol. annuals are £2 each on there all the old ones i said she's gonna have to write down which years she's got lol.
she was so nice the lady told her to get two more comics for her birthday for free nice eh!! kira's face lit up.
saw my friend as we were walking back couldn't chat with him like i normally do had to get home got a new year kiss n hug.  then saw his ex and chatted to her as well.  then saw kira's friends dad didn't think we were gonna get back to car lol.   dropped mum n kira off then came out again with dad to get chinese for lunch yum yum.
if i don't post before xmas have a happy xmas and a happy new year!!

well the tacky decorations are up!! pink and blue and purple so both should be happy lol. 
might cellotape it to ceiling if it keeps falling ruddy down lol.
done some stitching on stitch a photo today on the background i'm gonna have to do more as i want it done this year gonna be hard i know i can't see it happening i have been working on it now for 2 years!!!
i have designed a dennis the mennace pattern for kira not sure how it will turn out and how big it will be as there are allot of charts to print off lol. so i might not end up doing it rofl.

really proud of jeanluc last night for putting down what he felt to his dad.  he is so grown up now and has a mind of his own.   i'm really proud of him so much i have got him a eddie stobart truck on the way for him, as he's been eyeing up kira's!!
he might not be able to say how he feels but he can certainly type it!! and doesn't need me to type it for him.   he is so angry with his dad i said don't take it out on me i went take it out on him , so he did and he don't believe his own son can write him an email and tell him what he feels.
 well done jeanluc!!!!!!

kira had a lovely birthday yesterday she was disappointed nothing from her dad, it turned up today then she looked at it and went is that all he's spent on me i went yeah £10.
jeanluc opened as gift card from him and he well not a happy boy and sent him an email after not being in a good mood most of the night!! i said instead of taking it out on me email him and let him know how you feel oh i'm going to he went lol.
he feels allot better now getting it off his chest!!  everyone i've spoken to when i said how much he's spent on them they gone but he's there dad he should spend allot more on them than £10 i went i know.
what i got for jeanluc well he be allot happy with me anyway!! fancy telling a autistic child that he will get his 3ds xl for xmas this year and send him £10. he does not have a clue
me and mum said we'll save up for it and go half for his birthday  let him spend the money hes got now and just get him one. might go get him point cards so he can download games on his dsi he be absolutely happy with my present i can't wait for him to open it up xmas morning!!
i would love to get away with just spending £10 i'd get holy hell if i did from them. i save up thru the year n get them what they want.  he wanted an ipad i went bit tooo much for me lol i'd like one also!! maybe santa will request my wish and send me a rich man for a pressie i did ask him for one when i took kira to see santa lol.
gonna get stitching out in a bit and watch town called eureka it's the xmas special one they didn't put on last year

lol jeanluc this morning did not believe me that youthclub was at midday he phoned up ian and he told him midday. the cakepops went down well!!  i didn't come back with many lol.
kira loved it she got a pressie from the leaders a jacqueline wilson annual yeah i not got it yet was gonna get on monday.   she opened it up and started to read it!!
alll the boys were giving her a cuddle lol. harry was there so jeanluc was happy he's at college now he misses him at school they were really good friends. i heard his new book he's writing.
jeanluc did really well he didn't pick up allot of the food michelle noticed he was better this year i went he's got allot better not picking up too much now.
went round mum n dad's left them there took dad tesco's lol, i didn't want jeanluc picking up loads!!
he's now into kira's jacqueline wilson books he gone n got one of them to read!!
one he wants we can't find so gotta try n find it if not i know charity shop got that one in.
kira was happy she got amazon gift cards from his mum n dad for her birthday and xmas so both have gone towards the moshi monster game she wants. she is thrilled she's getting it.
she was a bit miffed nothing from him as a present. she went i hope he aint coming on my birthday i don't want him here when i got my mate here!! gonna be awkward.  he will ruin it if he shows up she don't want him down he's not contacted jeanluc was angry he went not fair he's not sent a present i'm not happy with that i went might come in post on monday
my voice is going it's got strained again jeanluc goes don't talk i went don't argue with me then lol. so he's been playing on the tablet keeping out the way lol.
gonna settle down with knitting or stitching tonight can't make up me mind!!

really good dr's appointment yesterday with jeanluc at dorchester got told he had only put on 2lbs since his last appointment in feb!! and school said he had put on allot on weight??? goes to show he hasn't but he is getting really taller now dr said he's just big built he went it's nice to see after a while he wasn't eating anything for ages. reckon's he be 6ft by the next appointment lol.
he took the tablet with him to play on and was getting comfy with it after being weighed then dr came out he went crikey you quick today lol.  he got him chatting about the tablet and was watching everything he was doing, he said that's the most animated i have ever seen him lol. in a deep scottish accent. i could listen to him talk all day lol. i cut my hand the day before on some glass the nurse saw my plaster went what did you do told her how i done it and she took the plaster off and checked it out lol.
got some new wool today whoops shop in town starting to do the wool i love knitting with so couldn't decide on the two i got both with nan's xmas money. bit naughty as i had some coming from ebay which came today. so my xmas money spent!! i can't wait for monday to come and go so i get the less hyper kira back lol. she is so looking forward to kieran coming home with her on the bus for tea. saw his mum n dad today in town she went he's really looking forward to it, make a change from theo coming around lol.  i am itching for her to see her book i got her!! i can see it going into school.
 i asked the bus driver tonight he said it was fine i had to let school office know tomorrow thought i'd better ask!!
gonna be making cake pops tomorrow for the xmas party saturday, got some purple glitter and white glitter. went in the florist got one of there green bricks don't know what you call them lol. and i'm gonna do what heather said to wrap it in xmas paper and put the cake pops in it one of the kids will have to hold it in car me thinking kira lol. might be better!!
started to read diana palmer wyoming fierce last night then finished it i really enjoyed it.

done some stitching on stitch a photo last night and knitting.
it was allot warmer in here yesterday after dad fixed the letter box he put a new draught thingy on for me after postie broke the other one. amazing how much air comes thru when it's broken!!
he sent kira a video not sure if i'm gonna let her see it as she get really angry with it!! shows he don't know his own daughter put down for santa to say he has been told she has got to do allot better on her school work mmmmmmmm not so she had a very good school report.
she would get very upset by that.  and would not be amused i told her there was a video there i can't repeat what she said lol. so not sure if she's going to watch it anyway!!she's not happy with him at all at the moment.
she's got her xmas play again today i went and saw it yesterday it was lovely i enjoyed it it was 45mins much quicker than they usually do it. she went i don't wanna do the play again today i went your doing it every day this week lol.   jeanluc got ryland farm today we couldn't find his gloves so gonna hunt for them today he's chucked them somewhere i know they aint in his room as i went thru there yesterday

yeah finished the last teachers scarf on the way to london today!! started knitting from salisbury n kitted all the way there lol. kept telling dad not to over take as i was nearly finished rofl. just got it done before we turned into nan's road.
started on another one while i was at nan's might be for carer on bus. as she been eyeing them up as well.
jeanluc done really well up there today he took my tablet with him and played bad pigges most of the time we managed to stay there for 3hour n half. longer than last time!!
oh god kira on the way back we saw two eddie stobart trucks she was so happy she wouldn't shut up on the way back lol. she went made as one of them was the rugby league one.
then dad and me saw one n shouted eddie she was clapping like mad!!
nan gave me some of her plates in the kitchen i love she has hanging up really love them dad said he'll put them up in me kitchen for me. i've alway's eyed one of them up and she gave them to me today said it would only get chucked out think my mouth dropped when she said that!!
got kira's xmas play tomorrow looking forward to that. her last one ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhh lol.

this scarf i could of sold 5 times today in salisbury, that's how many people asked me where can i buy it lol. i went brought the ball on ebay and knitted it when i told them only £3.99 there faces were shocked lol.  it is one of my fav ones. i love this one.   kira is looking forward to tomorrow she is staying with nan n grandad taking her tablet with her so she can play minecraft. will keep her amused hoping she won't wanna take too much with her!! they are promoting youth club disabled group tomorrow so we going along for about 30mins if he goes down. told him he had to as it's his youth club.  he's sorted out a old toy he's going to take down so they can sell it.  he is happily playing bad piggies i'm gonna settle down n get comfy by fire n maybe stitch tonight. debating on moving sofa shouldn't be much under it only moved it last month lol.

another scarf done  started another one last night it's purple and blue colours. i like the one i just done i might have to buy this one again for me lol.   gonna sit n knit in abit got orders from kira to get it finished lol as it's for her teacher.    got the fire on it's so cold!! kira said it's hot upstairs as heating is on but i'm freezing. at least i be able to go out tomorrow as my parcel arrived today handy. thankfully not broken this time.  youth club at weekend but we are promoting youthclub so we don't have to be there early might go a bit later so we can have a lie in hehe. kira the only girl that goes!! so she gets allot of attention lol.  she is playing on minecraft had a chat with her friend on the phone she knew more than he did!! was telling him what to do lol. i blame youtube for that she watches to see what they do and copies it lol  jeanluc went to ryland farm today i went what did you do he went i had a egg mayo roll and a cheese roll lol. more important eh hehe.

finished another scarf yeah got one more to knit and that's teachers pressies done. 
mmm what do i get his teacher hehe chocolate as he alway's moaning about jeanluc's weight. me evil lol. i don't think he's that bad he's a growing lad think i'm just being picked upon this year. he's cut his size portions down a hell of allot he's done really well.
 i think jeanluc has done extremely well today he has not raided once!!  
been stitching on stitch a photo today yeah finished the left handside background and luke's suit whoop whoop!! ruddy thing drove me nuts all that black grey n brown.
i'm working on adam's hands n legs all single stitches nearly done them. then i'll finish there heads lol.
staying in tomorrow n tuesday so hoping to do some more stitching on it.
package coming hoping delivery company don't break it again!! would of been nice if the company let me know it was broken but they didn't i found out from the tracking code it was damaged n sent back to them. lovely eh!!  just hope it not broken again as coming via same firm.
hope they put tracking on it so i can keep n eye on it again.  can't break it twice can they???
kira been stitching tonight on her felt tree got in 99p lovely spose to have thread n needle didn't have it in there just as well i got a whole load of them!! 
gotta get printer working tomorrow she wants to do some angry bird felt ones she found on google and stick them on the stocking she sewed together bet it decides to not wanna print as usual.
she's taking in her party dress tomorrow for her last xmas play ahhhhhhhhhhhh.  the xmas service be a weepy god help me lol i'll take me hanky with me!!  told dad he's coming along this time as be her last one.  gotta arrive to it early get a good seat in church or won't get in there they ending after the service i hate that. waste of a day.
downloaded new diana palmer book saturday on kindle and i've not read it yet me ill!!!
wahooooooooooooooo james arthur thru he's fab!!!!!!!!!