sunday

happy halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my two went out with there dad today!! kira not been out with him since feb and jeanluc went out with him then and in may before his birthday!!.  oh and he was driving, i was at the door he came walking up i went oh you can drive then you can get them more often now!! he went i've alway's been able to drive i felt like saying not getting your kids you don't.  he was chatty even chatted to me dad think he realised he's alway's going to be here first thing now.  as i wasn't sure if his mother was gonna be there i can't stand her.
kira said it was much better not having her about she went they spent more time with dad i went that's how it should be.  they met his wife he said they weren't married but they are it say's ford on her fb and there was a wedding photo. duh.   he told kira they were just living together???  wierd.
i went out with mum n dad we went to sainsburys got myself some jeans comfy!!  we went in the harvester not good service in there today. the lady was rude to begin with then we got a different waitress she was politer. but the service was soooooooooo slow!! was looking forward to pudding but didnt get it.
had trick or treaters tonight first time ever out here!! unbelievable though parent sat in big car down at front of drive sending up brother with two little kids i dont even let my two go out trick or treating as you tell them not to take off strangers and then halloween comes its daft.  i have sweets lying around the house they go find and neighbours put them thru the door allot of the old neighbours don't like people knocking anyway.
i didnt answer the door to begin with but they kept knocking i opened it up and said i dont know who you are dont take sweets of strangers no go tell your parents that!!. he went sorry and went off the car sped off. i thought cheek!! never had that before here.
i'm missing most haunted live!! was watching paranormal investigations last night good looking guy on it but nothing else happening on it!!  shame we can't get the 6 hour live ghost hunters i'd love to see that!!

monday

kira and jeanluc went to oscars today it was heaven!! i sonked out on sofa, luckily neighbours banged on window to wake me up hehe. they saw me on sofa lol. i would of still been asleep hehe. must of needed it.  jeanluc didnt sleep till 12,30am
kira loved it today they done weaving around two lollypop sticks. she done one with three on. now wants me to buy some sticks and wool lol. will get some in salisbury tomorrow.  she made loads kelly said they been making them all day lol. makes a change she does them!! jeanluc was sat at the table by door waiting for me lol. then started on the i wants. i went ask daddy on sunday i went about time he brought you something!!.
got fire on it's lovely i cleaned it out yesterday remembered the fire lighters today!! saw me brother in tesco's garage. while i was waiting to get petrol. lady before me couldnt get her petrol to open i went  unlock car as sometimes they dont like you locking it so she unlocked it and it opened lol. tell what happend to me eh with my car rofl.  cut the grass this afternoon when the mower decided to work!! neighbour was gonna come round and help but i got it going in the end. gotta go over it again another day. only done the large bit. do the others another day my hands started to ache. 
dad said he'll take kira to oscars in the morning so that's good i can take jeanluc upto salisbury.

sunday

stayed in today, finished on family tree sampler for a while. till dad finds the other names realy enjoying working on that hope he hurry's up!!
yeah audible have finally put on m&b books on the uk site at last! got another diana palmer one to listen to and another one i've been listening to today.  looked on itunes they got them on there whoops brought two. love stitching away to a story.
gotta sort out what else i'm gonna stitch till dad finds the names on the family tree. he reckons he's gonna find loads more i went uh no.
yeah they are at oscars tomorrow so a bit of peace from them both!!

friday

yesterday i stayed in had chimney cleaned out fire been on tonight heaven!! that's when kira let me sit by it lol. she hogged it most of the night!!  chap came and checked for absetsos sp?? amazed me where he checked for it!! i said first time they've checked since i've been here. he put holes every where!! wanted to put one in my flooring in here i said noway i pulled out the bit by kitchen door and said he can get to tiles under that!! not having him putting a hole in my flooring bad enough he done it in the kitchen if i known he was doing it there i would of had ago at that!!. men don't think do they to put it where you can't see it. gonna bug me now!!. i asked him to check the ceiling in the kitchen though as i said i wasn't sure with that paper up there they never took down. he pulled it down done a hole there but i gotta get up there now and pull that bit down as it's flapping away!! 
today i went down town had to have the horrid flu jab ohhhhhhhhhh it was mixed with swine flu jab as well oink oink. i felt giddy as hell all afternoon and sick. but had a sleep and i was fine after thankfully!!
nice bruise appearing!!.  the nurse said it might get swollen tomorrow it was ruddy hot when i was in town.
got allot of shopping in iceland ready for them being off. went and had a chat with jane at oscars about jeanluc. 
 was chatting to nurse in dr's she was amazed i dont get respite care i went social workers don't wanna know since my ex went, i went i'm sure they were there for him and not jeanluc!!  she went you really need it i went i know you tell them that!! i said that everyone else can see i need the break but not social workers.  she asked after there dad i went ohhhhh he's seeing jeanluc for the third time this year in a weeks time and 2nd time in a year for kira she was gobsmacked.
even jane at oscars asked about it and was amazed at the change in his attitude towards them. i went total change eh. even she said i should get respite  funny talking about it with three different people today even school!!. and it weren't me that brought it up weird eh. 
jeanluc was hoping to go to  rylands farm on thursday he wasn't put on list so was abit upset over that he was. but dad said he'd take him out to get a new desk for his computer.  which i never saw him tonight he was on it most of the night lol. it was quiet!!
kira's veruca gone yeah!! might go swimming one day this weekend with them not been in the pool since they've changed it got some new stuff in there.
jeanluc reckons he's gonna swim lengths with me lol. i bet i dont get him doing any!! jason made him do 10 on tuesday haha.
was gonna stitch today but after flu jab i flaked out.   see they got a new paranormal live starting on living somewhen probably next weekend. wonder whats happend to most haunted live???
i'm watching ghost lab it's on dmax it's fab!!  just watched new ncis yeah it's back too much on a friday night to watch!! kira be glued to new icarly next week got me taping it everyday!! one of her programmes i dont mind watching it's funny lol.

wednesday

stayed in today for a parcel after 5pm it came!! they said it was an 8am -6pm delivery grrrrrrrr could of gone out!!.  it was jeanlucs computer we got from home access, signed on it wanted to do a repair must of not logged out properly when they were checking it. i switched it off and turned it on it came up to windows yeah.
set him up an email funny he sent me an email saying it was his email address!! i felt like saying i know i set it up rofl.  he sent grandad an email as well.  had a txt from his dad today and he asked jeanluc if he wanted to go out with him on the 31st october???? not seen him since 8th may!! kira not seen him since feb 27th!! he uspet her that visit. she refused to go out with him in may.  wonder if he realises it's half term week?? he dont normally do half terms.
so jeanluc is in a much happier mood tonight!! he kept grinning he's been hard work lately mainly to do with him not contacting him. i had his teacher phone up yesterday about his moods. tooth fairy cost me £2.50 today!! as i forgot to put it under his pillow last night thought i'd better put an extra 50p in lol. 
kira came home today from leeson house she loved it!! said the boys room had a ghost in it lol. brought me an amethyst crystal love it two in the pack i've put it with the others in the window.
no cubs for two weeks so i can stay in tomrrow night yeah.  got chimney sweep coming tomorrow clean it out. so i am gonna light it up soon after he's gone. missed me fire!!.  so gotta stay in again tomorrow. might get my stitching out.

tuesday

went to salisbury today with mum, had to get money out for jeanluc's school trip he's going on week he goes back. he's going to bath for the day!! not back till 6pm crikey. hopefully knackered lol. going to bath fashion museum and bath spa, tour on a open bus dinner at bath rugby club and hopefully meeting some players wish i could go!! just to meet rugby players hehe.
teacher phoned up today said jeanluc was complaining of toothache and wanted to come home didnt think he had it. as he done it before we went away and nothing wrong with him. as we were out he wanted to go shopping with us!!  he came home and his tooth had fallen out lol. mean aren't i lol.
mind you his teacher said he's been not wanting to do allot at school i went same at home it's allot to do with IT not contacting him he's finding it hard not having any contact. last time he only called as they txt him happy birthday that was a month ago.
he got him doing 10 lengths today in swimming hehe. i said make him do one more he done 5 more lol. as i said he has been a lazy b*gger lately.
been stitching on my family tree again making my eye's go funny all that green!!
kira home tomorrow bet she will be knackered!! got jeanluc's computer coming tomorrow so gotta stay in all day. hope it's easy to set up!!

family tree

monday

funny not having kira here!! sorted out her room this afternoon you can walk in there again!!  she was eager to get ready ths morning got on the bus with her case. the other kid was taken in the car that was going on her bus.  had a call from school asked if it was ok for her to use her inhalers i went she has to have them or they'd be taking her to hospital???. she went it was a daft question i went justa bit lol. asked if i got a medical letter at the meeting iwent no i chatted to teacher about them all being in date and which ones she was taking with her.  just hope she can pack it all back in again!!
jeanluc got a trip coming up next month to bath wonder if they want helpers!! visiting the fashion mueseum, baths, trip on the open bus and dinner at bath rugby club and meetinga player me sulking yum!! he'd better take a photo lol.
booked his dsi in for fixing,he went you had one being fixed i went that was the other one he's got lol. for his ds.  need to send it in again as screen gone red. better wait for that. tempted to buy him a new one for xmas.

kira's atc's

sunday

went to poole today had to get a few things for kira for tomorrow. ubelievable what they want them topack yet the dont want them having a big bag???. tough it's going in her wheely bag it's only a little one. and she wants to go on bus in morning so she can wheel it up the hill.  i'm sure whoever is at the stop waiting will help her. she can't wait!! i went i'll take you in no mummy i'm going on the bus as so is josh lol.
kira has to take own sheet, quilt cover and pillow case and a big beach towel, as they want them covered when they have shower. got to get her slippers in yet!! and bath stuff. at least i know she's very good at repacking it when they come back!! she alway's packs her stuff when we go away she wanted to do it today but i needed tos ee she wasn't packing too much in lol like she did at butlins!!
jeanluc looking forward to his computer turning up this week. got to stay in allll day on day it's arriving i hate that they say 8-6pm delivery!!  why can't they say morning or afternoon!!
be able to sort everything out tomorrow with them out of the way!! just been to rudy knackered to do any tidying up now i'm wide awake!! think me body has arrived back from butlins hehe.

back home

yeah back home again!! had a good week at butlins. jeanluc went off on his own a couple of times got him a new jumper!! like his tshirt i brought last year it's got "i'm a big sh*t and i'm autistic" on it hehe. it's in a lovely orange i couldnt loose him in it!!
he made a friend so played with josh everynight, kira had kieran there nicky's boy so she was playing with him allot. was fun having nick n ema there and all the kids.  we went and looked at the blue skies love it was there for 2 hours!! they gave kira and jeanluc a free go on the trampoline behind it he loved it which amazed me as he didnt want to go on it before.  they gave us aload of vouchers i gave the cinema ones to nicky's lot he had 5 kids there 3 his and 2 ema's so they used them saved wasting them.
last night was fun it was king v queen my voice is sore today from singing all the queen songs and i'm knackered stayed to watch all of it. dad took kira and jeanluc back. i'm amazed he lasted till 10.45!!
wasn't impressed with the gala dinner i said it was cr*p not as good as last year i went the entertainment was awful and done on the cheap.
food was good as alway's i enjoyed what i had. even mum ate all of hers!!. was not happy with the kids pressies they got a wine stopper top??? for a kid??? we had pens i like my pens when i complained she said the wine was for us they should of given them an activity pack i went they got wine stoppers.  you get no freebies now when you book i went i'll miss my umberella this year.
we went to yeovil on the way back had chinese yummy jl and dad went in bk.  got home and had call from home access jeanluc's computer is ready yeah it's coming this week he's chuffed!!
kira at leeson house on monday in swanage so i am washing all her stuff then repacking it when dry lol. just done hers now i can start on my suitcase. i feel like i can sonk out!!
took stitching with me but didnt do any.

saturday

went to salisbury with kira today, jeanluc is at mum n dad's for the weekend. so we had some girly time!! went into poundland and kira got some craft, had to get cousin a wedding card he getting married today.  and uhoh saw echo the bat bluenose in the big size oh he is sooooooooooo cute!! i picked him up, last time echo was out i never got him they went so quickly!! it was rare the small one had to get him off ebay.
went and had chinese it was yummy!! kira ate loads doesn't want tea tonight!! i went in stitching shop and got some gold needles and some threads for my family tree.
jeanluc went to poole with grandad got two more road maps, ought to really count how many he's got lol.

friday

went to poole today with dad, he got the kids a dvd player each to keep them amused in the car.  don't think jeanluc will like it as he will have to sit in the back wth it rofl.  he's staying with mum n dad for the weekend so had a lovely fun night with kira, she played on her violin till 4pm then put it away. we had goes on the wii sport playing golf and bowling. she's upstairs now beading.
i've done another row on my sampler i've just stitched richard spencer only name i know on that row lol. told dad he would have to write all the names down so i can put on the back of the frame.  gonna get it out in a bit and work on  while watching strictly usa prefer it to our one.
got kira and jeanluc some clothes today, picked up jl loads of tops small mans now!! crikey. got him some trousers  so i've been chucking stuff out of his wardrobe tonight.
kira i got new tops lovely jeans she actually put them on!! she hates them. but they need taking up so taking into mums tomrrow. only £3 in asda they were look lovely on her.

uhoh!!

look what kira brought home today god help me!!

thursday

went to dorchester today had a funny feeling that i'd get a call today, my phone wouldn't work at bottom end of dorchester, so school phoned up dad and it was jeanluc's teacher he had a headache. dad said we were in dorch is it ok if he gets there for 1pm, but me and mum said to go get him then bring him here the fresh air would do him good. little s*d was ok when he got with dad mum chatted to him on the phone, she came in hairdressers and said the little so n so is alright!!  he did look heady though when he got in and show he weren't well he didnt eat his scampi n chips we ordered him normally that's woofed down. we brought it back mum said he can have that for tea.
i had my hair cut it's lovely i've decided to keep the length i'm liking it!! went in thom went no way are you cutting that!! and started to scrunch me hair up lol. he layered it and curled it i like it when he curls it i can never do what he does to it.  got short fringe for a change normally he cuts it to the sideways but he done it differently today. we had a laugh was telling him what jeanluc has been upto since i last seen him.
i only went in the works didnt get anything, went in crystal shop got kira a flat crystal  like slate in ameythist colour really pretty a large one. as it was half price should of been £5. .
i got a top in m&s i liked i saw in there last week was chuffed i'm in a size 16!! yeah. mum made me go try it on she said i'll get you trying more on now lol.
mmmmmmm 30mins of peace as i think that god awful violin is coming home tonight, i had to sign the form and kia said it's coming home today i went it's not going upstairs as i dont want it broken!!. jeanluc decided to say at mums probably wise!! he's coming home when dad brings back kira from cubs. so lovely being able to see out of my fringe again hehe.

stitching family tree

monday

went out to postoffice this morning posted something off to kim came home and i sorting out clothes in back room into piles. it's getting there out there!! just gotta sort out whats not fitting any more as i put it in a pile of non fitting and jeanluc went n messed it all up grrrrrrrrr.  so had to resort it today.
done a little stitching on october will get it out later and stitch when they are in bed. jeanluc is at down here with me he's been realllllllly quiet tonight.  watching dora he taped yesterday.
reading a diana palmer book gonna do some more reading in abit when i'm not playing on facebook hehe.

sunday

been a hard day with jeanluc today he's driven me mad this morning. thankfully by the afternoon he calmed down a bit just a bit!! i woke up to find burger box and chicken pops box on the floor in the kitchen, he didnt know how to use the microwave so burger was left inside it. the chicken pops put back in fridge.  he had opened up a can of tuna made a sandwhich out of that and used half a bottle of mayo!!
i thought that was all but kira went in the larder wanted to know why there was a tin of tomato soup open in there i went well i haven't as i would of thrown it out. she went oh it's full!! well put it this way jeanluc ran!! lol. stayed out of my way for a for hours!! had the nerve to ask if we were going out i went what you think?? he went um no i went that rght!! i was so tired i forgot to lock the door last night tonight i've already locked it!! 
they went outside for a few hours in the afternoon so thta was good i watched that dci  banks aftermath i enjoyed that i reckon that lady had something to do with it as well it's good. looking forward to watching it tomorow night.so glad that louis put storm through ithink he's fab so wind up simon hehe

stitching

atc's finished

stitching

finished up july and august done september, but i'm working on october on the same fabric. need to find paper to put the july and august on to make up into atc's. i'm enjoying these.

saturday

busy day today!! went to youthclub this morning it was fun kids loved it as they haven't been for a few months. as they've been redecorating it it's fab!! done in a jungle theme. they had an xbox there kira had lots of fun on the guitar hero would love to get it for her!! she had 4 goes on it lol. ian took a photo of her on it she posed lol.
we went shopping in iceland after came home then went out again!! to the scout party there 100th birthday party today the mayor was there she was nice she said she knew mum. she was shocked that i didnt have any respite care for jeanluc. she went why not?? i went you tell me. i don't have a clue.
she had her photo taken and it's going to be in the western gazzette this week or next.
my new gadget arrived today to tape my old tapes onto itunes had to take itunes off then reinstall it and it worked yeah. i'm taping one of my mills n boon tapes at the moment see how well it turns out!! i can put on ipod then yeah.
i actually done some stitching today at youthclub nearly finished another atc!!

birthday atc

stitched this tonight gonna start the next one.

friday

stayed in today and i've been watching man v food he's bonkers!! makes me hungry watching though lol.  had to wake jeanluc up this morning he was in a really good mood and cuddily!!  thought it was genes for genes day the other day he got the wrong day!! typical so gone in today with non uniform again lol.  
finished 2 atc's last night gotta finish another one today then put them all together. i'll start on the birthday one's next. and got xmas one's to do as well!!
jeanluc got oscars tonight they both decided they wanted jacket spuds for tea luckily i got them in as i dont wanna go out it's ruddy awful out there!!
watched sharon on lorraine this morning oh god she needs to be on it allot i loved it!! might make the fudge brownies edd made as i got a cobb nut tree in the garden.