my feet are killing me!!! we went to poole with grandad jeanluc was off school today. done xmas shopping i'm all xmas shopped out now thankgod!!.  i got kira's in tesco's with the vouchers doubled them got her two lego boxes both she wanted wait for the screams xmas day lol. and then the peace and quiet lmao.
i only paid £3.25 towards it hehe. jeanluc picked up a tesco lorry and a grage in elc he saw on offer. he went up and paid for it lol. got her the new bluenose ltd edition one it's cute. mum said she'll pay for that as i've left it all at there's. got my great nephew a primark voucher so katie can get him some new clothes.
got lots in this is it i love it in there they had 3 for 2 so got one lot free. he loves his board games at xmas i alway's pick up a few of those.  got allot of snacks in poundland and 99p. i love the poundland by kfc it's much better than the salisbury one. better laid out as well.
found the usb car lead to charge up phones in this is it i got me brother one he wanted the one i got dad at butlins lol. saw it in there today and picked up two while i saw them.   jeanluc went and tried on some trousers he got two lots will have to go in the small size soon in the mens section in the jogger trousers. he also got pj bottoms didnt want them but i got them anyway got home and he's got them on typical eh!! got sonic hedgehog on them lol. just need a top to go with it now.
 i filled up my trolley and dad's trolley lol. just as well he took it!! i'm now gonna stay in tomorrow and stitch!!!  my feet ache like anything. thankgod he hasn't asked to start tea yet lol.

started reading a new series loving it 2nd book  immortal of my heart  by alexis mcneil on amazon kindle. the first one i read was immortal of my dreams.  gonna settle down in a bit and carry on reading, as no peace tomorrow jeanluc home as his school on strike. kira has to go in i think they did last year as well they did a strike.
bus driver said this morning they were all hoping for a morning off but they gotta go in for training.
kira spellings i know i asked for hard ones but these are a bit harder lol. 
got shopping delivered by asda today so paella for me and kira tonight jeanluc wants scampi. forgot the seafood section bummer!!! will be a chicken n prawn paella lol.
jeanluc off tomorrow kira is going in but don't know if her bus will be going or not. we will see if it turns up.

kira made this for her homework with help from me. she had to do a xmas decoration she wants to make more now for the xmas tree. i think it might keep her quiet for a while lol.

started stitching on bottom half of the stitch a photo of luke's wedding photo this afternoon.

kira at mum n dad's this weekend so nice and quiet!! it was youthclub so we went and got kira then went down. we were early for a change as normally they argue before we go out but didnt today as kira at mums. normally we are running late lol.
not many there today as it was supposed to be last week but the leaders were in miami looked at there photo's the cruise ship looked lovely i loved the library!!!.
it was nice in there today not many there so we had a good natter it was funny. it went by quickly!! kira made a party invite for the xmas party on the 17th. she designed it on the computer and michelle printed it out. was funny her and harry found a santa mario lol and put it on there lol.
jeanluc was playing on the wii upstairs so we managed to stay till 12.15 today
went upto mum n dad's had lunch there yummy dad got chinese nice treat not had one for ages. his presents turned up today typical he knows what they are and wants them now i went no you will have to wait till xmas but my other yoshi figure is feeling lonely i went not working!!! lol.
he's upstairs watching his tv keeps watching ideal world now he wants the kenwood mixer so do i wish i had the money it's lovelllllllllly.  he loves his cooking wish they had it cheaper.
been stitching on stitch a photo today the background starting to annoy me now lol.

waiting for asda to turn up chocccccccccieee yum.  be nice to get out tomorrow hopefully she'll be back at school!!! she got up got dressed and was awful when she came downstairs really bad cough and wheezing. so sent her back upstairs again. i thought they would of only phoned me up soon as she got into school so pointless sending her in.
she's led on sofa playing on her ds with pillow and quilt. half expecting jeanluc to come down with it now!!
he got a lovely letter from the head teacher yesterday i said why you opened my letter he went it for me lol. he was really good on the opening day at school and had allot of positive comments about his behaviour and how helpful he was. it was a lovely letter i'm gonna frame it!!.
he earned a pink merit slip ahhhhhhh.
gonna get stitching out in a bit and work on stitch a photo it's really coming together now the background. very fiddily though.
done some stitching on luke's face driving me potty now lol. one stitch here and one stitch there.  mum n dad popped in got jeanluc some drink to take tomorrow for his school trip. i've hid them so he don't drink them!!
what a shame about angie trainer from biggest looser uk such a lovely lady who's helped loads xxxx.

jeanluc will be happy when he gets home he got freesat in his room!! he'll be able to watch what he wants in his room if kira watching something else. plus he can listen to classic fm on the tv which is much better!!
he said they adding new channels all the time so that's good.
that woman that came first time could of done what he done and it would of taken her an hour like him less than that!!.
kira is led on sofa having something to eat. she still not withit getting a bit of colour back in her face now she's eating. see what she's like in morning if she goes in or not. grandad popped in some more calpol for her. and doughnuts yum.

stayed in today had kira home she not well she didn't get up till late she needed the sleep. woke up all hot n croaky. she was led on sofa we watched i'm a celeb she's now addicted to it lol. it kept her amused!!
probably end up keeping her off tomorrow as well if she's still hot. sure i'm coming down with it throat getting sore.
jeanluc came home with bus tonight as they got diversion on the main road so he didn't do cooing club.
started on xmas shopping lol jeanluc went ohhh i'll wait for postie i went no you won't not coming here lol. his face was funny!! got what he wanted so he'll be a happy bunny
ordered a label machine for there school clothes think school will take hint and look for name label they won't check that i've wrote the name on the tag inside!!   be labelling the whole lot!!
got tv switch over coming tomorrow sort out jeanluc's room hopefully will be sorted. sounded like the chap that came out on friday and looked at his room.  told kira if she off she gonna have to snooze on sofa down stairs while he's here.
hopefully fingers crossed he will be a happy boy tomorrow if it's done should be after the palava we've had with it!!!  his room is sooooooo tidy i'm amazed he's kept it tidy lol.

her craft goody bag arrived today for xmas i've pinched the scissors out of it lol. given one to her use as she keeps pinching mine!! gonna wind her up and wrap it up all seperately lol. watching gareth and the choir i love his programmes gonna be a weepy when there husbands come back.

fun today we went to swanage it was really foggy when we left but lovely when we got there. went on the train as jeanluc won a family ticket at the village fete.
so only had to pay for car park fab!!.  dad went not bad only got 24 hrs on the ticket lol. kept winding jeanluc up by saying got another 23hours yet lmao.
he loved the train!! i think he'll be wanting to win that again.  his face was lit up when we were on the train he sat and watched on the way to corfe castle on way back he was stood by door head out of window loving the breeze!! couldn't budge him lol.
we had a picnic on the train they loved i got a lovely photo on the flip as i was filming as we were going along so i could get some lovely photos.
we went back via the ferry kira absolutely hated it!! she cried all the way over she weren't that well either so probably made her feel yucky. not sure if i'm sending her in or not tomorrow see how she wakes up. she's all croaky and hot tonight.
went in mcdonalds on way back made dad have a extra meal so we could get another glass lol we got 3 today. normally jeanluc dont do the ice cream he wanted it today as he saw they had caramel one. i didn't get much of it lol.
jeanluc was funny on the ferry he was trying to make kira laugh and he pulled faces so unlike him lol. me and dad laughed. it was a special moment. wish i had the flip on at the time typical eh!!
had to get jeanluc some shoes in swanage he was walking funny so got him a size 5 crikey. was £9.99 got them for £7.99 he loves them!! think he wearing them to school tomorrow

we went down town this morning no youthclub today as the leaders are on holiday. so we went in iceland, got kira some tops in m&co lovely tops in there one of them got "shut up" on it lol. the other one was f.b.i find boys irratating lol.   she can't say she hasn't got any tops now!! got discount with the card which was good.
jeanluc got a jenga game he keeps playing with kira got a small lego box in miles of value each spent £5.
went round nanny n grandad's then came on as kira's birthday pressie was on the van i noticed when i went and tracked it. luckily came after we got home and she was upstairs so it's hidden big to hide as well lol. 
luckily she was upstairs watching something when jeanluc spotted the van he went out and brought it in lol. we hid it quickly!!.
i've woken up with a cold today yuck driving me nuts tonight kira is lovely and quiet hehe she's croaky haha. i said you can't shout at jeanluc now she squeaks whyyyyyyyy i went your voice lol. 
won't be stitching tonight my head is swimming will go wrong if i do lol. i emailed author donna grant about a characher in one of her books tane and she hasn't wrote about him yet as a main character bummer!! i really liked him lol. might finish dragonfyre tonight.

they just came around the engineer and surveyor allot politer and really understanding with how jeanluc is. he said definately put in a freesat with how jeanluc is he saw his cupboards as he's pulled the doors of them and his drawers.  he didn't give me a date when it would be done as i reckon he'll be back out again today he said with the problem i had with the other engineer!!
 it was funny he heard the so called rat!! the bird next door lol. he laughed he went flipping big rat that eh rofl. even chap said oh don't it sound lovely i went i love hearing him at night time he alway's goes off at 11.30pm
i;m reading another donna grant ebook really enjoying her books i have read all the druid glen series now they are a must read really good!!.  i am reading dragonfyre about aimery and  kyndra i really wanna find out what happend to tane have emailed author to see if he's got his own book lol.
both in non uniform today and in jeans lovely he wears them now!! need to get him a bigger pair soon. look in the mens section in primark for him again.

stayed in today sorted out jeanluc's room glad i did as i got engineer coming out tomorrow to sort out his tv fingers crossed 2nd time lucky!!  at least he can get in his room now and behind the tv the ammount i chucked out and it was only done last week!!.
he was chuffed as i found some of his mario cars been playing with them all night.  gave him his sleep meds at 8.30 and he has gone to sleep before 10pm unheard off normally lol. i'm gonna go bed in a bit bet he wakes up later!! i woke up to find him in bed last night thankfully he didn't stay in there long he went back in his own room.
so hoping they sort it out tomorrow and the other engineer doesn't come out. i've asked for her not to.
might be getting freesat put in his room see what they say when they turn up.
he said can i have my computer in my room now it's tidy i went only because i tidied it up!! lol. i said it's gotta stay this way. i can't see that happening.
the ammount of washing i've done tonight crikey!! got it all done now though so that's good. gotta get there jeans out for tomorrow and see what kira wants to wear. he's hoping he's swimming as he done a couple of lengths last week and working on his arms.

jeanluc off school today appointment at dorchester really interesting got results back on his tests he had just before the summer holidays. basically i was right it's to do with his dad why he's got as he's a carrier of autism. if he has anymore he will pas it down like jeanluc if he has any boys it will be passed down as well. so he's writing it to gp what he's found and all other tests were positive. he said you know i've been intrigued in his chronozomes sp?? he alway's brings that up and there was a huge picture when it was printed off with the results. he said like with his ears i check and his throat as he's got a high palat sp?. as he alway's checks his mouth inside.
he loved jeanluc's questionaire he done for the review he went what a change he's writing it himself now i went i know good eh and you can read it!!  i asked about kira he said it's mainly boys that are the carriers he said she will be fine.
we were trying to guess how much he weighed i said 9st 10 dad said 9st 5 lol he was 8 st 12 so we were far out!! nurse laughed lol. he only put on 2lbs with what he's eating i was shocked!!
all that wii fit he's doing!!
got some more melatonin he was funny in there goes up himself and signs for it himself now won't let me do it.
was laughing at the chairs as it sounded like a whoopy cushion so kept jumping up and down rofl. bet they were glad when we left hehe.
took him into mcdonalds after alway's do he asked for his double cheeseburger with no onions he went next time i ask no gherkins i went no i eat them!!!! lol.
we went into tesco's in dorch then came home, back out again later on for gp appointment about his ears as he LOUD lol.
kira's birthday pressie been posted yeah and i can track it love tracking stuff. just hope it don't come when she's home as it's company that comes to us last as they go back to yeovil after be typical!! 

keep dozing off today tired, jeanluc wouldn't go off to sleep till late. then kira got in bed with me. so she kept hogging the quilt last night. i woke up at 5am.
took her into school this morning and made her walk all around the school i said go look in class you were in yesterday was told by teacher that they pick them up off playground and put in library. so we went back down there and it was in year 1 by library i spotted the bright pink!! i made her hang it up before she went off to play.
hope jeanluc in a better mood he did not want another pair of shoes on this morning nothing wrong with them they are new. just he can't slip them on like the other ones. lazy so n so!!. i said the other ones are awful you can't wear them.  they are new as they were brought at same time.
he made a savoury yorkshire pudding yesterday in cooking club it was lovely. sausages n onions in it.
was stitching on luke's face last night gonna go hunt the threads down now that have gone walkies so i can finish his bit.

yeah peace kira at her party got lovely weather for it. found the house ok she got there first as we needed to find it i said i googled it so knew where to go lol.
in mum n dad's pointless going home till we get her got my stitching so will do some when we get back from town. gonna go look at the asda meeting down town. hopefully we will be getting a asda fingers crossed
hoping biscuit man will be in town i want some tiffin yum get two lots today lol. won't make that mistake again!! jeanluc loved it as well.
reading another donna grant book last night i was up till 1.30 couldn't put it down!! will finished reading it later on dragon fire i think it's called i must read the last one of the druids glen series got moira to read yet. as she is in this book as well. really good series the druid glen by donna grant. see she has got some more kindle books might get another one when i've read this one.

today just flew by!! didn't realis how quickly crikey!!.  kira was soooooooo hyper and excited tonight about her party tomorrow she can't wait.
kept asking if we knew how to get there knew where i was going do i know where the house is??? i went i know how to get to village no don't know where house is but grandad and me have googled it!! and got directions lol. i'll be glad when she's finally at the party!!
just checked there emails he's sent same email to both of them. saying he didn't get response to his messages um nooo they aren't going to phone you back as a dad you should phone them!!  besides jeanluc txt him about fireworks and jeanluc was annoyed he never got a response back from him he was so excited he went to a display.
jeanluc been funny tonight addicted to my phone playing angry birds. i'll let him play on the tablet tomorrow might keep him amused while kira at party!! that way he won't run my phone down
got to get him a new pair of shoes next week dunno what he's done to these as he only had them since september.
got her jeans in the tumble dryer for tomorrow she gonna have fun in the woods!! come back all messy no doubt lol. 6 girls and 2 boys 
jeanluc done good swimming today!!! the male helper made him doing a couple of laps and worked on his legs and arms, teacher going to do a story book for me for his room i must take a photo i've not tidied it up on purpose so i can get a photo of it messy lol. he probably chuck it before it gets to school rofl. i might put in envelope lol.  gotta send in a photo of me kira and grandad and nanny who are in his life. she dong a story book for me. gonna start helping with his noise levels as well that i can't see happening but i'm hoping dr might say he needs grummits again see when we go in this wee.
so glad aaron won bb!!!! congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was marmite love him and hate him but he was fantastic tv!!.

funny txt i had this morning from csa i cracked up laughing when i got it and phoned up and asked if i was really getting it!!! £14342270769.00 lmao.  she said soon as i phoned up is it about a daft txt ammount that has gone out in billions i went yeah i'd love it lol.  it was so funny!!! then i got a txt in the afternoon to say the txt that was sent earlier was incorrect pmsl.
kira at cubs i glued her badges on earlier on before she went all her new ones. her jumper looked huge on her tonight.   jeanluc is playing on the wii fit doing the running one the icecream is 168 kcals he's got to loose another 91 kcals to get it burned lol. somehow i think he'll moan when i say it's time to go pick her up!!
went into town and got some tiffin of the biscuit stall oh yum wish i got two!! will have to look on saturday jeanluc wants to go see the plans for the new asda and sign to say we want asda in town. be lovely having that in blandford!!
kira done a lovely drawing tonight out of her jacqueline wilson book.

what a day!!! jeanluc's transmission review today my head is on info overload at the moment came home and had some cake needed sugar kick!!! crikey it was 2 hour meeting!!  connextions lady was nice she asked about social worker i went don't have one i went she left when ex left!! i went i think she was his social worker not jeanluc's. probably end up with a call from social worker now lol after not giving them a good report!! i said i tried calling last year for help with respite or a carer to take him out didn't want to know. even though he's in autism base class and high autism base. asked if i got short breaks i went no nothing. dad said they won't be around for ever so need more help with him as his dad don't do nothing with them.
hopefully fingers crossed he might get a bus pass so he can learn to go about on his own into town. he will love that!! he's got to get a little bit independant.  toileting was a big issue they are going to help me with him she said he can't do cooking if he don't use toilet paper wonder if that sinks in!!!.
was talk of college live in when he's older i don't want my baby to leave lol i said they laughed i went i might hate him at times but i love him something cronic she lol said it's norm.
she said it would do him good and with how ex is not treating him he will learn to cope better the other lady was shocked when i said he don't see them only once this year for 50mins last time was 17th dec 10 he last drove down here. she went how could he i went i know bad ain't it.
she went no wonder he idolises grandad!! as dad was there in meeting with me he brought up about social worker and bus pass so he can take him out to learn the bus routes if need be. for later on.
 i'm not counting on getting one for him as it didn't happen on last review either. getting his ears checked next week because he's alway's loud don't know the dr we are seeing not seen her. he got dorchester on same day as well so won't like that lol. whoops.

fireworks day also my mum n dad's anniversary happy anniversary mum n dad!!
went to youthclub today jeanluc managed to stay till the end again!! yeah. oh it was funny kira got the sing it game out on the xbox and they all started to sing along oh god lad got on it we just couldn't stop laughing it was so funny!! leader said i hope they can't hear it outside lady walked pass and looked the youthclub way i went yep they can hear we all laughed lmao. i came out with me ears popping lmao.
jeanluc played on the wii upstairs he got the mariokart out. kira done a lovely picture it's been put up on the wall. one of the boys done a lovely sonic painting. so talented.
we went to mum n dad's for lunch yum.  came home they were on the wii all afternoon!! finally got to watch tv at 6pm. jeanluc went on the wii fit!!!!!!!! so funny watching him watching kira he was doing the movements behind her then he wanted ago and couldn't get him off!!
fireworks in the village tonight vicar had them going off in the garden so kids sat outside watching them.

we had fun tonight went to a fireworks display first one kira been to!! will go again next year. she was sat with her friends kieran and louise watching them. one was really loud it was funny she jumped a mile lmao.
one of them sounding like a balloon going off it was so funny everyone laughed. for a free display it was excllent i'll be taking them again.  dad drove so i had a wkd yum.  jeanluc really enjoyed it by the back door lol. he wouldn't come near.
now he knows they do food he'll be asking to go again next year!!
we got back late at 9pm they both in bed he's on his dsi and kira is reading a book she's put her new sleeping bag over her bed lovely purple one i got her and she doesn't want to do sleep over as a birthday party is more interesting!! lol.
should be watching bb but i can't be bothered i'm shattered after standing up that long!! kira knew allot there from school and jeanluc new allot as well from oscars he was running around with them. they were all running up and down the hill when fireworks started they came behind the table. i tried to take a photo of kira and kieran but he moved it was funny look like he had no head he thought it was hilarious!! lol.

cupcake cross stitch i stitched last night