and kira has gone it's quiet now!! she going to minehead today with her friend they leaving after tea but she's taken all her stuff round there so she can play till they go.  jeanluc got someone visiting him today so be good she's out of way so we can chat without her butting in lol.
i am ready to drop now knackered!!  been running around sorting out her bags and in here for them coming. i could fall asleep now!!
she will be gone till thursday not sure what time they are coming back not said. be weird not having her here
he's playing on computer now bet he'll be calm once they turn up sods law!! alway's the same soon as an appointment he goes quiet. was trying to film him on flip this morning he deleted it me rolls eyes.
might get some stitching done tonight not done any been reading books on wattpad some good stories on there one of them i absolutely loved but the ending was naff never find out how they will turn out as they not doing a follow up baffles me.

appointment went well they were here n hour n half!! i'm on information overload lol asked about his dad asked how often they see him i went once this year she went and he lives in salisbury i went yeah i went dont know his address he wont give it me i went as far as i know he still works at hospital. she went that's not good he dont see them i went i know. i said he's asked to see them next month and kira has outright refused to go he will only go if he's on his own. she went very understable as he hasn't been in there life allot since he left i went i know she went if he had been more involved in seeing them jeanluc might not mind seeing her as well she said he lives so close it's no excise not to see them i went i know. i said lucky if they see him twice a year.
asked when they saw his parents i went same as him only see them when he takes them to see them. i went they dont bother either.  she was amazed i went were used to it.
it was good actually that kira went round keeleys and she werent here butting in i said that when we go to yc we all go as he wants to go after 1130 as he wants his lunch at midday asked if i take kira out i went only when mum n dad have him we go to pictures as he wont sit thru it after 30mins he wants to leave. i said he controls food wants what he wants i went i cook two lots of meals allot of the time as he wont eat what we have as she loves all her veg he wont touch it she was intrigued what he does at tea time then eats it all after he calms down gonna have to write a diary of his mood swings i went i better big a huge books then lol. i said he has been better after his lunchtime tablet he's not raiding the larder like he was  i went straight after appointment with dr purvis stand in dr it stopped i went dont know if it was saying about it or the new meds she went bit of both more like. really nice they were might get some funding for one to one for him he needs it and so do i. she went we have to look for something for kira as well. so you can have me time.

jeanluc had his ymca playscheme today so had a nice breather he had a lovely day for it as there is a lovely park there where he goes.he said he spent allot of time playing outside and they put his suncream on for him. he's there again next week he can't wait.
i took kira to poole with nan n grandad we got some new clothes in primark for her i got her tops in ladies section downstairs she picked out aload of them they were reduced.  some really lovely tops i went we'll get some more next time. some cute smurf ones she loved she tried them on to see what size fit her she said all her friends go for the tops down stairs. we had a chinese she loves it in there
she's at mum n dad's this weekend so it's very quiet tonight!! gonna stitch tomorrow as staying in with jeanluc kira is at oscars she gonna wear her new moshi monsters tops she got in asda. loves it!! managed to get her a tankini for her holiday on monday hope it stays nice for her so she can swim in the pool. told them to keep an eye on her as she's not confident out of her depth.
downloaded a time travel story last night gonna start reading tonight.  it's allot cooler than last night thankgod!! at least he will sleep
he's hoping to see red arrows go over on sunday as they are in swanage if weather is nice.

kira at a sleepover tonight she went off at midday when keeley came to get her only came back at 7pm she forgot her nightie typical eh told her to put it in lol. just as well it's round the corner lol.
jeanluc been playing angry birds on the tablet today completed a few levels for me hehe yeah.
 he was laughing away at the noises on it only problem it's allot louder than his ipod game rofl.
dad popped out today we were watching these huge birds of prey dad said they must be at least 8ft along massive they were so lovely to watch them they were over for ages.
you never have a camera on you when you need one eh!!
given her a time to come back by tomorrow as gotta go shopping last time she went on a sleepover she was there ages n didnt come back till tea time!! told her we need food she went i'll be back.
she's off to minehead with them next week be quiet jeanluc will miss her!!
wanted her to have a tankini she went i'm not wearing one of those as keeley now got one she wants one wish i picked it up when i saw it in m&s typical!!
been reading the penny jordan tribute love the falcon's prey book don't remember reading that one before i couldn't put it down, started next book i think i've read it recognise story. love i can read me m&b books on the tablet now n not on puter  all the ones from harlequin that changed to epub  when they changed one of the other formats i've got on there now gonna start reading again as one i loved read it a few times on puter now i got in on tablet yeah. 
might have to get a time travel story though not read one for a while will look on amazon

been stitching on stitch a photo allot on katie yesterday gonna get stitching again tonight.  took kira to poole today as she finished yesterday we had a chinese it was yum.  got a cold she has so she was dosed up on some calpol she looked allot better after the soup in there she's in bed early tonight. jeanluc had his music turned up loud i went after last night it is going down he went but you know i'm shattered i went who's fault is that for keep turning on the radio up loud last night. lol he couldn't argue that one!! think he went n gave up and now playing dsi again so that's good might get a lie in tomorrow morning hopefully!! 

went upto salisbury was gonna do poole ended up there instead lol, sent him a txt at 10.19 got a reply back at 2.35 should of known we'd be back by then jeanluc wouldn't last that long up there, mind you he wouldn't know that as he don't have them anyway.
apparantly working every saturday n sunday yeah i don't think so he don't give a toss about them.
anyway they had fun they spent there £10 they got from older nanny n grandad that sent down yesterday for them. jeanluc got £15 card for his dsi in game so he's happily downloading some games onto it.  kira got a moshi moshling house thing to hide them in. i gave them some money as well and she got some moshi mosnters and jeanluc got a sonic n tails figure set in entertainer.
her moshi's came in post so she was chuffed 3 she didnt have so she got some to swap now got 2 nippers lol. apparantly very rare to get hold of and allot on ebay!!
chap laughed when i went in he went moshi's i went what else hehe. he told her to save some n bring them up in the holiday's they going to do some swaps i wonder if he'll be doing week day's by then no doubt!!.  i said to mum at least i'm asking if he wants to see them when we up there he don't give a hoot.
chap in game showed jeanluc the new 3ds xl that is coming out soon he was going ohhhhh ahhhh nearly £200 he gonna save up his birthday n xmas money he said i said by then it be down in price anway!!
i must admit it does look allot better on the bigger screen the 3ds.
i spent £10 on chocolate in poundland for teacher presents wonder if it will still be there by friday lmao. too ruddy tempting for me!! i ended up getting me some in tesco's just incase.
when we got home noticed they taking apart village hall so kira and i walked down n took some piccies. they let us inside to take some. will go down again tomorrow see what else they've gone it looks allot bigger without the curtain at the bottom.

kira slept in this morning they had the torch in town today so took her in walked down from mum n dad's. i wasn't looking forward to it but it was fun. they were given noisey balloon!! got a good space to stand by railing by bowling club, kira sat with her friend theo it's me n my shadow with them two at the moment. mr smith was stood next to me he's funny.
lovely photo of kira n theo sat together will take it off for him when i go in asda. i need printer ink for me printer it's run out typical.
the rain stayed off till we left so that was good, would of liked to see what they done in blandford in town centre. i had to take her back to school for lunch. we got back before the school did as they went on a coach.

kira been out at a olympic day today at blandford camp school she was well chuffed her team came 2nd and came home with a medal made her day seeing her old friend jack who moved to another shcool. they were best mates before he left her school. be back together next year when at big school.

went n got kira some trousers in mco's today we went thru her wardrobe yesterday chucked out a whole bag load gotta go to clothing bin.  she got lots of tops it's her trousers all getting small.
went downtown got a txt about tomorrows trip bit short notice had to get her a packed lunch in town, and drinks for all day as it's stupid it's till 430pm and they got the play as well and she gotta be back at school by 530pm!! need to be there by 515 to even get a carspace!!
glad i'm not doing tomorrow's run her friends mum is gonna pick her up from school as both on trip and take her home for tea then out again for play. i'm doing tonights run. taking jeanluc will take his dsi with us and headphones!!
she got torch run on thursday so not going into school first thing as going in from mums n walking down with grandad. then get back for lunchtime. be fun getting out again!!

been stitching birthday atc's this weekend

went upto salisbury today mum n dad treated me to a chinese it was yummy!! not been in there for ages think last time was with kira in one of the holiday's.
got jeanluc some tops he didn't like one of them but it suited kira allot better!! so she's pinched it lol. he needed a green top for sports day which has been cancelled shame as i love watching it.
we went in starbucks had a drink mum got some flowers of chad's stall he alway's has nice flowers on there. mum got a load to go in the garden she was moaning it was raining rest of afternoon so they didn't get put in lol.
got kira some moshi monsters have hidden some for later on she is addicted to them!! got jeanluc a car road and some cars n bus.
he was lovely tonight kept giving me cuddles n patting my back lol, wondering what he's after!! or creeping for the olympics london 2012 ds game no doubt lol.
might be a halfterm buy keep him amused n quiet!!
kira wants moshi membership for website so that might be a keep quiet half term as well lol.
ohhhhhhh have managed to get jeanluc going off to sleep with no lights on up stairs!! kira don't mind having them off when he's not here but he panics but tonight they are off!! we got the fly zapper on the landing so that should calm him down with the ruddy flies!!
i've been reading mr grey on kindle mmmmmmmmmmmm itching to start book 3!! oh to have a mr grey!! trouble is i can't put the book down i need to go sleepy time!! and wanna read it lol.