tuesday

woke up this morning there was no snow!! then at 7,45 it started coming down!!. didn't think jeanluc's school would be going in but he has been in all day!!!  hopefully not gone swimming as i forgot to pick up swim bag when his bus turned up woops!!
it's been coming down on and off lunchtime i expected a phone call it was really coming down thick. but not settled. lovely to see but flipping cold!!
i've been stitching atc's finished the wocs xmas swap yeah. gotta try n post them this week i hope!! if dad pops out i'll ask if he can pop them in post for me. 
kira's last birthday pressie turned up today yeah so have hidden it!! only pressie i gotta get now is for my great nephew.
jeanluc wrote craig a letter at school not read it as he had it in an envelope, something his teacher said would be a good idea for him to do. as he's been very angry at him for not phoning them up. he said why does he only phone when i txt??
had fire on really early this morning and i got comfy with me quilt and stitched!! nice and warm in here now and i'll have to go out and wait for kira's bus in a bit brrrrrrrrrrrrr.

stitching atc's

sunday

snow gone yeah!! i'm hoping jeanluc will be at school tomorrow. he came down this morning with his uniform ready for me to wash!! even though i had washed what he had on last time he went lol. he must be eager to go don't normally bring it down!!
he's been off since last tuesday he's looking allot better now more himself!! i need to get out as been stuck in and going cuckoo!!
gonna get some shopping tomorrow if the weather is ok fingers crossed. we been looking at the good to know recipe website he's been printing off things he wants me to cook. chicken taco's and a chicken n rice hotpot not sure he'll eat that one but i'll like it anyway lol.
been playing on the wii all day he has kira had it on this morning and he's been on it for a couple of hours. at least it's keeping him amused.  i've been stitching on the stitchaphoto and yeah stitching grey now not black lol.  downloaded all of aiden's songs love them keep playing them over n over.  hope we get rid of wagner tonight he's awful.

friday

boiler men turned up at 9.30 thankfully i had fire on already as they had the heating off as they took the boiler out. and had to make the hole bigger as the new one wouldn't fit in. was half expecting wall to fall down but it didn't!! they didnt fill in a gap though a ruddy huge gap!! done the other side but not that big bit.
jeanluc was led down here all day playing his dsi. he wants to go back to school monday somehow i'm not sure it will happen as it snowed tonight!! if we get anymore his school won't open. threads arrived for the stitch a photo today so i have already started it!!.
couldn't wait to start it i was waiting for postie to arrive and he turned up late typical!! 
kira n jeanluc were excited when i shouted up it's snowing jeanluc got dressed so fast!! he just got in bed. before i knew it he was outside lol. i ran down quickly to make sure he had something on!!. mum was laughing on the phone.

thursday

yeah no snow!! managed to get to dorchester for jeanluc's appointment. his meds have gone up to 72mg me happy!! also got some more melatonin. i saw a different dr he was nice talking about jeanluc's agressive behaviour and pushing and hitting. then dr purvis came in was shocked at how tall he got. he said to jeanluc go see grandad lol he knows he takes us hehe.
and we had a chat he wants to do some more tests on him he had before he said might be why he's so agressive as the can't think what he called it has grown more. and he might need more medication to calm it down. he knows i'm happy for him to do any tests he told the dr that as well he went she very good she is lol.  he was going to ask him about upping his meds but handy he came in and he upped them. he wrote the perscription out wrong so dad took it back down and he redid it thankfully before dad got there lol. so taking new ones tomorrow it's just two of his white tablets he's happy with that.  seeing him again in may.
was in there early as we got there early and left there at 11am appointment was at 10.30 went in at 10.10. so in there ages!!
 went into town we went in wellworth and got jeanluc a £5 car pack he was happy boy!! got kira a bluenose ltd edition one the small ones cranberry it's called and it's a turkey i love it!!  i went up stitching shop got aida for the stitch a photo aida cheaper in there than the salisbury shop!! must remember that for next big project.   was hoping threads be here when i got home but na be here tomorrow i hope!! gotta stay in as jeanluc still off typical he was quiet int he appointment i said he been off with a cold i went he's allot calmer with the cold!! the other dr said his blood pressure was high i went no that's calm for him he checked last one and went oh yeah it is lol. it's alway's high his blood pressure!! got boiler men in tomorrow so gonna put fire on early tomorrow morning.  heating up mum's curry yummy

wednesday

boiler men turned up this morning crikey they were here ages!! he put in new pipes up in the airing cupboard where the tank is. got the tank emptied out up there said it wasn't coming out black i went they did clean it out last year when they changed the valve thingy at the top. then it came out black lol.
used the blowtorch on my raidiator downstairs he said something was loose on it.
i didn't think i'd have any heating or hot water but they turned it back on so that's good!! coming back on friday to do boiler!!
don't think jeanluc will be back at school friday he's not withit got a cold. and given it to me yuck!!
stitch a photo arrived today i'm impressed with them now!! as had chart and they've enlarged each section into 4 parts!! before i had to copy it as it would crease in the middle and loose the pattern on that line.
48 threads!! i didn't buy the double threads i'll probably have them in my box when i look later but i got them and it was £31.46!! crikey not cheap to do sap anymore. mum n dad giving me the money back for the threads. as i'm stitching it for someone. not saying who as i want to see if they recognise the photo when i put up updates hehe. as we've not told them!! but 6 skiens of black blimming heck!!
if appointment quick tomorrow wanna hit stitching shop in dorchester and get aida for it. then i can start stitching it i'm itching to start it not done a sap for ages!!.  am impressed how quick it arrived as well as only sent photo off last week via email. used to take months before.
jeanluc is led on sofa playing his dsi. i got the fire on and he's got his quilt around him.
at least i slept a bit better last night was up at 4am though coughing away opened up window and i must of sonked out as the alarm went off and woke me up.

tuesday

stayed home today jeanluc was sick last night so he couldn't go into school, phoned them up knew they say he wouldnt be allowed in for two day's. this afternoon he was hyper hyper hyper!! but sonked out at 8pm!! he was up most of the night last night.
he's given it to me i feel rotten today all dosed up and ready for bed now hopefully to get a bit more sleep!! been finishing off jan's atc gotta put it on the card tomorrow.
was watching kirstie's homade programme just loved the cooking the records to make them into bowls fab!! i wanna try that. but i aint using my queen records lol.
got signpost out tomorrow coming to prep the boiler he said fiddle with wires n stuff or what he has to do with it. and then he's coming out to put new one on on friday. just hoping we will have hot water on thursday somehow i dont think we will so made them have a bath tonight just incase!!  tidied out the backroom dad needs to take away 5 more bin bags thought i got rid of all my ex's stuff found some more i just put into binbags and he can take up the tip.  he actually txt jeanluc today after jeanluc sent him a txt i think jeanluc was hoping he would phone up but he didn't.   dad brought me in some cough medicine and calpol for jeanluc he won't have the cavona one i had some of that one blimming horrid but it works!!  i am absolutely baking tonight gonna go sleep it off in a bit. fingers crossed!!

monday

lol kira forgot her bag this morning so had to drop it off it had her snack in it, typical she never ate it in the end!!  went shopping in iceland freezers full up now!! then went in tesco's with mum. came home fell asleep for a bit i've had a headache all morning now got a sore throat, so guess i'm getting yet another cold!!
 jeanluc is coughing away as well i'll have to get him some cough medicine tomorrow.
put two xmas atc's together tonight gotta make some more found some xmas paper i forgot i had lol.

sunday

took kira upto salisbury yesterday didn't realise they had camilla up there, saw all the police about when we got off the bus. we watched the parade then kira wanted to go on tg didn't really wanna see her.  we went in poundland then went to the chinese for lunch.  
it was yummy not been in there for ages lady in there asked how mum was, had a natter with her. she goes in every week so know allot of them in there now.
jeanluc went to youthclub with grandad then went downtown and he had fish n chips at there's.  on the way back we had the royal cars behind us!! kira kept waving away to the driver lol.
at least i hope she was waving as they were laughing.
started stitching the tatty teddy from wocs mag i got the threads in post yesterday so kira wanted me to start it straight away when we got back!!
was glad we got back as dad got there as i had parcels on the sofa idin't want jeanluc to see his xmas pressie's i thoght i was gonna go pick him up from there's. so luckily they pulled up as we did so i could give them to dad quickly!!
today we stayed in they played in the garden for a few hours god knows how it was cold out!!  
now watching xfactor god i hope they kick out wagner tonight he annoyed me last night.   why is it everytime jeanluc has an appointment at dorchester they threaten snow?????. hoping it stay's up north then it can come down after his appointment!! they might up his medication this week god i hope so he's hardwork at the moment, he pushed one of the ta's on friday i said i have that allot at home at the moment teacher said it's lack of communication from his father i said i agree!! his phone has been on non stop since last time he phoned on his dad's birthday 21st september he's not called them. has sent a couple of txt but not spoken to them.  i think he'd prefer a phonecall!!

friday

stayed in this morning i had fire on early it was so cold!! dad got me some more coal today and logs yeah.
went to jeanluc's annual review this afternoon it went well, was in there an hour!! acting head was in onthe meeting she went i'm one of them, i only thought there was one standing in and someone from another school. but i recognised her anyway from the school.
she asked me who jeanluc's social worker was i laughed i went pass!! i went when my ex left so did the social worker!!. i think she might look into it. said about his behaviour is gettin bad  at home pushing and hitting out. teacher said they had been having probs with his behaviour as well it was put down he seems to think allot of it is to do with no contact from his dad i went i agree. i went he's only seen him 3 times this year and only lives 15mins up the road!! jeanluc started getting arsy he hates it when we talk about him so we changed the subject. but i had to bring it up as they put down recently father left i went that needs changing it's nearly 2 years from next year it's just he don't contact him enough. at least they can see it as well it' not only me thinking it's connected with him not calling him he's not phoned since his birthday last september!!.
she said he will never go in mainstream i knew that anyway as he would not cope with it. isaid he directs me with the time i often turn the clock around so he can't see it jason went i'll have to use that tip lol.  at the moment idon't have a clock in here only in the kitchen so he has to walk out there to look at time hehe.
was in the meeting an hour luckily we went early!! he was getting worried about oscars i went it don't start till 3.45 don't worry we'll be there!!.   i mentioned he loved his swimming and couldn't get any respite from social workers this year when i tried getting another sw she went i'll have to look into that something i can sort out so sounds good i hope!!
dad taking jeanluc to youtclub tomorow so i can have some girly time with kira.   loving take that on children n need.  orderd threads for tatty teddy pattern today kira has seen in the wocs mag. she fell in love with it!! i'm wating for dad to get on with the family tree before i can stitch on that again. i'm waiting for dmc to do a chart of a photo i've sent off. i've been itching to do a sap again i love doing them.

tuesday

had a powercut today today electric people were out putting new wires up and poles. they didn't do that many so one lot must of been a problem they were on it for hours!!. so probably be out again somewhen.  it was cold  mum n dad came n got me we went to the inn on the chase got new owners, food was lovely i had chicken curry yummy!!  as we dont do the true lovers knot anymore the owners left and it went down hill.
thankfully it came on just before jeanluc came home!! so that was handy lol. i made some choccie muffins made 6 they went!! jeanluc loved them so did kira will have to make some more.  i stitched up 3 xmas atc cards. got 3 more to do.  need to get some xmassy stickers!! 
i've joined postcard crossing think the kids will love it as need to send three postcards off and i wont know where they come from when i get some back!! sending to usa, poland and germany first. must look for some postcards in clintons tomorrow, one wanted a we will rock you card shame it wasn't next year i'm seeing it hehe.  caught up with celebrity coach trip it's funny alex ferns mmmmmmmm he needs to be back on tv again more often!!   

sunday

peace has gone!! kids are home. kira not in a good mood she's really tired came home stroppy as hell. so she's in bed watching tv will turn it off in a bit early night for her tonight!! she's playing with her hama beads up there making a teddy she's back into them again.
jeanluc is doing his noises!! mum said he's been doing them allot today she just switches off to them i do as well now. went to the parade thankfully it didn't rain!! some idiot parked in the carpark where they do the parade!! police took the car away eventually afterwards as they couldn't of moved it as i saw someone poke a hole in the tyre lol. i thought that was funny!! they got there own back.
they had there coats so i was pleased about that was worried about her getting wet!! and it causing her asthma.
i'll be in tv heaven tonight xfactor and i'm a celeb wahooooooooooo.   gotta watch the judges question time bit first i love that.   going to see we will rock you again the musical YEAH it's playing at southampton theatre dad got our tickets can't wait!!. just a shame it's not till next year lol. rhydian is in it.
 be fourth time seeing it now!! kira is going as well dad said be nice for her to go to a theatre show she will love it as she loves queen as well. i'm not telling her till we go so it will be a lovely surprise for her. and we are right near the front stage as well!!. 

friday

went to wimborne today with mum n dad had a huge teacake!! dad had to help me eat it lol.   packed all kira's stuff for camp hope i haven't forgotten anything.  have put her sleeping bag, mat roll and rug in my trolley bag save's me carrying it all down the hut!! as i hate parking in there carpark i go in the dr's hehe.   jeanluc is at mum n dad's for the weeken so i'll be alllllllll on my own HEAVEN!!
gonna get some stitching out i'll cook me dinner when i get back, got some indian from iceland to zap up yummy.  had to phone up school kira got slapped in the face by a boy who keeps doing things to her. i was fuming and phoned up asked for head the teacher phoned me back. tried to blame it on kira i went um no you alway's put kira at fault and she said the girls all said it wasn't her it was the boy. it really angers me that the bully alway's gets away with it!!  i've told her that he is not to be near kira at all now she went they are doing a project together i went not now.  even got them seperated at lunch time as they both have hot meals. i said can she sit with her girlfriends instead. i went i dont want him near her at all for a while till he calms down again.  he gets away with everything it annoys me!! i said if it happens again i'll be taking it further.
waiting for the time to go she keeps asking is it 6.30 yet i go nooooooooooo. she got to be at scout hut at 7pm just hope i can escape quickly this time last time she didnt want me to go!!

monday

so quiet heaven!! kira was cow from hell when she woke up. she went i'm tired i went so am i lol. she had more sleep than i did.  staying in today gonna stitch on november atc and try n finish it off and maybe start some xmas ones. got to do a few of those. need to find some patterns. gonna watch ghost hunting with the saturday's tonight yeah. jeanluc said can i stay up and watch it i went noooooooooooo. i think he likes the saturday's lol.
   dad coming out later i got 4 big bags to go up the tip!! been chucking out allot of old quilts n sheets n stuff out of the back room.

sunday

stayed in today been stitching on november smo monthly nearly finished it. gonna get it out again in abit. kids are on there computers so nice and quiet at the moment!!
i'm taping all the ghost hunters onto my archos get them off sky+ amazed how many of the first series i haven't seen!! thought i'd seen all of them. i'm having a catch up tv day!!   i really liked matt last night on xfactor god i hope wagner goes tonight he was yuck last night. i hope they dont have him at butlins!!
must get forms out in abit to sign and send into school jeanluc had loads of them on friday!! i was pleased with his annual report they said his behviour and emotions at the moment are cause by craig only bit igot to ask them to rewrite as he put he left recently it wasn't recent it was over a year ago. but glad they can see that he's causing jeanluc emotions and it's just not me saying it!!n  since he had them last sunday he hasn't phoned up once!! he's txt but jeanluc said he can phone can't he?? i went yeah why he went why he bl**dy txting then lmao. oh god he's getting a teenager!! i'm gonna start recording him on my archos hehe. as you can video and tape his voice on there. trouble is when i get it out to record him he starts doing his yoshi n mario noise!! lol.

friday

had to wake jeanluc up this morning lol. i even had a shower first without him barging in i was amazed!! bath must of knackered him out yesterday. he loved it still talking about it.
got his annual yearly report today 15 pages to read!! not including his report at the back i go to that first it's funny hehe lots of letters from jeanluc's school today must be a bug going around as a letter about not sending kids in being sick n you know what. hope he dont get it!! there was only 3 on his bus today chap said this morning so he could sit where he wanted.
i got some threads today shop in poole started selling them at last yeah!! so been stitching on jan's november atc.  mum said kids should stay at there's next year as we haven't had any fireworks go at all out here. might do them tomorrow some usually do. 
got kira's birthday pressie  arriving hoping it turns up when she's at school they said it's been posted. bet it turns up tomorros s*ds law that!!.  i got her a build a bear and mum n dad got her one as well. she's hoping to get some birthday money so she can go to the bournemouth shop and get some more clothes.  where has 9 years gone???
youthclub tomorrow so be going to that with both of them, mum said left over curry for lunch i went yes please hehe.   we went in georgie porgies today dad and me in tower park at poole. ohhhhhhh yummy!! buffet lunch for £6.95 go up as many times as you want, i had salad then picked some curry's tried a bit of each and it was yummy!! dad had chinese as they do mexican and italian also.   that's where kira wants to go for her birthday in there lol.
kira got a headache so she's gone to bed  with just her tv on and no lights. probably find her sonked out early tonight.

thursday

jeanluc had a fab day out at bath today!! he didnt meet any players what a shame!! but he got a goodie bag. they gave him a huge flag, book which i'm enjoying the pictures hehe a poster and a hat. but he left that on the bus i've put a message in diary so hopefully his teacher will find it in morning. fingers crossed!!
he really enjoyed the bus tour he came home with the red earphones they used and they've gone on his ds lol. i went to cubs forgot it was presentation night kira got too many badges again lol she went you sewing them on i went no i'll get a new jumper first she needs a bigger one!!
dad drove me home as i hate driving in the dark. i'm going out with him tomorrow anyway so he's gonna come and get me and we go from here.
i fell asleep most of the day making up for the loss of sleep the last two nights. god it was both the other night then jeanluc up at 4.30am this morning wanting to go to blimming school!! i've remembered to lock the kitchen as he raided the fridge then wondered why he never had any cheese left!!  he said they had a yummy lunch at bath rugby club it was spag bog.

wednesday

what a night last night!! jeanluc was in bed with me i didnt realise it was him till he told me lol. i heard someone snoring behind me then i went to turn around and he got out of bed and went in his room so quick i didnt see who it was i thought it as kira!! it's not normal he gets in with me. he said i was in with you for 53mins and 3secs lol. i dont know how he does that!! he's got a digital clock inside him!!
kira lost her tooth yesterday at school so put it under her pillow flipping heck what a night with her!! for 3 hours after jeanluc got out she was up then back in bed asleep then up again then back again. kept going on she couldnt find her tooth in the bed worried about it in the end i said tooth fairy came n got it!!. it was about 5am by then she sonked off agian zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i was gonna have a sleep when they went to school but i was wide awake!! so got some shopping in tesco's, jeanluc needed some drinks for tomorrow he's going to bath with his class and another class. they are going to bath fashion museum roman baths and having lunch and tour at bath rugby club me wanted to go not fair!! i got his camera ready hopefully his teacher will take photo's if they meet any rugby players!! he's really looking forward to that bit.  i somehow think they won't be having the open air bus ride as it looks like rain tomorrow.
dad is picking him up as they get back at 6pm at school. he'll be so hungry by the time he gets home!! and ratty no doubt lol. glad kira will be at cubs not to wind him up!!

stitching

done two more atc's from sanman monthly patterns.  started stitching november tonight.